Thursday, March 31, 2005
So...yeah.
Almost Friday.
(Which is almost Sunday...not that I've planned a surprise for Gus or anything on Sunday...Or...Anything.)
Going to Natalia's Saturday (since we only have one hour of A/c!) and we're going to finish up the movie (Yay!) and work on Guses supr-...I mean...Finish up the movie. I'm excited because the scenes we have left to shoot are going to be fun.
Am going to hang with Zakk after school tomorrow so we can do the whole ego-talk thing. A show after that.
Had a show tonight too. Was really long....
"Dude, we're not going to get out of here until 11...A.M"
"Of next week..."
-Me&Ben
Then went to see Gus. *poke* ^.^
"You're cute windex!"
-Me
Really tired now and should probably go to bed...Yeah.
Goodnight.
Almost Friday.
(Which is almost Sunday...not that I've planned a surprise for Gus or anything on Sunday...Or...Anything.)
Going to Natalia's Saturday (since we only have one hour of A/c!) and we're going to finish up the movie (Yay!) and work on Guses supr-...I mean...Finish up the movie. I'm excited because the scenes we have left to shoot are going to be fun.
Am going to hang with Zakk after school tomorrow so we can do the whole ego-talk thing. A show after that.
Had a show tonight too. Was really long....
"Dude, we're not going to get out of here until 11...A.M"
"Of next week..."
-Me&Ben
Then went to see Gus. *poke* ^.^
"You're cute windex!"
-Me
Really tired now and should probably go to bed...Yeah.
Goodnight.
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
So Darcy and I went shopping, and read the horrible things about our star signs in HOT-TOPIC.
I also decided to keep this really cute green halter-top that I had seen a couple weeks ago with Natalia from AE.
Returned my pretty green flip-flops. Decided the money could be better spent on my surprise for Gus...*cough*...I mean...My..Uh..On..On....On not my surprise for Gus...Or...Anything like that....Or...Anything that has to do with Gus...And...With things that...Have...To do...With Gus....
*sniff*
I also decided to keep this really cute green halter-top that I had seen a couple weeks ago with Natalia from AE.
Returned my pretty green flip-flops. Decided the money could be better spent on my surprise for Gus...*cough*...I mean...My..Uh..On..On....On not my surprise for Gus...Or...Anything like that....Or...Anything that has to do with Gus...And...With things that...Have...To do...With Gus....
*sniff*
I'm really very over school. Really.
Mizu wouldn't start yesterday when I was trying to leave the mall. For some reason he does not love me anymore. *is sad* However, he'll start for Rafi. Miz has done thi before and Rafi had been able to get him to start. So I called Rafi and asked him what to do and *poof* engine on.
I don't know what I've done, but Miz is no amused.
Anyway, I'm going back to the mall...Cuz I'm a girl. When I'm stressed...I shop...And. stufff...
why: because blue cheese had taken over my bed.
Where: ...Your mom...
How: By space travel and several shades of purple.
When: yesterday
Mizu wouldn't start yesterday when I was trying to leave the mall. For some reason he does not love me anymore. *is sad* However, he'll start for Rafi. Miz has done thi before and Rafi had been able to get him to start. So I called Rafi and asked him what to do and *poof* engine on.
I don't know what I've done, but Miz is no amused.
Anyway, I'm going back to the mall...Cuz I'm a girl. When I'm stressed...I shop...And. stufff...
why: because blue cheese had taken over my bed.
Where: ...Your mom...
How: By space travel and several shades of purple.
When: yesterday
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
-.-
lightning crashes, an old mother dies
her intentions fall to the floor
the angel closes her eyes
the confusion that was hers
belongs now, to the baby down the hall
oh now feel it comin' back again
like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
forces pullin' from the center of the earth again
I can feel it.
-Live
lightning crashes, an old mother dies
her intentions fall to the floor
the angel closes her eyes
the confusion that was hers
belongs now, to the baby down the hall
oh now feel it comin' back again
like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
forces pullin' from the center of the earth again
I can feel it.
-Live
Monday, March 28, 2005
Sunday, March 27, 2005
Okay, so here it is folks:
My mother has decided that it is in the best interest of the family (*Raises eyebrow*) that we move to Las Cruzes. (And it's a matter-of-fact)
needless to say my little sister and I have been crying for the past two hours, and i've been yelling, and on the phone with Gus and just trying to figure what the hell is going on all of a sudden.
Show of hands for all those who think that this seriously sucks?
*Raises hand*
My mother has decided that it is in the best interest of the family (*Raises eyebrow*) that we move to Las Cruzes. (And it's a matter-of-fact)
needless to say my little sister and I have been crying for the past two hours, and i've been yelling, and on the phone with Gus and just trying to figure what the hell is going on all of a sudden.
Show of hands for all those who think that this seriously sucks?
*Raises hand*
Saturday, March 26, 2005
My tooth is coming really loose...shit.
Grg. Why didn't I loose my baby teeth like...ya know...earlier in life?
Anyway, I bought some jeans today. Like...Jeans...THAT FIT. A really nice fit, i might add. This is rare. this is really rare. I also bought a new top. Both at AE. Uhm. i'm feeling sick, and my tooth is driving me CRAZY.
