Saturday, January 31, 2004
My "favorites [website] list" isn't working and it's making me go to each of the websites I had on there manually...No fair.
So anyway
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You know, I did have stuff to post when I got on the computer, but I guess it's no surprise that I can't remember any of it.
So anyway [again] class this morning. I haven't worked on my script at all this week, for the pain reason I've been swamped with other crap but I know that it wont be much of an excuse. However I have something like an hour and a half before I have to leave so I could go work on it now... *gets side tracked*...I really wanted to go see "The perfect score" last night...Don't ask my why. I thought the idea of a little Japanese man trying to steal the answers to the S.A.T's was amusing. Didn't end up going.
apparently I had three things to get done t'night. Natalia wanted me to come to her party, but I have to go to Kathryns. I'm also babysitting t'night from 6:30 to who knows when...Apparently sleep means nothing to me. I prolly should go shower and then work on my script.
"Fi, why are you such a flake?"
"Because my hair is curly."
-Me and Matt D.
Matt Delrio...Actually looks a lot like Josh Hartnett. (unless I didn't spell that right.) I now have Algerbra 2. with him, and we make bets everytime we take a test to see who gets the better grade...So far he owes 30 some dollars...
I'm thinking he might be a good Sir Sagermore...
So anyway
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You know, I did have stuff to post when I got on the computer, but I guess it's no surprise that I can't remember any of it.
So anyway [again] class this morning. I haven't worked on my script at all this week, for the pain reason I've been swamped with other crap but I know that it wont be much of an excuse. However I have something like an hour and a half before I have to leave so I could go work on it now... *gets side tracked*...I really wanted to go see "The perfect score" last night...Don't ask my why. I thought the idea of a little Japanese man trying to steal the answers to the S.A.T's was amusing. Didn't end up going.
apparently I had three things to get done t'night. Natalia wanted me to come to her party, but I have to go to Kathryns. I'm also babysitting t'night from 6:30 to who knows when...Apparently sleep means nothing to me. I prolly should go shower and then work on my script.
"Fi, why are you such a flake?"
"Because my hair is curly."
-Me and Matt D.
Matt Delrio...Actually looks a lot like Josh Hartnett. (unless I didn't spell that right.) I now have Algerbra 2. with him, and we make bets everytime we take a test to see who gets the better grade...So far he owes 30 some dollars...
I'm thinking he might be a good Sir Sagermore...
Friday, January 30, 2004
Thought.Splat.
My phobia of change and the constant broken record of "What if's" playing in my head is going to be my biggest down fall. But I guess you don't have to be a genius to figure that out.
Thought.Splatter.
My phobia of change and the constant broken record of "What if's" playing in my head is going to be my biggest down fall. But I guess you don't have to be a genius to figure that out.
Thought.Splatter.
Thursday, January 29, 2004
Simply because I thought this part of the convo was funny.
~Ryan and Sofia witty convo #4 over AIM~
(Me): no, I'll get someone TALLER then me to hurt you.
(Ryan): they couldn't catch me
(Me): they could.
(Me): OH they could.
(Ryan): u will have to find someone good
(Me): Called a car, Ry.
(Ryan): cars also have parts that can go missing
(Me): not if the reason the parts would go missing is dead in the trunk.
(Ryan): believe me ur gonna have trouble if it ever comes to that.
(Ryan): remember I am Irish and Serbian
(Me): no doubt
(Me): but remember
(Me): I'm a girl
(Me): I win
heeeh.
~Ryan and Sofia witty convo #4 over AIM~
(Me): no, I'll get someone TALLER then me to hurt you.
(Ryan): they couldn't catch me
(Me): they could.
(Me): OH they could.
(Ryan): u will have to find someone good
(Me): Called a car, Ry.
(Ryan): cars also have parts that can go missing
(Me): not if the reason the parts would go missing is dead in the trunk.
(Ryan): believe me ur gonna have trouble if it ever comes to that.
(Ryan): remember I am Irish and Serbian
(Me): no doubt
(Me): but remember
(Me): I'm a girl
(Me): I win
heeeh.
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
I don't care if you want to call t'days Connecticut Yankee rehearsal a "Character depth analysis" IT WAS FRIGGIN' CAST BONDING, OKAY?! Hehe.
Not doing BANG BANG tomorrow after all because Sammy really wanted to do Jessica's character....(Yes, I heard her talking *COUGH*whining*COUGH* to Derek about it.) Not that I mind...it's just I really would have liked to stay home t'day and slept and gotten homework done before Connecticut Yankee Rehearsal this afternoon. (Which was much fun. Prolly the most fun I've had at a Connecticut Yankee rehearsal so far.)
Beh-as far as life/love/and everything else I should be posting about goes...guh-I'm one confused hobbit.
Katie.Call.Please.
