Murard Tecsergyn

we live through another month to see what maybe the next will hold for us.

The long and short of it is simply...That I am very tired. And. I'm sick. *grumble GUS grumble*
I'm not doing well in English...I'll need to do something about that soon.

The valentines day dance is coming up at our school. (Guh, highschool.)
I told Natalia and Gus that I wouldn't mind them going together since I know Gus really wanted to go (I can't because I have rehearsal. GO figure.) and...well, Natalia is my best friend so I trust her...With my boyfriend...out to dinner...and dancing...alone...for Valantines day...alone...*panics*

Gus got back into town. This make sme happy. He bought me a t-shirt...This just makes me that much more happy.

SIMPLY MARIA rehearsals are going well. I like big characters. Maybe that just makes me a weak/lazy actress, but it's true.

SHREW rehearsal (other than the fact that i LOVE love LOVE Loiue.)...are very much crap. We ended early tonight because no one was off book. (I WAAAAS.) Louise has decided to schedule two more rehearsals for Friday and Sat. *sigh* I'm very tired.

I got my check today for Kindercamp. That makes me happy.

...I want to join track. Really really badly. I convinced Gus to go running with me this weekend. Heeh. *silly boy*

Oh, and I'm taking Natalia to Insights this weekend. Yay!...For Chaos.

M. I want to go running.
I'm very sore, but I want to go running... *chants*

We took ProMo pictures for SHREW today. My pose with Kate (Vanessa) and Babtista (Fred) remind me a lot of this ProMo picture I took with Nemesis (Kevin, Left) and Mongor (Matt [MATT!], Right) for sleeping Beauty nearly 2 years ago. Wow. 2 years ago. (My commentary to that picture is "Matt...Where are you about to put your hand...?")

I also got to take a ProMo pic with Joey and Loiue.

"How was your day?"
"frustrating...But you're making it better..."
"Well, I'm glad..."
*Louie grabs me*
*I grab Louie*
"...I'm going to jail."
-Me and Louie (Yeah, he probably is going to jail...I'm still a minor, but I guess sine it's kind of my fault too...)

Went to Pims today. *Sigh* Other than the fact that I love Pim more than is humanly possible, I think it goes without saying that I enjoy every minute I spend with that cast.
I also feel kind of like it was put to an official end today, and I don't feel so sad about the show being over anymore. I feel like-okay, We worked on it together, we did it together, we ended it together, and now we've all sat down and were able to look back on it together. I really like that.

I went up to the track today. SAW RYAN (Levi). Who I love.
My thighs are sore though...From running (dirty minds...)

Truth be told though: I love running. I really really do.
I think that if I didn't do so much theater I would want nothing more than to be on the track team, or at least spend more time training.
I haven't done the Turkey Trot (Local race that I've been running since I was 9.) in...m...3 years. Ever since I started theater. I'm not complaining. I'm just saying.

OH! Peter called me last night and asked me if I could bowling. I went to go see Odd Couple last night, and couldn't go so we're going to do something next weekend. (Darcy, are we still going skating next weekend?)

I talked to Natalia earlier and promised I would take her to Insights Museum next weekend too, I want to do that as well. We're going to take our video camera and see what chaos we can create.

Gus gets back in town tonight...Or did I never put that he was gone. Well he has been. Since Friday.

I'm pretty sure that's it for now.

Joey and Louie make everything better.

"He who lives in the past, loves in the past. And he who loves in the past never lives to see what love there might be in the future."

There are certain amounts of vanity that go along with having a boyfriend. *sigh* ^.^

So, went to Gus's house to watch Harold and Kumar go to white castle. Actually, not a bad movie at all.
Though there was a bit of destraction from the movie...*bits lip*...
Because he has a new kitty! HEEH!

Kittys name is Buddy,and it's absolutely adorable in ever way possible. I've jinxed it. Crap.

So, ended up not going to ODD COUPLE, and then leaving Gus's house too late to swing by in the end. Damn.

Needless to say i'm pretty tired. I'm going to go to church tomorrow, but I really need to start on my lines.

Things to do tomorrow:
-Go to church
-Memorize SHREW lines
-Work on SIMPLY MARIA lines
-Go meet Carlos to finish my costumes
-Go to Barnes&Noble
-Go to track
-Get Mizu washed
-Do homework
-Somewhere in here get a Keva.

Rafi (RAFI!) and Whit (WHIT!) showed up at the mime performance. HEEH!
As I was going home Sherry called and said her and Steven were going out for lunch and wanted to know if I could meet them. (I LOVE having a license.) So did that.