More when I'm not going insane.
Grg. Why didn't I loose my baby teeth like...ya know...earlier in life?
Anyway, I bought some jeans today. Like...Jeans...THAT FIT. A really nice fit, i might add. This is rare. this is really rare. I also bought a new top. Both at AE. Uhm. i'm feeling sick, and my tooth is driving me CRAZY.
More when I'm not going insane.
"Weselys a fruit"
-Lorraine
"Amazing. The shops in Denton are the same as the shops in El Paso. I mean I could go shopping at home and not have to deal with the weather. It would be just as good"
-Me
It's cold and rainy, and I am not happy.
-Lorraine
"Amazing. The shops in Denton are the same as the shops in El Paso. I mean I could go shopping at home and not have to deal with the weather. It would be just as good"
-Me
It's cold and rainy, and I am not happy.
Friday, March 25, 2005
*wants to be at the Playhouse**wants to be at the Playhouse*
*WHINE* THEY'RE DOING A SHOW TONIGHT AND I NEED TO BE THERE! *Whine* I'm a techie!!! Ugh, *whine whine whine*
Oki. I promise that i'll go back to El Paso, do the show and then come right back here, just please, please mommy...let me go...Please?
*needs to be at the Playhouse**Needs to....* *explodes*
*WHINE* THEY'RE DOING A SHOW TONIGHT AND I NEED TO BE THERE! *Whine* I'm a techie!!! Ugh, *whine whine whine*
Oki. I promise that i'll go back to El Paso, do the show and then come right back here, just please, please mommy...let me go...Please?
*needs to be at the Playhouse**Needs to....* *explodes*
"I don't know you, but you look like you're about to do something crazy. I'm in."
-Bad Boyz II
Clearly, the best way to spend your first day in Dentonis on a couch watching horribly awesome action movies.
-Bad Boyz II
Clearly, the best way to spend your first day in Dentonis on a couch watching horribly awesome action movies.
Hello.
So here we be in Denten. We drove all night, and got here about 2:00 in the morning. Uhm. I am still in my P.Js and don't plan to shower for another hour.
I've done something stupid and forgot my cell phone charger. Still trying to figure out how i'm going to get my cell phone to last for 5 days...
I thought we were going to eat at the restraunt where Tanner works tonight, but Elsa says we probably wont see him at all this trip. (Elsa and Tanner have broken up. BTW. or did a long time ago.) Soyeah. that makes me sad.
I don't know what were doing today. Elsa has to work. M...Kind of bored. Kind of...m...Bored? I dunno. I'd rather be home right now.
Lorraine is throwing a fit because my mom wouldn't let her get Ice Cream. *gimmeabreak!*
Mom and Elsa are talking family gossip. got to go. ...bye.
So here we be in Denten. We drove all night, and got here about 2:00 in the morning. Uhm. I am still in my P.Js and don't plan to shower for another hour.
I've done something stupid and forgot my cell phone charger. Still trying to figure out how i'm going to get my cell phone to last for 5 days...
I thought we were going to eat at the restraunt where Tanner works tonight, but Elsa says we probably wont see him at all this trip. (Elsa and Tanner have broken up. BTW. or did a long time ago.) Soyeah. that makes me sad.
I don't know what were doing today. Elsa has to work. M...Kind of bored. Kind of...m...Bored? I dunno. I'd rather be home right now.
Lorraine is throwing a fit because my mom wouldn't let her get Ice Cream. *gimmeabreak!*
Mom and Elsa are talking family gossip. got to go. ...bye.
Thursday, March 24, 2005
(Spent the better part of the morning on the computer and playing DDR instead of packing...Eh.)
Finally everything is packed, the house is clean, etc.
Our plan was to leave by 2:00 and I think we might actually make it this time.
Talked to Zakk a few minutes ago.
Darcy you know I'm not going to be to class on Sat, right?
Have yet to hear from Gus. But I trust he'll call when he's not busy anymore *hints* (I love you)
Wish us happy trails, and see you all in Denten!
Finally everything is packed, the house is clean, etc.
Our plan was to leave by 2:00 and I think we might actually make it this time.
Talked to Zakk a few minutes ago.
Darcy you know I'm not going to be to class on Sat, right?
Have yet to hear from Gus. But I trust he'll call when he's not busy anymore *hints* (I love you)
Wish us happy trails, and see you all in Denten!
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Death March was Great. I finished 7 hours 20 min. Zakk finished about 13 minutes after me. We ended up going to the gym the next morning. I worked out *roar* he watched *wimp*. Heh!
Went bowling and stuff yesterday with Rafi, Sophie (T.), Kerry and her sister. Also read through the RobHo script. Trying to very hard to convince Rafi to audition. Kevin M. Wants him to (said he's been trying to get him to come to Kids-N-Co since he saw REST ASSURED.) I'm sure if I tell Rafi this, his ego wont be able to help but show up.
Spending today with Gus since he was gone all of yesterday.
Am leaving Thursday for Denten. Am happy about it. (^.^) The only part I think I could do without is the whole...12 hour...Drive...Thing...
"I'm going to feed Mushi."
"Can I watch?"