Not doing BANG BANG tomorrow after all because Sammy really wanted to do Jessica's character....(Yes, I heard her talking *COUGH*whining*COUGH* to Derek about it.) Not that I mind...it's just I really would have liked to stay home t'day and slept and gotten homework done before Connecticut Yankee Rehearsal this afternoon. (Which was much fun. Prolly the most fun I've had at a Connecticut Yankee rehearsal so far.)
Beh-as far as life/love/and everything else I should be posting about goes...guh-I'm one confused hobbit.
Katie.Call.Please.
Monday, January 26, 2004
Huh, so JUST (literally three seconds ago) got off the phone with Darcy and she said to show up at BANG BANG rehearsal tomorrow just in case...Alright then.
*Pleased*
*Pleased*
Sunday, January 25, 2004
Actually got back from rehearsal an hour ago. None tomorrow. I don't know anymore if i will be doing BANG BANG YOU'RE DEAD, but whatever. All I know is that, as of now, I am too tired to think about all this.
"You know if I leave you now
it doesn't mean I love you any less
its just the state I'm in
I can't be good to anyone else like this."
-Sarah Mclachlan (wait)
*Sigh*
it doesn't mean I love you any less
its just the state I'm in
I can't be good to anyone else like this."
-Sarah Mclachlan (wait)
*Sigh*
So, it's early in the morning. (9:18) I don't have anything planned to do t'day, o I'll prolly do some homework and work on some scripts for the most part of the day. Rehearsal t'night.
I just took a zodiac test to see which sign I'm most compatible with...Do I know any Gemini?
I just took a zodiac test to see which sign I'm most compatible with...Do I know any Gemini?
Saturday, January 24, 2004
So, just finished typing up the script (changes/added stuff) for A/c. It's a good script. It's actually very close to what I wanted to do. Though, I know I should be trying to get away from this kind of scene...I have reasons for wanting to do it, alright. I like my partner. She's very sweet. A couple years younger then I am, but it works.
Darcy said something horribly uplifting to me today, that I hadn't even considers before. I could possibly be up for student of the year. I know I won't because I'll be up against Austin, but still. It was just a horribly happy thought that I have officially put roots down in Kids'n'co.
Also, I might understudy in BANG BANG YOU'RE DEAD. I would really really really like to, but I'm a little iffy about whether my grades can take missing more school. Also, Jan wants me to be a "bit player" (I think it's called) In her show, which I would really love to do, but don't know if my mom is gonna be up for driving me to all these rehearsals, because I still am doing "Connecticut Yankee"
Well, I better go work on script a'fore I fall asleep.
Darcy said something horribly uplifting to me today, that I hadn't even considers before. I could possibly be up for student of the year. I know I won't because I'll be up against Austin, but still. It was just a horribly happy thought that I have officially put roots down in Kids'n'co.
Also, I might understudy in BANG BANG YOU'RE DEAD. I would really really really like to, but I'm a little iffy about whether my grades can take missing more school. Also, Jan wants me to be a "bit player" (I think it's called) In her show, which I would really love to do, but don't know if my mom is gonna be up for driving me to all these rehearsals, because I still am doing "Connecticut Yankee"
Well, I better go work on script a'fore I fall asleep.
Friday, January 23, 2004
Went to "Win a date with Tad Hamilton".
I hate romantic comedies. I really do. It's so hard to understand but it almost pisses me off.
I guess I'm just guy flustered as of late.
Latest addition to my junk
"I know this love
is passing time
passing through like liquid
I am drunk in my desire
but I love the way you smile at me
I love the way your hands reach out and
hold me near..."
-Sarah Mclachlan (Elsewhere)
I hate romantic comedies. I really do. It's so hard to understand but it almost pisses me off.
I guess I'm just guy flustered as of late.
Latest addition to my junk
"I know this love
is passing time
passing through like liquid
I am drunk in my desire
but I love the way you smile at me
I love the way your hands reach out and
hold me near..."
-Sarah Mclachlan (Elsewhere)
Wants to go see Lord of the rings...FOR THE LAST TIME IN THEATERS. Or maybe something else. I dunno.
*Tummy grumble*
*Tummy grumble*
Thursday, January 22, 2004
Ah, So- Went to BANG BANG YOU'RE DEAD last night. Once again, was horribly amazed at how intense that show really is.(Wonderful show) Matt Showed up...*heh* Amazing. (NO surprise Austin didn't.)
MET (As in talked to-) Andrew (Not just shaking his hand)...(Well, actually i did shake his hand, but we had more contact then last time I saw the show...We actually talked- - -Eh, you get where coming from) He's actually very Johnny Depp like...and SUPPRISE SURPRISE he said his real name IS JOHN. Creepy. Yes, he's cool.
Met Denise-she seems very nice, and saw Emily, whom, is also very nice....but i've already met her from rehearsal. (Connecticut Yankee rehearsal. Have I posted about rehearsal AT ALL?)
Speaking of which-we have t'night.
