Murard Tecsergyn

So yes.
Something about a road trip with Sophia A. And Darcy in February...COOL!
Uhm,
recent discovery that Miz...(Mizu) Is actually a girl. Don't ask me how mom figured this out, that's all I know. I'll have to look into it though before I decided for sure or not....So I guess he/she is genderless at present. Poor Miz. (Wesely and I have stumbled about a way to shorten a 4 letter word...*shudder* Mizu=Miz)


performance went well.
We had talk back. Hum, small references in there of the fact that Tristan and I have had romantic opposites in past shows. Heh, 6th grader are fun aren't they.

Grandma, Bill, and Papa come tomorrow. Yay!
Oh. And mommys bathroom is still not done.
*Needs new jean and new coat*

I have a source paper due tomorrow. I guess this means I'm not going anywhere at lunch but to the library. Blah.
stayed on campus today too. Gus and I ended up sitting in his car listening to music, (Smash Mouth.) and just being random like that.

::Back to ANNE stuff::
So performances tomorrow, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday this week. It's so weird. The run is half way over...
IT'S ALMOST THE END OF THE FIRST SEMESTER OF SCHOOL.

Oh, also came to the attention of myself and a few other yesterday that Gus and I have been dating for four months come December. (Give or take the few days we weren't together.) Yeah. It's a bit odd that neither one of us had realized this until...ya know...Yesterday.

::Moving on::

Got Lettie's letter about SIMPLY MARIA. It's going ot be exhausting. And while I really want to do Tristans show...I'm wondering if auditioning for SIMPLY MARIA was the right thing to do. I guess we'll find out in two months time.

I'm pretty sure that's it for now.
*wants it to be weekend*
...
*sigh*

Mas snack.
she lives!

Snack.
I actually was shown a site to post poetry, but didn't much care for it. I've decided that it shall just be Kayts thing.

12(03) 8(03) 20(04) 1(04)

Importance, in that order.
*sigh*

TGUHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Just woke up.
Ah. I LOVE sleeping late. I normally don't, or can't because I am a morning person, but the times that I do sleep until almost afternoon....I am soooo happy. (And it's also probably A sign that I'm exhausted.)

"Why didn't I get a flower?"
"I didn't have enough."
"Peter gets a flower and not me?"
"...You can have Mr.Van Dans flower."
-Margot&Anne (We managed to keep character! Yay for us!)

*in a very high British accent*
"I'm SEWWWW Happy!"
"...What, are you Mongor now?"
-Me&Matt (...it was all very out of character)

We filmed last night.
2:00 show today
*sigh*
I really need to get my check cashed.

uh.....*doesn't want to do Sunday show*...M. *wants to go back to bed**wants to get temporary ANNE understudy*...*falls asleep*

First off:
Yay for skin-colored Bras!!!
Death-and-damnation to black panties...(except for when I'm wearing them under jeans...)

Show tonight, I thought, went pretty well. Alex came. *waves* Hi Al!
Uhm, sold out entirely. Yay.
No minwee, since now she hates me and will only come to mommy. Problem is...mommy is not home anymore.
*walks into bedroom*
...*Minwee is laying on bed.*
*sigh*

Anyway, went to with Lawt and Zakk today. I actually very much like Zakk now. Then went with Gus and Travis. Guh, I am SO glad I'm NOT a guy.

Oh! And Rory and Tristan are in love.
*shifty eyes*
Yeah...

'Nother performance tomorrow. And then day after. And on Tuesday. Wednesday. Thursday. Friday. Saturday. Sunday...Yeah.

Other then that...no real plans for tomorrow. I'm sure i'll come up with something....
*wants to go see finding Neverland.*

Yay for turkey!

I've been writing more lately. Poems basically, but haven't really been putting links to them since LOBD is gone. Oh well. Just thought it should be known.

Going to lunch with Zakk and Lawt. (Katie=Kayt=Lawt) I'm not sure where.

ANNE tonight. Thank god. I thought I'd go crazy.
Darcy, it also occurs to me that we have have an ANNE performance the night of the SIMPLY MARIA read though....

...Heeh...
Went with Gus after school today. Saw the incredible and went bowling. (Oddly enough I kicked both his and his cousins ass...Which is wired. Because I'm a really crappy bowler.)

-Went and got two new bumper stickers. Actually wait... Went and got four new bumper stickers.
bumper sticker 1: I *HEART* Jack Sparrow
bumper sticker 2: Jack Sparrow
Bumper sticker 3: *Picture of Snoopy*
Bumper sticker 4: *Picture of Woodstock*

Oh! Also went to Barnes&Nobles...and Saw Rory and Kevin there...*waves*...Hi Rory and Kevin.
At the movie theater saw Carlos! (Who also got us into the movie for free.)
...um. Yeah that was the extent of my day. ( Though none of it was really done in the order I've posted it.)