Things I did today:
-Class
-Mime show
-Have sex with Rafi in library parking lot
-Meet for lunch with Sherry and Steven
-Pick up Katie and take her to lunch (This is the only lunch I actually ate.)
-Met up with Rafi and Whit, Rory and Gus (with Katie)
-Cleaned Kitchen
-Use up half gallon of Gas

Things I did not do:
-Get Mizu washed
-Go to Natalia's (though, I did call her)
-Work on lines for SIMPLY MARIA
-work on lines for SHREW
-Make up my mind on going to odd couple or not
-die.

It was a good day over all.
Excuse me while I figure whether or not I'm going to odd couple tonight...
*sigh* my life is SO tortured.

"I want something that doesn't require preparation."
"But all good things require preparation."
"Well, I don't want good things, I want something to eat!"
-Me&Darcy

Just got back from Darcy's.
We are a special type of genius.

*hiccup*
Things to do tomorrow:

-Teach Kinder camp.
-Mime Show.
-Get Mizu washed
-Work on lines for SIMPLY MARIA
-Work on lines for SHREW
-Get pictures down to Sophia's house
-Partake in buying a Keva juice.
-visit new Starbuck on Mesa.
-Get over to Natalia's to edit/work on transistions for movie (And possibly take Natalia to Keva.)
-Get over To Gus's house.
-Go to ODD COUPLE.
-Just not die in general.

*hiccup*

So awesome/funny/just the best thing ever. Read the first line and I promise you'll want to read the rest.

Phantom of the Opera in 15 minutes.

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of all days-Today was a good day.

Pim wants to have a second cast party at his house for the ANNE FRANK cast. I think that is a marvelous idea.

Rehearsal was rather boring tonight. All except for the fact that Joey pulled a "Matt" and I ended up rubbing his shoulders...He said his muscles "hurt".

"You're so self centered. I don't know why I married you."
"Well, LOOK AT ME!"
-Me and Joey (muscles. ^.^)

Driving. Nice. I like it.
Joey asked me to come see ODD COUPLE Sat. But that seems to be a really bad time at the moment, so maybe tomorrow? I dunno. Simply Maria Rehearsal.

Over all life is good.
Kill me quick before it all comes crashing down.

SUCCESS!
I now have a lisence. ^.^
And I'm going to rehearsal. On my own. Because I can now do that sort of thing. On my own. With my Mizu. And my license. It's nice.

Pim CALLED!
And I'm going to get my license.
But most importantly...PIM CALLED!
You could not have made my day any better if you had tried.

I'm cleaning the kitchen at 11 'o' clock at night. OKay....?

Gus and I are cheating on each other for each other. But it's okay. We fixed it.
(The cut version of the conversation anyway. Cut to keep it PG. MSN conversation.)

(Gus): pink monkeys dancing in their underwear are cool
(Gus): *dances like a pink monkey*
(Gus): *strips*
(me): uh..........
(Me): Strips as a pink monkey?
(Gus): yes
(Me): ...I want all monkeys in full dress.
(me): I'm gonna go
Gus): why're you going?
(Me): I've run out of things to do on the internet.
(Gus): i guess im not good enough
(Me): Yeah. It's because i've cheated on you...for this guy named Gus.
(Gus): that bastard
(gus): its ok
(Gus): i cheated on you too
(Gus): with this girl named sofia
(Gus): i think shes gus's girlfriend actually
(Gus): she said gus was cheating on her and wanted to get him back
(Me): *sigh* You realize this means I can't kiss you until next tuesday?
(Gus): but you'll be kissing gus
(Gus): and i have sofia
(me): No, but he's cheating on me for his girlfriend!
(Me): *sigh* I feel so alone.
(Gus): me too
(Gus): ...will you go out with me?
(Me): sure!
(Gus):cool
(Me): solves that problem

Natalia's coat has mold! (actually, not really.)

School yada-yada-
I shouldn't have gone on the walk after school should have stayed home and learned my lines. But do I ever listen to me? No. I was up at the track for more time then I needed to be.

So rehearsal...

Still working on getting my license.

Oh. Sheep are wise.

I'd be lying.

Msn conversation over why boiyz is the best word ever.
(Me): understanding boys
(Gus): those don't exist
(Gus): except for me
(Me): and sometimes not even then.
(Gus): *Sad face*
(Me): ...I love you?
(Gus): I don't know
(Me): I love you...Please?

Did i mention I have to sing in this show?