"No! He doesn't like it when...thingies...do...Stuff..."
-ANNE&PETER (Me&Matt screwing up his lines.)
(I dunnoo why but for some reason I thought of this right now.)
Went bowling and stuff yesterday with Rafi, Sophie (T.), Kerry and her sister. Also read through the RobHo script. Trying to very hard to convince Rafi to audition. Kevin M. Wants him to (said he's been trying to get him to come to Kids-N-Co since he saw REST ASSURED.) I'm sure if I tell Rafi this, his ego wont be able to help but show up.
Spending today with Gus since he was gone all of yesterday.
Am leaving Thursday for Denten. Am happy about it. (^.^) The only part I think I could do without is the whole...12 hour...Drive...Thing...
"I'm going to feed Mushi."
"Can I watch?"
"No! He doesn't like it when...thingies...do...Stuff..."
-ANNE&PETER (Me&Matt screwing up his lines.)
(I dunnoo why but for some reason I thought of this right now.)
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Saturday, March 19, 2005
So, didn't end up getting to sleep until about...12 last night (The show went well, BTW.)
eventually, I'm going to have to get sleep. Need to be up at 3:00 a.m tomorrow for the march. Guh.
Jessica and I decided that after everyone of Freds line we're going to add the phrase "Because i'm the KILLER!", and also that the power of Ron makes the lights work. We are currently trying to master the power of run *does the loose woman with no morals dance* (You've got to love ron.)
"Everything I learned about tech I learned from the gentle love and care of Ron. Isn't that right, Ron."
"goddamned right!"
-Ben&Ron
I love Kate. I really do.
Oh, and I'm officially Nefi's hair/wig putter-onner. Thanks to Carlos who taught me all I need to know about wigs.
Kathys Indian (glass Indian) is now named baby huey. It's a fat little Indian that I take off when she dies.
OH! And Fred and I got more head shows for the bear, which Carlos named LouEllen. British, ya know.
...
I think the general point of this is to show is that I'm very happy that I got to do tech,and that all is well. (Except for the whole...Lack of sleep thing... )
eventually, I'm going to have to get sleep. Need to be up at 3:00 a.m tomorrow for the march. Guh.
Jessica and I decided that after everyone of Freds line we're going to add the phrase "Because i'm the KILLER!", and also that the power of Ron makes the lights work. We are currently trying to master the power of run *does the loose woman with no morals dance* (You've got to love ron.)
"Everything I learned about tech I learned from the gentle love and care of Ron. Isn't that right, Ron."
"goddamned right!"
-Ben&Ron
I love Kate. I really do.
Oh, and I'm officially Nefi's hair/wig putter-onner. Thanks to Carlos who taught me all I need to know about wigs.
Kathys Indian (glass Indian) is now named baby huey. It's a fat little Indian that I take off when she dies.
OH! And Fred and I got more head shows for the bear, which Carlos named LouEllen. British, ya know.
...
I think the general point of this is to show is that I'm very happy that I got to do tech,and that all is well. (Except for the whole...Lack of sleep thing... )
Friday, March 18, 2005
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
*sigh*
I'm very much in love with my boy.
Anyway, Tech went much better tonight.
Francesca and I played light tag, and I've officially got the Indians on the fireplace figured out. *knocks on wood*
"What happens if the paint isn't dry when we rehearse?"
"Then we [float] over the stage."
"Right. Because everyone knows it's a requirement of actors to be able to fly..."
-Me&Fred
the stage looks prettyfull.
Our last dress/charity night is tomorrow.
I only got home about 20 minutes ago. Goodnight.
I'm very much in love with my boy.
Anyway, Tech went much better tonight.
Francesca and I played light tag, and I've officially got the Indians on the fireplace figured out. *knocks on wood*
"What happens if the paint isn't dry when we rehearse?"
"Then we [float] over the stage."
"Right. Because everyone knows it's a requirement of actors to be able to fly..."
-Me&Fred
the stage looks prettyfull.
Our last dress/charity night is tomorrow.
I only got home about 20 minutes ago. Goodnight.
(Me): You could write in your sheep.
(Me): do you have a sheep?
(Rory): Or I could just write it on my sheep
(Rory): Might make them mad...
(Me): and i think thats grafiti
(Me): but no one will see it if it's in your sheep.
(Rory): I can scan my sheep...
(Me): wont that cause cancer?
(Rory): ...Nooo
(Rory): Who told you about that?
(Me): the sheep
(Me):...your sheep mistresses
(Rory): O_o
(Me): ^.^
(Rory): That was a bit much
(Me): that's what the sheep said.
(Me): do you have a sheep?
(Rory): Or I could just write it on my sheep
(Rory): Might make them mad...
(Me): and i think thats grafiti
(Me): but no one will see it if it's in your sheep.
(Rory): I can scan my sheep...
(Me): wont that cause cancer?
(Rory): ...Nooo
(Rory): Who told you about that?
(Me): the sheep
(Me):...your sheep mistresses
(Rory): O_o
(Me): ^.^
(Rory): That was a bit much
(Me): that's what the sheep said.
"Between school, theater, and porn, Ben has no time to have a life!"