I'm getting better, not so sick. My throat has been good for the most part and my nose is better.
*Sips Honey Tea*
MET (As in talked to-) Andrew (Not just shaking his hand)...(Well, actually i did shake his hand, but we had more contact then last time I saw the show...We actually talked- - -Eh, you get where coming from) He's actually very Johnny Depp like...and SUPPRISE SURPRISE he said his real name IS JOHN. Creepy. Yes, he's cool.
Met Denise-she seems very nice, and saw Emily, whom, is also very nice....but i've already met her from rehearsal. (Connecticut Yankee rehearsal. Have I posted about rehearsal AT ALL?)
Speaking of which-we have t'night.
I'm getting better, not so sick. My throat has been good for the most part and my nose is better.
*Sips Honey Tea*
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
Have come into possesion of the Sarah Mclachlan "Fumbling toward Ecstasy" Cd. Ah-Good music.
"I Believe
this is heaven to no one else
but me..."
-Sarah Mclachlan
"I Believe
this is heaven to no one else
but me..."
-Sarah Mclachlan
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
Monday, January 19, 2004
Sunday, January 18, 2004
"Hold on
Hold on to yourself
for this is gonna hurt like hell.
Hold on
Hold on to yourself.
You know that only time can tell
what is it in me that refuses to believe
this isn't easier than the real thing."
-Sarah Mclachlan ('Hold on')
Hold on to yourself
for this is gonna hurt like hell.
Hold on
Hold on to yourself.
You know that only time can tell
what is it in me that refuses to believe
this isn't easier than the real thing."
-Sarah Mclachlan ('Hold on')
Hm, so spent the first half of the day shopping for a new bed. There was SUCCESS!
We found a really pretty light oak bed, with a matching night stand....And a BRAND NEW MATTRESS. Very comfy. Also, mom called the guy about putting my window seat in sometime this week or next week. I'm very excited. I don't get to repaint my room, but that's okay-as long as I get my window seat.
Also got a brand new wallet for my purse. Yes, now I can start using my purse. *JOY*
The sad part of this is I still haven't showered or washed my face and it's 3:00 in the afternoon. I probably wont get around to it for another 45 minutes or so simply because it's the way I am.
apparently we wont get the head board and foot board to the bed for another month but I will be able to sleep with the reassurance that come late march-early April I will have a new bed/mattress.
We found a really pretty light oak bed, with a matching night stand....And a BRAND NEW MATTRESS. Very comfy. Also, mom called the guy about putting my window seat in sometime this week or next week. I'm very excited. I don't get to repaint my room, but that's okay-as long as I get my window seat.
Also got a brand new wallet for my purse. Yes, now I can start using my purse. *JOY*
The sad part of this is I still haven't showered or washed my face and it's 3:00 in the afternoon. I probably wont get around to it for another 45 minutes or so simply because it's the way I am.
apparently we wont get the head board and foot board to the bed for another month but I will be able to sleep with the reassurance that come late march-early April I will have a new bed/mattress.
I don't know why, but it's always the nights that I feel like I need sleep the most I never get any. Last night was one of those nights where I really just wanted to plop down on my pillow and fall into peaceful abyss...but of course.
NO-sleep-last night. AT ALL
Guh.
I finally realized who Keira reminds me of.
*Yawn*
Tired
*Tummy grumble*
But more hungry
NO-sleep-last night. AT ALL
Guh.
I finally realized who Keira reminds me of.
*Yawn*
Tired
*Tummy grumble*
But more hungry
Saturday, January 17, 2004
Behe,
Kayt and I have come to the conclusion that I am A 'CHICKEN-SHIT MEAN BIG SISTER'
Well, my life is complete.
it's late.
I'm gonna go to bed, now.
And since I've pretty much repeating this to myself ever since 8:30 this morning...I think this time I actually will.
*Reads Darcy's comment*
AHeHe!
Okay, feel the desperate need to put this in somewhere:
"Oh, a wedding! I love weddings!"
Kayt and I have come to the conclusion that I am A 'CHICKEN-SHIT MEAN BIG SISTER'
Well, my life is complete.
it's late.
I'm gonna go to bed, now.
And since I've pretty much repeating this to myself ever since 8:30 this morning...I think this time I actually will.
*Reads Darcy's comment*
AHeHe!
Okay, feel the desperate need to put this in somewhere:
"Oh, a wedding! I love weddings!"
(A conversation over the building of the three little pigs house's and why they always have tea around.)
"I got my butler to make the tea for me."
"Wait a minute- why didn't you just buy a house in the first place, if you had enough money to hire a butler?!!"
"...Because I spent all my money on the butler."
-Rory, Kevin, and Myself
...Yes, I was kindly reminded why it is I stay in mime.
Also, Austin walks into the rooms saying "Hey there, Mimes-whats going on?"