Tomorrow I'm going over to Kayts at around 9:30-ish for thanksgiving...Yay. Also think we are spending the night there. Yay.
*Yawn*
Tired.

*Yawn*
*stretch*
Can't sleep.
*Sigh*
Half day of school tomorrow. *Does happy dance* Yeah. Something about me and Gus going to see the incredibles *more happy dancing* and then something else about me meeting his cousin...
I really wanna go bowling....But probably not tomorrow night. (Hopefully, but probably not.)
Uhm, Lettie says read through for SIMPLY MARIA should be sometime next week. Yay.

Gr. I hate how lately I'm not sleeping. Well, no, I am sleeping but I'm very little. Not because I'm stressed or anxious or anything it's just that all this late rehearsal has put me in the habit of not going to bed until late...
However, am carrying on a very interesting text message conversation with Gus. Not sure that's helping the whole...Not being able to sleep issue, though.

Oh! To add to the list of really stupid things I've done lately (other then put my check in my back pocket and then put my jeans in the washing machine.) I left my poster board in my Bio room and need my poster board for first period tomorrow...Because it's part of a poject that I'm doing...that's due....First period tomorrow...And I don't have it with me to finish the project...Therefore....It was not very smart of me to leave it...Was it...No. I didn't think so.

Okay, now I'm just stalling.

Am cast in Simply Maria.
yah! He.
Lettie left a message on my cell phone saying I had two parts, but since I'm already over my minutes I can't get the message and figure out which two they are.
I'm also assuming that, because they are two roles, they are fairly small (*crosses fingers*) and this means that I can still audition for the other play that I've recently gotten myself excited about...
As long as I don't have to play another FERGIE character. I love her, but please no.

Have I mentioned that momy has left for eight days? Well she has. Just thought it should be known.

Oh. This is cool. Love life prediction. Heh. Just for fun.

So went to audition for Simply Maria.

"Sofia, Hows your Spanish? Can you speak it?"
"...I can say Jalapeno."
-Me&Lettie

Decided that I...
Eh, we'll see.

*wants car* *wants car* *wants car* *wants car* *wants car* *wants car* *wants car* *wants car* *wants car* *wants car* *wants car* *wants car*
*Gets car*
...
*wants license* *wants license* *wants license* *wants license* *wants license* *wants license* *wants license* *wants license* *wants license*
*Checks watch*
...Okay...Only 49 more days...
*wants license*

Show tonight...Mehdah.

On the up side, everyone is enjoying themselves, and I am enjoying myself so it's all actually very good. No new deep experiences to bring up with. Just that I"m going to church tomorrow and really need to go to bed.
Whit and Rafi came to see the show again. Gus didn't, but at least they did. Whit says he's going to see it more times. Heeh, I love my theater boys.
Mommy, Kayt, Wesley, Andy, Ryan, Zakk, Sophia, Erika, (the above fore mentioned: Rafi and whit) John, Sandra, Shelby, Shawn, Lorraine, and Deana came to see the show.

I forgot the order to the Hanukkah scene but salvaged it enough to the point that no one noticed and we got the important stuff across.

Other then that...
OH! Kinder-camp show tomorrow. Ah. I am all different shades of...Nervous...Scared...uh...*Yawn*...Uh...Lethargic.

*Falls asleep on dashboard*

In honor of beautiful ANNE.
My layout.

Opening night was fabulous. I love that cast. So much. More then...
Nothing makes me happier then to be there.
-
NEW WIG!
I love it.
I love the concept of being able to brush my hair.

Rafi, wit, Mommy, and Gus Came. yay!

Cast party..Uhp...
DIdn't get home till late.

I'm somewhere in between a sleep state and an almost-asleep state.

*sigh*
Show went very well. Heeh. Lots of...m...Good....Stuff? Ahp, fun. But not in the way that racing a bike, or playing with a new toy is fun....More in the way that...It's fun like....Fun like opening I present....You don't know what you're gonna get but it's kind of cool to rip of the rapping paper and hope for the best, knowing, no matter what, it will be something good. *Knocks on wood*

"that's too bad. I liked Minwee. Not as an actress or anything, but as a pet."
-Me

"That's horrible. It's like picking up a really old string and finding you've been tied to a piece of dying shrubbery your whole life."
-Me

(And who can forget...)

"What did you do?"
"I gave him a flower..."
"Dude, your dads crazy!"
"I know!"
-Me, Darcy, & Matt

or

"What did you do?"
"I gave him a flower...
"Dude, your dads crazy!"
"I'm sorry..."
-Me Darcy, & Tristan

I'm writing them down...Lest I forget them.

Oh, Kayt will be happy.