-Me (And Jessica. Wish I could remember the whole conversation)
10LI opens on Friday. We took our head shots yesterday.
At one point I dragged the bear rug on stage and told Fred the bear wanted his head shot taken too. So Fred had me pose with the bear for head shots. heeh.
Nefi and I have determined that I am more humanly than him, and Ben holds me ransom for subway. (and does porn...heeh!)
Oh. And Jessica is living in my closet.
CARLOS IS BALD...And Tristan has turned into Matt. (Trist isn't actually in the show, but he was at rehearsal last night.)
I get a headset. That's fun. And I love Desi. That's also fun.
However, being a techie is way more stressful than being an actor, and i woke up last night thinking about Indians and mantle pieces and couldn't go back to sleep. *the horror*
-Me (And Jessica. Wish I could remember the whole conversation)
10LI opens on Friday. We took our head shots yesterday.
At one point I dragged the bear rug on stage and told Fred the bear wanted his head shot taken too. So Fred had me pose with the bear for head shots. heeh.
Nefi and I have determined that I am more humanly than him, and Ben holds me ransom for subway. (and does porn...heeh!)
Oh. And Jessica is living in my closet.
CARLOS IS BALD...And Tristan has turned into Matt. (Trist isn't actually in the show, but he was at rehearsal last night.)
I get a headset. That's fun. And I love Desi. That's also fun.
However, being a techie is way more stressful than being an actor, and i woke up last night thinking about Indians and mantle pieces and couldn't go back to sleep. *the horror*
ALMOST SPRING BREAK
Get out of school at 11:30 on Friday.
Amd going to on a double date with Natali and Travis. (SO CUTE!)
uhm. Also going out of town on Thursday.
So, there it is.
Get out of school at 11:30 on Friday.
Amd going to on a double date with Natali and Travis. (SO CUTE!)
uhm. Also going out of town on Thursday.
So, there it is.
Monday, March 14, 2005
(First off, Graci Rory, Alex, and Darcy for commenting on the whole Harwell thing.)
*types more and deletes*
Did my first night of serious tech tonight for 10LI. Tiring. I only got home about an house and a half ago. I trust tomorrow things will go a lot more smoothly.
I am tired.
Katie, I don't know if I can still do the double date thing. I'll talk about it with Gus tomorrow and get back to you for sure.'
*checks watch*
long day. Going to bed.
-Night
*types more and deletes*
Did my first night of serious tech tonight for 10LI. Tiring. I only got home about an house and a half ago. I trust tomorrow things will go a lot more smoothly.
I am tired.
Katie, I don't know if I can still do the double date thing. I'll talk about it with Gus tomorrow and get back to you for sure.'
*checks watch*
long day. Going to bed.
-Night
I defended Melissa today to Mr. Harwell during his speech of terror to the class. I was then told that I do not understand theater, and I do not understand commitment, or what commitment means, and that I do not understand dedication.
My life for the past three years has been nothing but theater. I am involved in more shows in 2 months than he puts on in a semester. I dive head first, and am fully committed to all shows that become involved in, and I do more theater and have had more experince then any other person sitting in that room.
I have taught at theaters, I have interned, I have been in countless shows and involved in several theaters, and I spend more time in rehearsals then any of his students.
Further more I have never treated Mr. Harwell with disrespect. I have never raised my voice, and I have never question his authority, only today I gave him the correct information for what happened.
I defended someone who was innocent because I was right and what he was saying was wrong. Do I regret speaking up?
No. Because I was right. Everybody in that room knows I was right!
And because I did that I was told "You don't understand theater, you don't understand commitment!"
What he did to me today, assuming things about me, and talking down to me and my dedication is just as bad as what any of the student have done to him.
And I don't care if it puts me on his bad side. Because I understand now what a theater means to him. It means you shut-up. It means you're on his side, or you're on no side. And it means you agree with him and his ideas or you're wrong,
and I'll swear to you now that sounds like no theater I've ever been involved in. That sounds like a dictatorship; I will not be a part of it.
My life has been theater, and my job has been theater, and my days in and out are theater. Just because my idea of theater doesn't involve kissing ass to some Hitler wannabe, doesn't mean I don't know what commitment is. Doesn't mean that I don't understand what theater is...
but I don't understand what kind of theater can be run with only fear and without respect.
That I don't understand.
And I wont be a part of it.
My life for the past three years has been nothing but theater. I am involved in more shows in 2 months than he puts on in a semester. I dive head first, and am fully committed to all shows that become involved in, and I do more theater and have had more experince then any other person sitting in that room.
I have taught at theaters, I have interned, I have been in countless shows and involved in several theaters, and I spend more time in rehearsals then any of his students.
Further more I have never treated Mr. Harwell with disrespect. I have never raised my voice, and I have never question his authority, only today I gave him the correct information for what happened.
I defended someone who was innocent because I was right and what he was saying was wrong. Do I regret speaking up?
No. Because I was right. Everybody in that room knows I was right!
And because I did that I was told "You don't understand theater, you don't understand commitment!"
What he did to me today, assuming things about me, and talking down to me and my dedication is just as bad as what any of the student have done to him.