I love how when mime class starts we all (Kevin, Darcy, Rory, Brook, and myself) loose our individual persona. We are no longer people....We are MMIIMMEESS/ the mime troop. Beh, moving on.
I got out-burped by a 7 year old t'day. I was always the only person I knew who could BURP on command...And the little kid comes in and kicks my A$$. It's so horribly dignity shredding.
Nothing to do t'night. I could go to a movie. Won't-but could.
Nope, instead I'll just sit home and focus on other crap. *cough*
What?
(I find it funny that the spell check doesn't seem to think "mimes" is a word...i'm sure that's also proof of something.)
"I got my butler to make the tea for me."
"Wait a minute- why didn't you just buy a house in the first place, if you had enough money to hire a butler?!!"
"...Because I spent all my money on the butler."
-Rory, Kevin, and Myself
...Yes, I was kindly reminded why it is I stay in mime.
Also, Austin walks into the rooms saying "Hey there, Mimes-whats going on?"
I love how when mime class starts we all (Kevin, Darcy, Rory, Brook, and myself) loose our individual persona. We are no longer people....We are MMIIMMEESS/ the mime troop. Beh, moving on.
I got out-burped by a 7 year old t'day. I was always the only person I knew who could BURP on command...And the little kid comes in and kicks my A$$. It's so horribly dignity shredding.
Nothing to do t'night. I could go to a movie. Won't-but could.
Nope, instead I'll just sit home and focus on other crap. *cough*
What?
(I find it funny that the spell check doesn't seem to think "mimes" is a word...i'm sure that's also proof of something.)
10 Things that make my morning go better (Why? Because I can.):
1.) Getting up and going to a/c, not school.
2.) Being the first one in the house to wake up.
3.)Sarah Mclachlan music at 6:00 a.m
4.) Waking up before my alarm clock so I don't have to listen to it's horrible 'BEEP BEEP BEEP' of evil.
5.) Cheese. Why? Because I love cheese.
6.)Not having to share my bathroom with anybody.(this is a huge help in the morning.)
7.) Getting up and having a motive to shower and get dressed before 2:00 in the afternoon.
8.)My big red pillow. (Yes, it does make my morning better.)
9.) Knowing something interesting will happen later t'day.
and
10.) Waking up just a little bit before the sun comes fully over the mountains and the sky is all red and purple and orange. Tis very pretty.
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'Oing ta class in a bit
Went to go see LotR:RotK last night with Gus. We turned it into a full length commentary (with not much relevance to the movie, as Gus pointed out) and I'm sure the people behind us wanted to kill us by the end. Never the less-t'was fun.
I'm not sure how many more times I can go see that movie anymore. If I go see it one more it'll be ...6...I think. 6...Behm, yes. If I go see it one more time it will be my LAST time before it comes out on DVD. (IN...*checks watch*...A year or so.)
So anyway, like I said gonna go to class in a bit.
1.) Getting up and going to a/c, not school.
2.) Being the first one in the house to wake up.
3.)Sarah Mclachlan music at 6:00 a.m
4.) Waking up before my alarm clock so I don't have to listen to it's horrible 'BEEP BEEP BEEP' of evil.
5.) Cheese. Why? Because I love cheese.
6.)Not having to share my bathroom with anybody.(this is a huge help in the morning.)
7.) Getting up and having a motive to shower and get dressed before 2:00 in the afternoon.
8.)My big red pillow. (Yes, it does make my morning better.)
9.) Knowing something interesting will happen later t'day.
and
10.) Waking up just a little bit before the sun comes fully over the mountains and the sky is all red and purple and orange. Tis very pretty.
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'Oing ta class in a bit
Went to go see LotR:RotK last night with Gus. We turned it into a full length commentary (with not much relevance to the movie, as Gus pointed out) and I'm sure the people behind us wanted to kill us by the end. Never the less-t'was fun.
I'm not sure how many more times I can go see that movie anymore. If I go see it one more it'll be ...6...I think. 6...Behm, yes. If I go see it one more time it will be my LAST time before it comes out on DVD. (IN...*checks watch*...A year or so.)
So anyway, like I said gonna go to class in a bit.
Friday, January 16, 2004
*Yawn*
Just got back from the movies.
*Yawn*
Class in the morning...
*Yawn*
God, I'm really gonna have to tear myself out of bed...
*Yawns*
::Falls asleep on desk::
Just got back from the movies.
*Yawn*
Class in the morning...
*Yawn*
God, I'm really gonna have to tear myself out of bed...
*Yawns*
::Falls asleep on desk::
Hm, so I think I'm gona go to LotR:RotK again t'night. I thought I was gonna go with Gus, but we're having trouble getting hold of each other so I'm seeing where this creates promblems.
Hm, no school Monday.
Also got to call Kayt about tomorrow...Unless you read this Kayt...Call me. Okay then.
Connecticut Yankee Sunday. Again, oh good.
Uh, There was something else I wanted to post about..
beh eh.
