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Thursday, March 03, 2005

I don't know how to start this.

I am happiest when I am with Gus.
I find it incredible that, despite all my ridiculously large faults, that someone can still look me in the eye and tell me that I am perfect. I find it unbelievable that someone so genuine and wonderful is willing to put up with me, with my mood swings, and my busy schedule... And I am so grateful.
Through my weaker moments, and uncertainties about the relationship, I always have him to fall back on. And I find it incredible that time after time he is willing to let me fall back on him. It's a quality that I love, and have never seen before.

he has a humor that makes me smile when I'm tired and didn't even think I could smile. And sometimes just talking to him makes me feel like we have a complete understating.

And there's no question as to who I am, or who he is at that moment. He's so real, and genuine, that I never have to question what he says.

He holds me like I'll break, and he speaks to me like I'm whole, and priceless. And he does it with honesty.

I trust him more than anyone. It is incredible to me that I have never before recognized how genuine, and true he is, and has always been with me. Even before I cared to look.
And Now that I look, I see the most incredibly tolerant and wonderful friend who has shown me tolerance, and honesty that I've never seen before in any one person. That after all this time he is everything that makes me stronger and so much more weak at the same time.
My largest support, and the closets person to my heart.

He is my boyfriend, but he is also my best friend...And, right now, I would never want to be without him.

Happy 6 month anniversary Gus.

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