And I don't care if it puts me on his bad side. Because I understand now what a theater means to him. It means you shut-up. It means you're on his side, or you're on no side. And it means you agree with him and his ideas or you're wrong,
and I'll swear to you now that sounds like no theater I've ever been involved in. That sounds like a dictatorship; I will not be a part of it.
My life has been theater, and my job has been theater, and my days in and out are theater. Just because my idea of theater doesn't involve kissing ass to some Hitler wannabe, doesn't mean I don't know what commitment is. Doesn't mean that I don't understand what theater is...
but I don't understand what kind of theater can be run with only fear and without respect.
That I don't understand.
And I wont be a part of it.
Sunday, March 13, 2005
ask me
go ahead, ask me if I care
I got the answer here
I wrote it down somewhere
I just gotta find it
-Ani DiFranco
go ahead, ask me if I care
I got the answer here
I wrote it down somewhere
I just gotta find it
-Ani DiFranco
owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
Who else saw this coming.
12.2 miles...Up a mountain.
owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
I have no idea how I'm going to do the death march. (26 miles)
I don't really want to move anymore.
guh.
SIMPLY MARIA show. (I'm already late for call)
and then right after that ends I have to go do que-to-ques for the Playhouse until who knows when.
LIVE LEGS LIVE!
*legs die*...*again*
Who else saw this coming.
12.2 miles...Up a mountain.
owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
I have no idea how I'm going to do the death march. (26 miles)
I don't really want to move anymore.
guh.
SIMPLY MARIA show. (I'm already late for call)
and then right after that ends I have to go do que-to-ques for the Playhouse until who knows when.
LIVE LEGS LIVE!
*legs die*...*again*
Saturday, March 12, 2005
Where to start. Where to start...
GUS IS BACK!
So had final kinder class today.
stayed for Trists show (Kids-n-co, for those who don't know who Trist'an' is .) I liked it a lot. Something about Jimmy singing makes me happy.
Uhm, then went and picked up Natalia (who lives in the country next to Egypt. *inside joke*) and went to the mall. I looked for some jeans but didn't have time to do a full-out search. Did, however, buy a cool green shirt, and a skirt.
Am convinced that Natalia has contaminated me, because no one has ever been able to get me to wear a skirt before.
There were two other shirts I wanted to to buy, and I pair of sunglasses. Oh. Well, maybe next month.
Hauled a$$ back to Kids-n-co, did the Kids show. Went well...m...More on it later. Maybe? If not I'm sure Darcy with post on it...[?]
Ended up deciding I wanted to go back to the mall and try on jeans.
Saw Katie and Zakk, Deanna, and Ana lisa for second (they were playing DDR...Not my thing.) so I went off to look for jeans when Rafi calls and says he's going to eat with Laura and Kerry at the GREENERY and wants me to go.
So I do. Gus ends up showing up (HEEEHEHHEHEHE!) and everyone is happy and eats, and laughs, and jokes, and I wish I could remember some of the quotes but I was having too much fun to write any of them down.
Then Gus and I went back to my house. Yay.
Nothing better . Especially when he's been gone for some-and-some odd days.
And here I am.
Trans Mountain challenge tomorrow.
No worries though. I know I'll be alright.
GUS IS BACK!
So had final kinder class today.
stayed for Trists show (Kids-n-co, for those who don't know who Trist'an' is .) I liked it a lot. Something about Jimmy singing makes me happy.
Uhm, then went and picked up Natalia (who lives in the country next to Egypt. *inside joke*) and went to the mall. I looked for some jeans but didn't have time to do a full-out search. Did, however, buy a cool green shirt, and a skirt.
Am convinced that Natalia has contaminated me, because no one has ever been able to get me to wear a skirt before.
There were two other shirts I wanted to to buy, and I pair of sunglasses. Oh. Well, maybe next month.
Hauled a$$ back to Kids-n-co, did the Kids show. Went well...m...More on it later. Maybe? If not I'm sure Darcy with post on it...[?]
Ended up deciding I wanted to go back to the mall and try on jeans.
Saw Katie and Zakk, Deanna, and Ana lisa for second (they were playing DDR...Not my thing.) so I went off to look for jeans when Rafi calls and says he's going to eat with Laura and Kerry at the GREENERY and wants me to go.
So I do. Gus ends up showing up (HEEEHEHHEHEHE!) and everyone is happy and eats, and laughs, and jokes, and I wish I could remember some of the quotes but I was having too much fun to write any of them down.
Then Gus and I went back to my house. Yay.
Nothing better . Especially when he's been gone for some-and-some odd days.
And here I am.
Trans Mountain challenge tomorrow.
No worries though. I know I'll be alright.
Friday, March 11, 2005
GOING SHOPPING WITH NATALIA TOMORROW. *instantly perks up*
And Gus is coming home. *instantly becomes very happy*
*sigh*
*smile*
I'm in a very good mood at the moment.
Is it tomorrow yet?
And Gus is coming home. *instantly becomes very happy*
*sigh*
*smile*
I'm in a very good mood at the moment.
Is it tomorrow yet?