(Summery for act 3 scene 1. The way it was decided tonight.)
ENTER STAGE RIGHT. I love Joey. I love Loiue. And Lioue's plucking ability...-I love the way Loiue plucks. And even more I love the way Joey laughs at the way Loiue plucks. Loiue is a plucker. He will pluck stage left. He will pluck at me. He will then pluck at Joey laughing as he plucks at me. And then we will all bow. EXIT STAGE RIGHT(HEEH!)

Vanessa and I discovered that we both eat Twix/Milk Ways the same way.
"Great minds think alike" I very much like knowing I'm not the only one who thinks it makes sense.

Anywho-
Today, I realized something. Nothing huge, or anything that wasn't obvious before (if you're not up for a theater rant quite reading now, and return to your television. If you don't have a televisions...Keep reading but only because you have no soul.) In ANNE FRANK it was....There was this feeling of having to have my hands on everything, and every conversation that went on, and every single time someone talked about props, and set, and this, and that I had a serious feeling that I should be paying very close attention. It was like...Thinking that in order to do my job correctly I needed to know everything. Because this play was ANNE FRANK and all eyes would be on my character I felt...Like...I could only enjoy things to a certain extent until I had to get back to business-so to speak. I don't mind this, and I certainly didn't at the time, as it is obvious that I enjoyed every minute of the show/run, and with the cast. It just seemed that it was so much more than a show, it was this a whole huge THING (can't.Think. Of a. Better. Word.) that had so many...And because it was my first HUGE role I needed to make sure that everything went okay, and that if someone were to ask me if I knew about this or that I would be able to answer. That it was my job, as an actress, to...Ugh. Well you get where I'm going with this.

Tonight, at SHREW rehearsal, Liouse was talking about something or other that had to do with props, and for a second I stopped to listen-And then it occurred to me...Who gives?!?! It, whatever she's talking about, has nothing to do with me, and if it does it will be taken care of by someone else! It's not my job to take care of everything in this show. I don't have to. SO I went to the lobby and had a twix. Later was joined by Joey, Loiue, Elex, and Vanessa.

I did so much like having ANNE (the role I mean) and I did so much like being a big character, so to speak, and don't get me wrong at all that type of thing is great! But it's also nice to be able to be in a show...Just for the sake of being in a show. No added pressure, no extra responsibility. Just be an actress. Take care of my character, and having an amazing time doing it.

I am so glad I decided to do this show.

Joey and I sat down and talked about how we were going to go about doing our Kiss. Still no sure decision. We'll figure something out.

Fred is terribly sick and has missed another rehearsal. (We send love Fred.)

I love Joey and Loiue. Just the best ever. And our 10 straight minutes of having to bitch about Latin and Italian, and our sudden transitions form language to language.
-
It's not at all that I didn't enjoy ANNE. I did. OH my gosh, I did so much. But...I am also really enjoying this show, only in a completely different way.

It's nothing profound that I've stumbled across. No deep thought that wasn't obvious to the rest of the human race. Only something I noticed.

But i'd like to let you know that I am having a wonderful time in my current show.

Went to lunch with Darcy.
Ardivino's. Yay for Italian food.

UGH!!!!
I'm so pissed off!
FOR THE RECORD I liked "Your own disaster" (Note the date on that post.) WAY before they put it on the Elektra Sound track!
GUh!

*grumble*
*Sits angrily and is mad at the world*

Lorraine will be a lovely dictator some day.
Mom is crazy.
And Wesley is...Well...Wesley.

The last place I want to be right now is home.

"Well, I'd like a badge of honor
soaking in sympathy
for the friends who never loved you
nearly half as much as me..."
-Taking Back Sunday (No "I" in team)

Mood word would be: Angry.

You set things in motion very easily. It's amazing how fast ideas become an everyday thought that will eventually work it's way into reality. Things get set into motion very easily...

I think it's funny that we let cats run around outside and not dogs. Now, I admit it's not likely that while your taking a walk a cat will attack you quite like a dog would but you've got to admit, it is possible. Plus don't you think that dogs might find it offensive that we believe that cats are smart enough to return back home, and they're not? If a cat understands that eventually someone will have to take care of him/her don't you think most dogs will? Plus, cats are small, and hard to see, and are just as capable of being ran over as a dog.

-

Actually, this was just a ploy to get my mom to allow me to let my small, fat Chuiahuha out into the front yard so I don't have to deal with him/it anymore.

Free comment box. Comes with one never ending supply of pretty Scotland picture.