So no school for me today because I'm going with Jan and Chet at 11:15 this morning to do an interview. (Also our radio interview airs tonight.)
ANNE invitational tonight. It so hard to believe that it's already time to open. We had an audience of four last night...Tonight, according to Jan, it will be an ALL Jewish audience...
then we open. Rafi said he wants to come opening night and Saturday. Saturday performances will be, oddly enough, mostly my family and friends since there have already been so many reservations put down by them.
^.^
NEW WIG!
Yay! *Loves Carlos*
I feel...
Uh...
I don't know...
Nervous, yes, but...
excited?
Maybe.
Gleeful?
Probably.

But the fact that show is is one day closer to opening also just means it's one day closer to closing too.

Rehearsal tonight was fabulous. No surprise, of course, that all the actors/actresses involved are faaaaaaaaaaaabulous.
Am so tired.

Just got back form Natalia's. AH! So much fun.

"Are you trying to take over the world from my phone...Because you know they're gonna bill me for that."
-Me

Lotz of fun.
Heeh.

Can not even explain the emotional attachment to my Mizu already. I'm not sure this is healthy. I've already found every possible excuse to get to drive him today.
*Sigh*
Church tomorrow. Think I'll go walking and such for a while after...'s prolly not the smart thing to do since there is tech day...But I see no reason to sit around the better part of the day doing nothing.

---Death by gay sausage.

^.^
MY NEW CAR (Mizzu) IS HOME!
Heeh.
Poor Mizzu. He's fallen victim to one of my awful parking jobs.

^.^
It just amuses me ever so that this one little guy can take out a legion of death villains.
*giggles*

The party was insanely fun.
Natalia really liked it. I like this whole concept of doing good.
Am going over to her house tomorrow sometime in the afternoon.

...
You know... I was in a good mood but...
ugh, fuck it.

To be perfectly honest...I love the ANNE FRANK cast. I think that, in spite of the fact that I am insanely sick and have been running on 5 hours of sleep for the past week-or-so, there is no time I am happier than when I am in the presence of the residents of the Playhouse Annex.

It's crazy to believe that we open in a week. In one week. It's already time. I don't know what happens between the time where things are just concept to being a full reality. Why does the in between time always go so quickly?
Jan wants me to do a T.V show things on Thursday, which I am ALL up for.

The show is coming along beautifully. *Knocks on all wood within a 5 miles radius*

Anyway, my original intent was to post about the cast and I have.

Going to Sophia's after school today to throw Natalia a surprise party that she already knows about...

Class tomorrow.
...DAMN! And I know there's something else I have to do tomorrow...*thinks* but I have no idea what it is!
Also, Gus has been sick since Wednesday and hasn't been at school...


Other then that I just want to point out that I've been in school for 13 weeks...Oh.man.

...I need to get some sleep...
*walks very slowly out the door, and off to school*
*Stops*
*comes back*

OH! We took head shots and Lobby shots for ANNE yesterday.

"I like How the Franks have all different shades of skin color...We're also a very busty family..."
-Me

I think that they all turned out beautifully...(The ones that I saw.)
everything is falling into place.

*Walks away slowly and off to school*

...Lorraine is sitting in her room BLASTING heavy metal rock...
*shudders*
*Pulls plastic bag over head*...

I'm home sick today.
I actually did offer to go to school but them realized that with the show opening next Friday, and having rehearsal tonight it might just be better to sit home and rest.

The show is actually going very well for the most part. You know it's getting into tech week because we're not getting home until about 11:20 at night. That's always a sure fire sign that it's almost time to open.

Otherwise things are...Things are...Well. Yes. Well.
I really hope to be over my cold very shortly.
I don't know.
I just feel tired. I feel...I want to say confused...But I know that's not it, so then I want to say conflicted...But I know that's not it either...So I always just end up saying "Tired." Good enough for now.

Mommy is having the entire bathroom redone. This guy has been here all morning and he's already ripped out an entire wall, and the tile guy is going to start working tomorrow.
It should be pretty. Mommy says if it doesn't take to long then we can have my bathroom redone too.

I want my car...

"Kevin, stop cutting my boyfriends up and feeding them to Rory!"
"...But i'm hungry."
-Me and Rory

Yeah.No. I'm pretty pissed off.

November 8th.
I can't believe it's been a whole year...
If I had only known.

*flowers*

I think I've gone completely crazy. This makes me sad.
*sigh*

The run today went very well I think.
Got Costumes.