" 'cause we both know what i've been doing
i've been intentionally bad at lying
you're the only one i ever let see through me
and i hope you beleive me when i say i'm trying"
-Ani DiFranco
i've been intentionally bad at lying
you're the only one i ever let see through me
and i hope you beleive me when i say i'm trying"
-Ani DiFranco
Thursday, March 10, 2005
Firsts off
I'm feeling better.
The show tonight was great. Sold out.
secondly
GET TO GO SHOPPING WITH NATALIA THIS WEEKEND. Saturday. *is happy*
Only two more SIMPLY MARIA performances left.
So much homework I should be doing.
Am I? No.
I want Gus to come back into town.
I talked to him earlier today and I was mean to him...I didn't mean to be...I was just in a bad mood...
And then he texted me apologizing for whatever he had done to upset me...*sigh*...I really don't deserve this boy.
*wants him to come home*
I'm feeling better.
The show tonight was great. Sold out.
secondly
GET TO GO SHOPPING WITH NATALIA THIS WEEKEND. Saturday. *is happy*
Only two more SIMPLY MARIA performances left.
So much homework I should be doing.
Am I? No.
I want Gus to come back into town.
I talked to him earlier today and I was mean to him...I didn't mean to be...I was just in a bad mood...
And then he texted me apologizing for whatever he had done to upset me...*sigh*...I really don't deserve this boy.
*wants him to come home*
Had an egg sandwich this monring...During second period my stomach hurt, and I threw it up.
Decided to get some ice cream during lunch, and then almost directly after lunch ended, ran to the bathroom and threw that up.
During 7th period I started feeling nauseous and probably would have thrown up except for the fact that there's nothing in my stomach left to regurgitate...
and it's still hurts.
...What's wrong with me...
Got my hands on a copy of THE CRUCIBLE. I'm in love with Abigail.
Gus is gone.
I go on the Transmountian challenge this weekend and the on the death march the week after that, not to mention the walking that I plan to be doing during the week after I'm not in rehearsal for SIMPLY MARIA anymore.
so there it is.
I really want to go out with natalia this weekend.
*sigh*
Decided to get some ice cream during lunch, and then almost directly after lunch ended, ran to the bathroom and threw that up.
During 7th period I started feeling nauseous and probably would have thrown up except for the fact that there's nothing in my stomach left to regurgitate...
and it's still hurts.
...What's wrong with me...
Got my hands on a copy of THE CRUCIBLE. I'm in love with Abigail.
Gus is gone.
I go on the Transmountian challenge this weekend and the on the death march the week after that, not to mention the walking that I plan to be doing during the week after I'm not in rehearsal for SIMPLY MARIA anymore.
so there it is.
I really want to go out with natalia this weekend.
*sigh*
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
Let me paint a very elaborate picture of my weekend for you.
Friday night, get home sleep/chill go to SIMPLY MARIA show 6:30-9:00.
Saturday morning up at 7:00 a.m to shower and go to Kinderclass, and then mime until 12:30. Stay for Trists show from 2:00-3:00, leave to Playhouse and stay for tech day until about 4:30 when I will head over to Kids'n'co and get ready for kindercamp show. Leave Kindercamp show, and go home for sleep.
Sunday. UP at 7:00 to go walk Trans mountain challenge until 12:00 (at least) Come home shower, go to closing Simply Maria show, and then to Playhouse to do tech rehearsal for 10LI, until god knows when later that night.
In none of this time will I be seeing Gus. *sigh*
Friday night, get home sleep/chill go to SIMPLY MARIA show 6:30-9:00.
Saturday morning up at 7:00 a.m to shower and go to Kinderclass, and then mime until 12:30. Stay for Trists show from 2:00-3:00, leave to Playhouse and stay for tech day until about 4:30 when I will head over to Kids'n'co and get ready for kindercamp show. Leave Kindercamp show, and go home for sleep.
Sunday. UP at 7:00 to go walk Trans mountain challenge until 12:00 (at least) Come home shower, go to closing Simply Maria show, and then to Playhouse to do tech rehearsal for 10LI, until god knows when later that night.
In none of this time will I be seeing Gus. *sigh*
Gus went out of town. I am sad.
*sigh*
...
*thinks*
Darcy, have you even noticed that Gus and Manny go out of town always almost a the same time?
SIMPLY MARIA has opened. Yeah.
And tech week for 10 LITTLE INDIANS starts next week.
JESSICA!!! Okay, so I didn't get to work with Krystal....BUT I did get to work with JESSICA! *loves
Gus is out of town. I am sad.
*sigh*
...
*thinks*
Darcy, have you even noticed that Gus and Manny go out of town always almost a the same time?
SIMPLY MARIA has opened. Yeah.
And tech week for 10 LITTLE INDIANS starts next week.
JESSICA!!! Okay, so I didn't get to work with Krystal....BUT I did get to work with JESSICA! *loves
Gus is out of town. I am sad.
M.Gr. I've been up since 5 trying to get this stupid essay done. I'm almost finished...but i'm tired/ADD at the moment and can't focus on anything.
*runs in circles*
plus, i'm thirsty.
*whine*
*runs in circles*
plus, i'm thirsty.
*whine*
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
Weeh. Okay.
So I've figured out how I'm going to organize, what I'm going to develop, and how I'm going to back up what I'm going to develop in my essay. Now I just need to write it.