The last place I want to be right now is home.

It's Friday. Yah. Too bad this weekend is non-stop me doing crap.

I was feeling a little less healthy today, but mommy took me, and Gus, and Lorraine, and Wesley out to eat.
Then Gus took me and bought me the American idiot CD. Yah for Green day. (He bought blink 182 and says he may now OFFICIALLY be able to wear their patch.) Then we went home, and I couldn't breath through my nose so Gus pretended to strip for me and stuff money in his pants, in a foe stripper fashion. This makes me smile.

I thought the Peter thing deserved his own little space. He says he feels guilty and that he owes me lunch. I am in no posistion to pass up a free lunch.

Darcy-Ice skating-Soon-Sophia?

Despite all this I am very tired, and a little sad. I don't know why.
I guess should go to bed. I need to be up for work tomorrow.

First and foremost:
Peter called! HEEEH!

"Peter called to a be a father figure...Er...Well, not a father figure but A mentor. He's like....He's like Gandalf if Gandalf were a football player and on Drugs. Except Peters not on drugs. He just acts like it."
-Me

Joey and I have claimed the Garden for ourselves.
Rehearsal tonight was not so well for me. Mostly just because of getting in trouble for talking. Or happening to be sitting next to Joey every time he got I trouble for talking.
I'm getting a little more off book. That brings comfort. Alex gave me my birthday present and it is a beautiful bracelet. Zank you Al.
Uhm, no rehearsal until Monday and then I go rehearsal after rehearsal almost everyday starting Next week. I really need to work on getting my license.

Mommy is taking me and Gus to P.F Changs tomorrow for my birthday. Yay.

Carlos needs me to meet him at Louises house Monday so he can make my dresses. (Seeing how, again, a lisence would help.) From what i've seen already they're coming out very pretty. Despite hatred for dresses...Fun, over elaborate dresses for stage and character are spiffy.

Need to , also, finish making movie with Natalia and work on after school shows. Have almost finished reading ARSENIC AND OLD LACE and Natalia and I have decided we need accents. Whit doesn't think so....But we do. "Crazy old ladies with thick Scottish accents!" It would be the best.

Also, I want to go ice skating at some point in time. But I don't know if there would be time to do it this weekend.
NO school Monday. This makes me happy.

There is just something so wonderfully fabulous about Jonny Depp.

(me):so why aren't you gonna be at lunch?
(Natalia):tok
(me):?
(Natalia):R U GONNA MAKE ME WRITE IT OUT?
(me):yes?
(Natalia): theory of knowledge [class]
(Me): ?
(Me):and THAT'S more important than LUNCH?
you want to learn stuff instead of sit with the cold miserable masses and gnaw away at the useless minutes we have to breath before we're sent back to the hell that is just more education! You'd rather LEARN than spend time with our pathetic miserable souls?!!?!?!
(Natalia):kinda. I wont get my IB diploma if I don't do it.
(me): *spits* fine then.

Have I also mentioned that Natalia and I are to play two Arsenic old ladies in one of the senior directed one acts?

Francesca just sent me an e-card for my birthday. Dancing animals make me laugh.

Joey and I learned Latin. Needless to say him and his Spanish accent are much better at it than I am.
There will be trouble with stage slap in act II...Um. Yeah.
Fred...Fred stole my stuff. That was not good.

I'm pissed of at mom right now and

Wesley is insane.

So-
Did not go to school again today. But am going to rehearsal....I think it's funny that rehearsal gets priority in my life. But I really am feeling a lot better.

Wesley is ridiculous.

Gus came by afterschool today for my birthday. It's impossible not to kiss him...*sigh* Anyway, I got a Cd, and a gift card to a music store, a stuffed animal, a card from his mom, and a "one day servant" ticket, stating that I can use him for anything I want for one day when said card is redeemed at any of my local GUSMART stores...Oh. fun.

Am going to school tomorrow. And...Uhm, yeah.
gr.

The best part about it being my birthday is that when I log in there's a cool "HAPPY BIRTHDAY FI" banner displayed on my homepage. Definitely makes it worth it.
~.^

Wesley is insufferable. Gr.

Mom decided (not me, MOM) that it would be best if I skip rehearsal one more night and rest before going back.
However, I do think it is best that I do this instead of go and infect the rest of the cast. Called Eddie for my blocking, and Louise to tell her. She says it's perfectly alright. Yay for understanding directors.