Hm, no school Monday.
Also got to call Kayt about tomorrow...Unless you read this Kayt...Call me. Okay then.
Connecticut Yankee Sunday. Again, oh good.
Uh, There was something else I wanted to post about..
beh eh.
So yes, it's Friday at long friggin last.
Beh, this week seemed evil slow, don't chya tink? The most interesting part is that we are now even closer to "Connecticut Yankee" and i'm really having a fun time swallowing that.
a/Class tomorrow. Oh, good.
Beh, this week seemed evil slow, don't chya tink? The most interesting part is that we are now even closer to "Connecticut Yankee" and i'm really having a fun time swallowing that.
a/Class tomorrow. Oh, good.
Thursday, January 15, 2004
Finished Paper. Guh, writing papers for Mrs.Helmling wouldn't even be so bad if she gave us a different topic every now and then-But we always have the same theme! "show how this story/novel identifies with or has fairy tale like qualities."
GUH! If I didn't like writing a paper with this theme the first time what makes her think i'm gonna like it the second, fourth, or even ninth time?
I mean COME ON!
GUH! If I didn't like writing a paper with this theme the first time what makes her think i'm gonna like it the second, fourth, or even ninth time?
I mean COME ON!
Wednesday, January 14, 2004
*Long girly heart broken sigh*
"Your love
is better than ice cream.
Better than anything else that I've tried
and your love
is better than ice cream
everyone here knows how to fight
and it's a long way down
it's a long way down
it's a long way
down to the place where we started from.
Your love
is better than chocolate
better than anything else that I've tried
and oh love is better than chocolate.
Everyone here knows how to cry
and it's a long way down
it's a long way down
it's a long way
down to the place where we started from. "
-Sarah Mclaclhan (Ice Cream)
...I really friggin don't know sometimes...
"Your love
is better than ice cream.
Better than anything else that I've tried
and your love
is better than ice cream
everyone here knows how to fight
and it's a long way down
it's a long way down
it's a long way
down to the place where we started from.
Your love
is better than chocolate
better than anything else that I've tried
and oh love is better than chocolate.
Everyone here knows how to cry
and it's a long way down
it's a long way down
it's a long way
down to the place where we started from. "
-Sarah Mclaclhan (Ice Cream)
...I really friggin don't know sometimes...
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
I started watching the Pirates of the Caribbean with th Keira and Jack commentary-hilarious. I suggest for all of you who need a picker upper go out, rent the movie, and watch that commentary.
Keira reminds me of someone....Can't quite place my finger on who...But I remember thinking so.
Keira reminds me of someone....Can't quite place my finger on who...But I remember thinking so.
Monday, January 12, 2004
*Happy birthday to me*
-hum-
Don't think i'm gonna have any kind of party, though I feel like I should at least have a sleep over or go to a movie or something. Last year I didn't plan on doing anything either. I don't know- i've just never been good at deciding on this type of stuff. - -Either way, today is my birthday, and my birthday is t'day.
*Bounces of to go find hobbits*
-hum-
Don't think i'm gonna have any kind of party, though I feel like I should at least have a sleep over or go to a movie or something. Last year I didn't plan on doing anything either. I don't know- i've just never been good at deciding on this type of stuff. - -Either way, today is my birthday, and my birthday is t'day.
*Bounces of to go find hobbits*
Sunday, January 11, 2004
...Is it JUST me or does the "Harry Potter" icon (the little gold 'P' with the lightening bolt in the bottom.) Look JUST like the "Peter Pan" icon (Which is also a little gold 'P' but without the lightening bolt.)
"The more we take,
the less we become.
Fortune for one
means less for some"
-Sarah Mclaclhan ('World on Fire')
the less we become.
Fortune for one
means less for some"
-Sarah Mclaclhan ('World on Fire')
So ended up going bowling yesterday with Darcy, Kevin, and Rory...after bowling, went to the mall (Isengard, as Rory has now renamed it))...once we spent a couple hours at the mall...we went to the movies...after going to the movies...I then ended up spending the night at Darcy's. Yes. It was a good Saturday.
Uhm, my birthday t'morrow. Momy wants to take me birthday shopping t'day and since it's...*checks clock*....3:00 P.M already...i should prolly go shower.
Uhm, my birthday t'morrow. Momy wants to take me birthday shopping t'day and since it's...*checks clock*....3:00 P.M already...i should prolly go shower.
Saturday, January 10, 2004
Class went well. I think Darcy and I spent the first thirty minutes of it wondering....Why in the world Carol found it critical for us to re-audition, when we already know what class were gonna be placed in. Despite this I felt a did better then I thought i was going to on my monologue. (Being as I just decided on it Thursday night) Darcy wrote her own monologue. (No surprise she did good.) And Roary found an interesting/really funny monologue (I wish Carol hadn't cut him off)
Actually MET Ryan (uhm, not Kayt's ryan...A girl in our class-ryan). She's very cool Just moved here and is gona go to Coronado. She's a junior.