(The prompt was: Develop a theme/motif using two specific literary/syntactical devices. Provide three quotes per device to support the existence of the devices and clearly demonstrate how each device helps develop the stated theme/motif. End by relating the theme/motif to another Romantic belief.)
Okay. So i've got all that...I've got it all figured out...it's just...not in the computer...or on paper...*sigh*
I'm not going to get any further on this tonight. I just need to go to bed.
*sleeps*
So I've figured out how I'm going to organize, what I'm going to develop, and how I'm going to back up what I'm going to develop in my essay. Now I just need to write it.
(The prompt was: Develop a theme/motif using two specific literary/syntactical devices. Provide three quotes per device to support the existence of the devices and clearly demonstrate how each device helps develop the stated theme/motif. End by relating the theme/motif to another Romantic belief.)
Okay. So i've got all that...I've got it all figured out...it's just...not in the computer...or on paper...*sigh*
I'm not going to get any further on this tonight. I just need to go to bed.
*sleeps*
Trying really hard not to focus on the fact that I have a really big and important essay due tomorrow that I haven't even started on.
UH! This shouldn't be so HARD!
UH! This shouldn't be so HARD!
"Why give her living flowers and watch them die? Why not give her dead flowers and watch them stay the same."
-Mr. Berglund
-Mr. Berglund
Monday, March 07, 2005
"I stole your chair. You can either sit on me or deal with it."
-Darcy
"I'm going to die!"
"...I'm sorry."
-Me&Gus
-Darcy
"I'm going to die!"
"...I'm sorry."
-Me&Gus
Sunday, March 06, 2005
SHREW went out with a bang.
Our best performance ever.
For a show that caused so many headaches, it's ridiculous how much I got out of it. After almost 3 months of confrontation, and worries, etc. It's incredible how much fun I really did have.
And now it's done with. Wow. It's a strange feeling knowing that I never have to put on a corset again.
What's next?
SIMPLY MARIE opens in *checks watch* 2 days. We run for almost a week.
I am doing tech for 10 LITTLE INDIANS. I'm actually going to go to one of the rehearsals tonight.
School shows are going on their last month of rehearsals, and we be performing the begining of APRIL.
Rick is entering a film contest. He's written up a two person script, and wants Joey and myself to do it. We both agreed to. We'll all be getting together sometime over spring break. Looks like I'll never get away from kissing Joey. (It used to be I always played romantic interest opposite of Tristan....And I guess now I'm just always going to play romantic opposite of Joey instead.)
Carlos has pre-cast Vanessa and myself to be the two leading females in THE CRUCIBLE. Except this time it will be me picking on her. He said he's going to try and get me a script.
However, this show doesn't open until next season at the Playhouse. (He said we'll be in rehearsals for it a month earlier than usual.)
Our best performance ever.
For a show that caused so many headaches, it's ridiculous how much I got out of it. After almost 3 months of confrontation, and worries, etc. It's incredible how much fun I really did have.
And now it's done with. Wow. It's a strange feeling knowing that I never have to put on a corset again.
What's next?
SIMPLY MARIE opens in *checks watch* 2 days. We run for almost a week.
I am doing tech for 10 LITTLE INDIANS. I'm actually going to go to one of the rehearsals tonight.
School shows are going on their last month of rehearsals, and we be performing the begining of APRIL.
Rick is entering a film contest. He's written up a two person script, and wants Joey and myself to do it. We both agreed to. We'll all be getting together sometime over spring break. Looks like I'll never get away from kissing Joey. (It used to be I always played romantic interest opposite of Tristan....And I guess now I'm just always going to play romantic opposite of Joey instead.)
Carlos has pre-cast Vanessa and myself to be the two leading females in THE CRUCIBLE. Except this time it will be me picking on her. He said he's going to try and get me a script.
However, this show doesn't open until next season at the Playhouse. (He said we'll be in rehearsals for it a month earlier than usual.)
Saturday, March 05, 2005
Peter.
This guy I was once so impressed with, and so "in love" with...Just..Ugh. Now he makes me sick.
He's so...And it's not that he's changed. He hasn't. At all. It's just that now I...He's so...Ugh.
He's still my friend, but now it's just like..."What the HELL was I thinking?"
This guy I was once so impressed with, and so "in love" with...Just..Ugh. Now he makes me sick.
He's so...And it's not that he's changed. He hasn't. At all. It's just that now I...He's so...Ugh.
He's still my friend, but now it's just like..."What the HELL was I thinking?"
Friday, March 04, 2005
Thursday, March 03, 2005
I don't know how to start this.
I am happiest when I am with Gus.
I find it incredible that, despite all my ridiculously large faults, that someone can still look me in the eye and tell me that I am perfect. I find it unbelievable that someone so genuine and wonderful is willing to put up with me, with my mood swings, and my busy schedule... And I am so grateful.
Through my weaker moments, and uncertainties about the relationship, I always have him to fall back on. And I find it incredible that time after time he is willing to let me fall back on him. It's a quality that I love, and have never seen before.
he has a humor that makes me smile when I'm tired and didn't even think I could smile. And sometimes just talking to him makes me feel like we have a complete understating.