Watched Mitch Hedberg (and his hair) and then Shakespeare In Love...Twice. Slept. heighlited my lines. Slept more, got up and went to go sleep on the couch (why do people always do that when they're sick?) and then went back to sleep in my room.

Still feeling a little hot...I feel better than I did this morning, but worse than I did this afternoon. I can't tell whether or not that means I've made any progress...

Shakespeare in Love is officially my new favorite movie.

Feeling very sick, and am not going to school.
However, this leaves for a very dull morning.

It was brought to my attention last night that Katie has blocked me on AIM. I wonder if she knows that it was Zakk's suggestion for me to "cut all ties" from her. Guess it doesn't matter now anyway.

Gus has brought me Shakespeare in love so I wont be bored while I'm here. He's also (a long time ago) leant me the Mitch hedburg DVD. What does "DVD"stand for?

Uhm, i kinda feel dizzy. And hot. And dizzy. In theory I will be going to rehearsal tonight, because I missed last night. I missed last night. And so.

OH!, I also need to be off book by Monday. By Monday. Oh. It will be a fun weekend. Need to buy [buy?] a corset thing. And if I go to rehearsal tonight I get my costume [costume?] costume.

Uhm, lots and lots of pills. And vitamins. Lots and lots of those too. But vitamins are in the form of pills, so double the amount of pills disguised as vitamins.

Didn't go to rehearsal do to the fact that I was dying!
Or felt like it.

Today, we got our scripts for 7th period.
Natalia and I have decided that they can also double for weapons of death. *Starts to attack Natalia with dramatically thick script*

I think the worst of my fever is over. Mommy decided that it was the flu.

I hath decided to come home for lunch...

First rehearsal.
I am excited. Fred is now my dad. Yay. I have a good bunch of fathers. I don't think i'll have any trouble working with Vannesa (Nor her with me.) as we've already talked (and had a laugh) She seem very nice.
The man who play Petrochio (Don't remember his name just yet.) Is so nice. He said that I could blame him for me being asked to do the part. He suggested me to Louise because he saw ANNE FRANK. I don't blame him at all- I think him.

Carlos...Is just great. What Can I say.

OH! OH! OH!
ROMANTIC INTEREST IS PLAYED BY JOEY! Joey...For those of you who don't know him, I first saw him in Dracula, and talked to him a bit when he came to see ANNE FRANK. Very nice...Very cute...
Today was his first day of rehearsal too. Louie (also from Dracula) has also taken a role in SHREW. Uhm, the only other person's name who I remember, that I've just met, is Fonzy/Fonsey/Fonsy/Fonzey. Yeah. Very nice.

Louise, despite the fact that I was once scared to death of her is actually very mild tempered, so I don't have to live in fear.

My only real problem is this:
Bianca is a variation of the type of character that I have trouble with. She's not....M...I don't know how o describe it. She's more...M....Uh...More....I don't know how to describe that one either. But, I think I know how to solve my problem. I knew that, eventually, I'd have to learn how to play this type of character and it might as well be now.

Mommy, after one day, is already tired of driving. Poor mom.

Honestly, I am feeling better. My nose is still a bit stuffy, and my head a bit achie, but...I Dunno...The adrenaline of being on stage is a crazy, awesome thing. Hopefully, this means that my cold wont be able to take on full affect since I've taken care of it so early on.

Am I waking up at all today?
I've been in and out of sleep since 8:30 this morning, and I don't feel like getting up.

I haven't showered, haven't eaten anything other than green tea, And I feel like my skin is going to fall off.

I'm going back to bed.

"I have a sudden craving for yoohoo and nerds...Is that weird?"
-Gus

*Kevin sits down and starts poking me*
"Kevin, I'm trying to write!"
"And I'm trying to be annoying. Only one of us can prevail."
-Me and Kevin

Green Tea is my Best Friend.

Went to go see SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS last night with Gus. Was a bad idea. I started getting sick yesterday morning, and now just feel like absolute crap. That is never good when I have a first rehearsal today. I've cleared stuff with Tristan, (Tristan, I'm always a little confused on whether or not you check this blog so in the event that you are reading-THANK YOU for being so understanding.) And Louise said she could move rehearsals up so I could be a little more on time. I realize that Lettie's rehearsal and SHREW with still overlap a little, but Lettie's show only rehearses every other day and sometimes it ends at 7...So. Yeah.

.Am not going to church. And I murdered my Bed.

Peter has taken a sudden overwhelming interest in wanting to come to ANNE FRANK. Too Bad for him it ended a month ago (And I know he knows that because, he tried to come then too). He's texting, and calling, and talking to me about wanting to come see the UTEP show and I've told him no. Im a little unhappy with him at present.