....Also...Went....To mime....
...MIMe....Again is getting to the point where I don't....Really...Want to do it anymore....But am going to stick with it. I think I felt like this last year this time. It'll get better though.
Massively surprised at how many people there were at the audition.
AH! Carlos was there! Thank god he didnt make advanced (For those of you who don't know who Carlos is -basically, everybody but Darcy- I did a show with him at the beginning of last year, and there realized, I can't spend more then about 5 minutes in the same room with him before wanting to stick a weasel through my heart....Luckily...i'm not going to have to do this.)
I didn't stay and listen to the list of people who made advanced.
There were couple really good auditoiners. I noticed it was an incredibly OVER dramatic group- in terms of their stage motions (this isn't bad, and no, I'm not putting anybody down.)
There were a lot of Auditions and a lot of the monologues I have heard over and over and over and over and over and over...
At one point Darcy pulled out a piece of paper and wrote:
"So, who else is really, really sick of this monologue?"
I then wrote back:
"So, who else is really sick of ALL these monologues?"
It's proof-I'm not sure what it's proof of...I just know it's proof.
Actually MET Ryan (uhm, not Kayt's ryan...A girl in our class-ryan). She's very cool Just moved here and is gona go to Coronado. She's a junior.
....Also...Went....To mime....
...MIMe....Again is getting to the point where I don't....Really...Want to do it anymore....But am going to stick with it. I think I felt like this last year this time. It'll get better though.
Massively surprised at how many people there were at the audition.
AH! Carlos was there! Thank god he didnt make advanced (For those of you who don't know who Carlos is -basically, everybody but Darcy- I did a show with him at the beginning of last year, and there realized, I can't spend more then about 5 minutes in the same room with him before wanting to stick a weasel through my heart....Luckily...i'm not going to have to do this.)
I didn't stay and listen to the list of people who made advanced.
There were couple really good auditoiners. I noticed it was an incredibly OVER dramatic group- in terms of their stage motions (this isn't bad, and no, I'm not putting anybody down.)
There were a lot of Auditions and a lot of the monologues I have heard over and over and over and over and over and over...
At one point Darcy pulled out a piece of paper and wrote:
"So, who else is really, really sick of this monologue?"
I then wrote back:
"So, who else is really sick of ALL these monologues?"
It's proof-I'm not sure what it's proof of...I just know it's proof.
Friday, January 09, 2004
So just got back from LotR:RotK...Again. This makes my count for seeing that movie 4. Guh, I'm so sure this is how Peter Jackson is getting rich. By gaining millions of loyal LotR fans all over the world, and counting on the fact that they will each see the movie Multiple times before it exits theaters, and then buy their DVD/Soundtrack/Merchandise/whatever else has the LotR trademark on it...guh, i'm so predictable.
I also can't go the whole movie without turning it into a complete commantery. It's actually a lot of fun for me...Not so much fun for the people behind me, infront of me, around me, or just in the general theater area.
Class tomorrow. *Shudder*
"I've fallen
I have sunk so low,
I've messed up.
Better, I should know.
So don't come 'round here...
to tell me 'I told you so.'"
-Sarah Mclaclhan
I thought it was horribly funny when, at the end of the movie when Rosie and Sam are holding their two children, Kathryn leans over and says "So, why does one of those children look like Frodo...?"
Just thought that was funny, is all.
I also can't go the whole movie without turning it into a complete commantery. It's actually a lot of fun for me...Not so much fun for the people behind me, infront of me, around me, or just in the general theater area.
Class tomorrow. *Shudder*
"I've fallen
I have sunk so low,
I've messed up.
Better, I should know.
So don't come 'round here...
to tell me 'I told you so.'"
-Sarah Mclaclhan
I thought it was horribly funny when, at the end of the movie when Rosie and Sam are holding their two children, Kathryn leans over and says "So, why does one of those children look like Frodo...?"
Just thought that was funny, is all.
ZZZhum, So it's Friday. Yes. I'm finding it horribly depressing that Mrs.Helmling is already assigning us to write an essey comparing a children's story to a fairy tale. (or show how it has "fairy tale like qualities".*thinks* aren't they about the same thing, Mrs.Helmling?) ...(more on this, find my post concerning "Great Expectations".) Not that I think comparing a children's story to a fairy tale is going to be in-humanly hard it's just...For the love of GOD Mrs.Helmling, we understand that in your world....EVERYTHING is LIKE a FAIRY TALE or has FAIRY TALE LIKE QUALITIES...PLEASE STOP SHOVING THIS DOWN OUR THROATS. *huff**Gr*
Worked on my monologue a bit last night...I could work on it now but have obviously decided not to.
a/Class tomorrow.
"I look to heaven
but find no calling.
Something I can do
to change what's coming."