And there's no question as to who I am, or who he is at that moment. He's so real, and genuine, that I never have to question what he says.
He holds me like I'll break, and he speaks to me like I'm whole, and priceless. And he does it with honesty.
I trust him more than anyone. It is incredible to me that I have never before recognized how genuine, and true he is, and has always been with me. Even before I cared to look.
And Now that I look, I see the most incredibly tolerant and wonderful friend who has shown me tolerance, and honesty that I've never seen before in any one person. That after all this time he is everything that makes me stronger and so much more weak at the same time.
My largest support, and the closets person to my heart.
He is my boyfriend, but he is also my best friend...And, right now, I would never want to be without him.
Happy 6 month anniversary Gus.
I am happiest when I am with Gus.
I find it incredible that, despite all my ridiculously large faults, that someone can still look me in the eye and tell me that I am perfect. I find it unbelievable that someone so genuine and wonderful is willing to put up with me, with my mood swings, and my busy schedule... And I am so grateful.
Through my weaker moments, and uncertainties about the relationship, I always have him to fall back on. And I find it incredible that time after time he is willing to let me fall back on him. It's a quality that I love, and have never seen before.
he has a humor that makes me smile when I'm tired and didn't even think I could smile. And sometimes just talking to him makes me feel like we have a complete understating.
And there's no question as to who I am, or who he is at that moment. He's so real, and genuine, that I never have to question what he says.
He holds me like I'll break, and he speaks to me like I'm whole, and priceless. And he does it with honesty.
I trust him more than anyone. It is incredible to me that I have never before recognized how genuine, and true he is, and has always been with me. Even before I cared to look.
And Now that I look, I see the most incredibly tolerant and wonderful friend who has shown me tolerance, and honesty that I've never seen before in any one person. That after all this time he is everything that makes me stronger and so much more weak at the same time.
My largest support, and the closets person to my heart.
He is my boyfriend, but he is also my best friend...And, right now, I would never want to be without him.
Happy 6 month anniversary Gus.
Ended up going to the mall with Gus, Travis, Natalia, Rafi, Kerry, and Laura. (HEEH!)
*Gus offers his extra corndog*
*Natalia and I take it*
"Yeah, it looks like she's enjoying my corndog."
"You lucky bastard you have two chicks on your corndog."
-Travis&Gus
"Lets ride the fun!"
-Laura
"Rafi's got a gun!"
"...No. I don't."
-Me&Rafi
"I'll grow...As soon as I'm done not growing."
-Natalia
"You can't see me, but I'm making really funny faces at you."
-Me
"I think we should go to Hollister and look at all the pretty people we can never aspire to."
-Rafi.
Why is this just the best?
*Gus offers his extra corndog*
*Natalia and I take it*
"Yeah, it looks like she's enjoying my corndog."
"You lucky bastard you have two chicks on your corndog."
-Travis&Gus
"Lets ride the fun!"
-Laura
"Rafi's got a gun!"
"...No. I don't."
-Me&Rafi
"I'll grow...As soon as I'm done not growing."
-Natalia
"You can't see me, but I'm making really funny faces at you."
-Me
"I think we should go to Hollister and look at all the pretty people we can never aspire to."
-Rafi.
Why is this just the best?
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
*happy giddy girly sigh*
*Is so very happy and in love*
So tomorrow is six months for me and Gus. (HEEH!)
We get out of school early. Going on a double Date with Natalia and Travis. (Travis is Gus' best friend....Natalia is my best friend...IT WORKS REALLY WELL.)
BEHOLD! Miz got a bath! WEEEH!
Oh, gosh. There was a lot more I wanted to type about...
(Me): I've been cleaning
(Me):*sigh*
(Natalia):BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
(Me): gr.
(Me): Gr you and you superior knowledge of house hold chores!
*Is so very happy and in love*
So tomorrow is six months for me and Gus. (HEEH!)
We get out of school early. Going on a double Date with Natalia and Travis. (Travis is Gus' best friend....Natalia is my best friend...IT WORKS REALLY WELL.)
BEHOLD! Miz got a bath! WEEEH!
Oh, gosh. There was a lot more I wanted to type about...
(Me): I've been cleaning
(Me):*sigh*
(Natalia):BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
(Me): gr.
(Me): Gr you and you superior knowledge of house hold chores!
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
"Maria, you are a Mexican girl, you will always be different."
"...NO SHE'S NOT! She's a Chinese boy!"
-Kari Lu & Darcy
So apparently I'm doing Tech for Kate's show.
"...NO SHE'S NOT! She's a Chinese boy!"
-Kari Lu & Darcy
So apparently I'm doing Tech for Kate's show.
*Plots wonderful surprise for the 6 month anniversary of the relationship between Gus and myself* (SH! It's a really big secret!)
Trying to convince Natalia to go on the Baton Death March with me. Something tells me that Natalia and I walking...In a desert...For 9 hours would be way too cool to pass up. *Loves*
Off to rehearsal!
Trying to convince Natalia to go on the Baton Death March with me. Something tells me that Natalia and I walking...In a desert...For 9 hours would be way too cool to pass up. *Loves*
Off to rehearsal!