With Gus...There's just not a happy situation going on at the moment. It think it may just be because I'm tired, and stuff....
I don't know if it's possible to be doing so many things and have a boyfriend. I'm so ridiculously lazy sometimes, and I get unpatient and tired so quickly... that I wonder...

The current show count:
Rafi's Play -Polly
Whit's Play- Martha
Sam's Play- Medusa
Lettie's show- Various characters
SHREW- Bianca

I'm not going to do 0 period. I haven't called Natalia about it yet...But I figure I'll call her later about.

I know that, prolly, I sound a bit whinny about all this, and I don't mean to. I really don't. I know that I am blessed for being given the chance to slide into SHREW, and having understanding people to let me slide out of other things, and Gus.

"But if at least you feel bad right now, you have getting better, and not being tired to look forward to."
-Gus

(On the subject of me being able to get into 0 period economic.)
(Natalia): 3 have dropped out
(Me): Okay, that's 37...We need to poison 8.
(Natalia): Done.
(Me): Already?
(Natalia): I'm an evil mastermind, what did you expect?
(Me) : I expected it to take you longer than 17 seconds...

Louise called me today. She asked me if I would take the role as Bionca on her cast of TAMING OF THE SHREW.
*Panic*

Look at me! I jump around in pink skirts and quack like a duck!

*Kicks and screams and bites and yells and curses*
Uh.
*Head in hands*
fuck it.

Oddly, it makes me sad that I have no 0 period. I REALLY wanted a class with Natalia...*sigh*...I guess we'll just have to find some other way to inflict our complete evil genius on the world (MOVIE PRODUCTION IS ALMOST COMPLETE! so there's a start...)

Hungry?...Got Snack?

Sherry Reynolds called!
Yay! We're trying to find a time to go hang out.

Lorraine is home...
*sigh*

There's got to be a less painful way to get an education.

"See I don't know if you can help me or not
Cause I don't feel sick. I don't feel sick."
-Alkaline Trio (Take lots with alcohol)

It occurs to me...I've hardly eaten at all today.

"I'd try to comfort you but your cat is making-out with my hand."
-Gus

"A bunch of tomatoes and semen..."
-Gus (it'd be best not to ask)

"A cat has conveniently placed itself under my left hand!"
-Gus

So I went to go see finding neverland with Natalia...Sunday. I love Johnny Depp...And I love him even more with a thick Scottish accent. Spent yesterday at Barnes&Noble reading OUTLANDER *swoons over Jamie still* uhm. Yeah.

Today there were attempts made to get together with Darcy but it ultimately turned into hanging out with Gus. (as the above quotes would indicate.)

Back to school tomorrow. This is me being very not happy about it.
*sits, and looks very unhappy*
And to add to it I have a 0 period, and will have to stay late for rehearsals. Damn it. This means I'll have, more or less, and 8 hour day at school.
*sits, and looks very unhappy*

On the plus side Lettie's show is coming up (Darcy, I still need to get you your script.) and Kids'n'co class starts next weekend.


OH! And my Birthday! Yeah-that one too.

Testing, testing, 1,2, testing...

ooo.
Pim sent me a birthday card.
O. I miss him so very much...

m.uh.
I feel sick.

Every time I look at you the world just melts away
All my troubles all my fears dissolve in your affections
You've seen me at my weakest
but you take me as I am
And when I fall you offer me a softer place to land

You stay the course
you hold the line you keep it all together
You're the one true thing I know I can believe in
You're all the things that I desire
you save me you complete me
You're the one true thing I know I can believe

I get mad so easy but you give me room to breathe
No matter what I say or do
'cause you're to good to fight about it
Even when I have to push
just to see how far you'll go
You wont stoop down to battle but
you never turn to go


You stay the course
you hold the line you keep it all together
You're the one true thing I know I can believe in
You're all the things that I desire
you save me you complete me
You're the one true thing I know I can believe

There are times I cant decide
when I cant tell up from down
You make me feel less crazy when otherwise I'd drown
But you pick me up and brush me off and tell me I'm OK
Sometimes that's just what we need
to get us through the day


You stay the course
you hold the line you keep it all together
You're the one true thing I know I can believe in
You're all the things that I desire
you save me you complete me
You're the one true thing I know I can believe
-Sarah McLhachlan (Push)

So, we live another year.
On to face what is new and what will make us better than we were before.
Just for the record---I love Gus.

Happy new years day.