-Sarah Mclaclhan
Worked on my monologue a bit last night...I could work on it now but have obviously decided not to.
a/Class tomorrow.
"I look to heaven
but find no calling.
Something I can do
to change what's coming."
-Sarah Mclaclhan
Thursday, January 08, 2004
"Bleed on the line, (it's in her words)
Bleed if it's easy
you'll feel everything.
Is it good enough for you?
Nothing is good enough you."
-Bob Guiney
*sigh*
Bleed if it's easy
you'll feel everything.
Is it good enough for you?
Nothing is good enough you."
-Bob Guiney
*sigh*
Have a monologue.
YAYA! *Bows*
It may not be the "ideal appropriate" monologue, but then again it doesn't mention anything about Dead Jewish people or wicken lesbians so I think it should be okay.
Plus, I have till Saturday to polish it...So...t'day was kind of my deadline to decide on one anyway.
YAYA! *Bows*
It may not be the "ideal appropriate" monologue, but then again it doesn't mention anything about Dead Jewish people or wicken lesbians so I think it should be okay.
Plus, I have till Saturday to polish it...So...t'day was kind of my deadline to decide on one anyway.
Hum, so as far as I know I never have any idea when things are gonna go bad. I keep saying that "I have a feeling that t'day is gonna be bad" but it's incredibly rare when those feelings are right. The days that I feel I have to be watching out for total chaos almost always turn into days that nothing really ever happens, and I've just stressed myself out for nothing.
...Well, if it counts for anything...I have a bad feeling about t'day...
...Well, if it counts for anything...I have a bad feeling about t'day...
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
...So now I'm paranoid. *Cough* GUS *Cough*
SO anyway, back to school t'day. Got a book of monologues I have yet to look over from Mr. Bowen. Also didn't have 7th period today, nor will I ever have it again. *Tear*
Came to the recent conclusion that my schedule change has all been for the better. Yes. I have a new IPC teacher, but I can manage that class, i'm sure.
Beh, I had more to post about...Suddenly can't remember it.
SO anyway, back to school t'day. Got a book of monologues I have yet to look over from Mr. Bowen. Also didn't have 7th period today, nor will I ever have it again. *Tear*
Came to the recent conclusion that my schedule change has all been for the better. Yes. I have a new IPC teacher, but I can manage that class, i'm sure.
Beh, I had more to post about...Suddenly can't remember it.
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
*Gets back from seeing LotR:RotK*
I wonder if Gimili ever gets his own horse to ride...
That movie (lotR:RotK), oddly, gets better every time I see it. Sat the allllll the way through the credits this time....Was long...
Good news: I have the LotR:RotK sound track
Bad News: Have to wait to get it until my birthday (6-7 days)
I hate, how, while I'm sitting in the movie I keep coming up with all these off hand comments that I kept telling myself to remember so then I could go home and post them here...And of course I remember none, or very few of them. And the few that I can remember, I don't remember the point behind them.
One point I did want to comment on is the part where the beacons of aid are being lit on fire... And all over the place just piles of logs are going up into flame, even on snowy mountain tops where it doesn't even look like there would be a village/hamlet within a 100 mile radius, much less a group of guys sitting up there...And yet something sets the beacons on fire. In this, I am then left to assume that, in fact, there are men sitting on these snowy/desolate mountain tops day after day after day with little torches of fire, waiting for the day that one of the other beacons will go off. And What would happen if they needed to light the beacons and it was raining? And why Didn't Sarumon think to disable these beacons in the beginning?
I also wonder why, when Aragorn goes into the mines, and it's just him, Gimili, and Legelos the damned ghost king has to bring out his entire damned ghost army to kill just those three guys. Unless you assume that the damned Ghost king knows that it is Aragorn, in which case he would never try to have hit Aragorn with his [damned ghost] sword in the first place.
...And why the hell is pippen so cute?!?!
made a decision half way into the movie that Sean Astin is one of my all time favorite actors...yes.
CAN NOT wait to see the commentary to the third LotR movie. Also watched PotC t'day. Again. I think I like Orlando bloom better in that movie.
Gr, as I was sitting through the credits, a group of (actually just two) blondes got up and walked out saying "If it wasn't for Orlando Bloom I'd never come see these movie's." and a whole bunch of comments along those lines....erg. I dunno...Just, erg.
Ah, "Whose line" is gonna be on soon.
I wonder if Gimili ever gets his own horse to ride...
That movie (lotR:RotK), oddly, gets better every time I see it. Sat the allllll the way through the credits this time....Was long...
Good news: I have the LotR:RotK sound track
Bad News: Have to wait to get it until my birthday (6-7 days)
I hate, how, while I'm sitting in the movie I keep coming up with all these off hand comments that I kept telling myself to remember so then I could go home and post them here...And of course I remember none, or very few of them. And the few that I can remember, I don't remember the point behind them.