"We're the attractive version of the THE DAIRY OF ANNE FRANK."
"...We were attractive..."
" Until they gave us...Clothes."
-Me&Sherry

"We have to hang out sometimes...Do you party?"
"I don't have time to party."
"I don't have time not to."
-Me&Sherry

Am so tired. Went on a four hour walk today, and that definitely doesn't help the whole "exhausted" factor. But the plus side to this is that the jeans I bought over the summer don't fit me anymore (To big). Though, the down side is I had to stop myself form eating the wonderful smelling pizza at rehearsal and some candy. Plus size is that hard work is paying off. Down side is...I DON'T WANT TO HAVE TO BUY MORE JEANS. *Whine**Whine**Complain*

Love my tattoo by the way.

Tomorrow is a line through. (And also the 8th) and so I've run out of stuff to post about for now. But...

I just read through the first month of my blog again.
I know this may be the wrong time to be nostalgic but so what.

I can't believe how much things have changed. I mean. Somethings are bound to change, I realize this, but so much really has.
It's crazy to believe how much more different my thoughts are in the current posts from those posts.
I just...I don't know.
I pour through all the things that have happened, not just what I've written down, but what I remember, and what I know, and things have changed so much. (I misspelled a lot of crap.) Oh! And Gus and I are dating and we weren't then. Then I don't think I could have guessed that we would ever be. I have several references to him in my first two months of blogging. I just thought that was funny.

I guess, I just think ti's crazy that a year ago I could not have known how my life would be now. I had no clue. Things I thought I would never survive I already have, and I've become stronger from them.
I've become this person that I didn't see back then, and it just blows my mind that things can change so much in one year. That you can undergo so much in one year.
It really just blows my mind.

Just got home....
*Evil grin*
So...Tired.

Sweetie (My cat)...(My incredibly fat cat)...Has somehow managed to lock herself in my hall cabinet.
*Is amused*

Going to the renaissance festival with Gus, Kevin, and Darcy in Las Cruzes now.
Who! Road trip!!!
er.
WHO! Some variation of a road trip!

Loves Rory
*Starts Dancing*
(I dunno for some reason it reminds me of Rory)

"You know Rory, if I were a boy, and wore glasses and looked just like you....I'd look just like you."
-Me

Loves SamWise
*Starts dancing*

Loves Gus
*Starts dancing to the insanely catchy rhythm*

Excuse me while I whine for a bit:

Sadly enough the country has been turned over to Dick Cheney (Also known as George W.) and I can't believe that the country that is supposed to be among the most powerful and most prosperous in the world has been allowed to disintegrate for 4 more years. How can anybody stand back and watch, or even listen to what our standing president has to say and think that even for two minutes he is what is right for out proud country. How can so many of the Americans think that he has the best of our interest in mind when he stood infront of us not two years ago and told us that he would "go to war as a last resort" and then 3 short months later pack our troops up and send them off to Iraq. Ultimately, yes, he has killed a whole bunch of Iraqis that needed to be taken care of, but aside form killing what has he done that prospers America? Was it the 75% lose of jobs? Was it the Tax cuts for the wealthy? Or was it the fact that the better half of American sons and daughters that have family and friends and life's in this country are now cold fighting for their lives in a hostile environment for reasons that they are not really sure of. Bush states over and over and over (and over) that in order to be president you must stick to your course stick to your plan, but PLEASE Bush, PLEASE, explain to me what plan what course you plan on sticking to when you never had one to begin with. You went into Iraq with the motive of finding weapons of mass destruction, and when there were none found our new plan, our new course of action became to rid the world of Saddam! How dare you call Kerry "inconsistent" when you have been inconsistent, and worse! You've been a liar in a power of position. You've taken that position and used what influence you have to scare Americans into over looking your fatal faults. ---I realize I'm only starting to vent, and probably need to calm down...
I only have to say this: That when America has to sink so low as to believe that Bush is the answer for us we are no longer the great nation that is talked about, and that (God helps us), perhaps, we deserve what we get in the next 4 years.

...new...car...new....car...*can't focus*....new....car....new....car....KILL ZAKK...new...car...new...car...new...car...new
...car...new ...car...new....car...

New poems on the wall.

Sorry for the lack of posts lately.
It's not at all that there has been nothing to post about it more that there has been no time to post.
[If you'll notice the new addition to the said bar, it's my new poem book. Heeh! ^.^ I don't have any poems in it yet, but soon.]

Friday-
Went and recorded the ANNE stuff with Jan at Fred's house, which we should start using today at rehearsal. In theory.

Sat-
Dance&Dinner. Ah. Much fun. Have pictures! Yay! (Really there is more to post about the dance but it'd just be too long---I don't have that kind of time.) Dracula closed... wow, that's weird.

Sun-
The new poem book was created! Went to the mall, and to Kev's house. Didn't really do too much of my homework...which is why I'm up so early today.

I still need to type my paper on Castles...But since it can be in a story format I figure it wont take me too long.
...::Blink::...
God, I had a lot more to post about before I sat down to type...Can't remember any of it anymore.