One point I did want to comment on is the part where the beacons of aid are being lit on fire... And all over the place just piles of logs are going up into flame, even on snowy mountain tops where it doesn't even look like there would be a village/hamlet within a 100 mile radius, much less a group of guys sitting up there...And yet something sets the beacons on fire. In this, I am then left to assume that, in fact, there are men sitting on these snowy/desolate mountain tops day after day after day with little torches of fire, waiting for the day that one of the other beacons will go off. And What would happen if they needed to light the beacons and it was raining? And why Didn't Sarumon think to disable these beacons in the beginning?
I also wonder why, when Aragorn goes into the mines, and it's just him, Gimili, and Legelos the damned ghost king has to bring out his entire damned ghost army to kill just those three guys. Unless you assume that the damned Ghost king knows that it is Aragorn, in which case he would never try to have hit Aragorn with his [damned ghost] sword in the first place.
...And why the hell is pippen so cute?!?!
made a decision half way into the movie that Sean Astin is one of my all time favorite actors...yes.
CAN NOT wait to see the commentary to the third LotR movie. Also watched PotC t'day. Again. I think I like Orlando bloom better in that movie.
Gr, as I was sitting through the credits, a group of (actually just two) blondes got up and walked out saying "If it wasn't for Orlando Bloom I'd never come see these movie's." and a whole bunch of comments along those lines....erg. I dunno...Just, erg.
Ah, "Whose line" is gonna be on soon.
So found a monologue (by Ryan Carroll *puh* ironic on so many levels) But not sure if I'd be able to do it for the audition...
In other news...Going to see LotR: RotK t'day...Again.
Also curious about Connecticut Yankee rehearsals...any news there Darcy?
In other news...Going to see LotR: RotK t'day...Again.
Also curious about Connecticut Yankee rehearsals...any news there Darcy?
The way I see it...I can never just be completely happy with everything. There must always be some little thing that will bug the crap out of me until I find something else that bugs the crap out of me. In this sense...I'm screwed.
"Leave me be, I don't want to argue. I just get confused and I come all undone. If I agree, well it's just to appease you, 'cause I don't remember what we're fighting for."
-Sarah Mclaclhan
"Leave me be, I don't want to argue. I just get confused and I come all undone. If I agree, well it's just to appease you, 'cause I don't remember what we're fighting for."
-Sarah Mclaclhan
Monday, January 05, 2004
Okay, so yesterday around 1:00-ish I ended up going ice skating with Kayt ( I didn't even know El paso had any place to ice skate) and ended up spending the night over there...This would explain for my absence in the blogg for the past -24-hours-
T'day was fun...Went to Barnes&nboles with Kayt and met Ryan there...
he's cool.
Then went to the mall with Kayt (bought awesome jeans...) and saw Gus.
Along with Tristan I can now add Gus to the list of people I know Kayt thinks are hot.
Still no luck on the monologues...And what really frustrates me is that I cleaned through Barnes&Nobles (who had, actually, a lot of monologue books) and didn't find anything I thought would be "challenging" but "appropriate" at the same time... (Meh, more on this go to Darcy's blog) That's okay though...I have a few more idea's of places to look.
Really wanted to post on the fact that we go back to school....Wednesday. Crap. I know I'm gonna have a new schedule...Which is really gonna suck...Really.
*Hums song*
Gr, Kate has gotten me into Linkin park...You see she has both of their CD's so if we weren't listening to my music (Bob Guiney, Sarah Mcluclhan) Kayt had Linkin park on..._DAMN YOU KAYT_ *WAVES*
Meh, "Whose line" is gonna be on soon...
T'day was fun...Went to Barnes&nboles with Kayt and met Ryan there...
he's cool.
Then went to the mall with Kayt (bought awesome jeans...) and saw Gus.
Along with Tristan I can now add Gus to the list of people I know Kayt thinks are hot.
Still no luck on the monologues...And what really frustrates me is that I cleaned through Barnes&Nobles (who had, actually, a lot of monologue books) and didn't find anything I thought would be "challenging" but "appropriate" at the same time... (Meh, more on this go to Darcy's blog) That's okay though...I have a few more idea's of places to look.
Really wanted to post on the fact that we go back to school....Wednesday. Crap. I know I'm gonna have a new schedule...Which is really gonna suck...Really.
*Hums song*
Gr, Kate has gotten me into Linkin park...You see she has both of their CD's so if we weren't listening to my music (Bob Guiney, Sarah Mcluclhan) Kayt had Linkin park on..._DAMN YOU KAYT_ *WAVES*
Meh, "Whose line" is gonna be on soon...
Sunday, January 04, 2004
*Bites finger nails*
Crap, so decided that morning that it wouldn't be best to do the monologue I was gonna do originally...Now the only problem is I need to find a new monologue...
...Help...
Crap, so decided that morning that it wouldn't be best to do the monologue I was gonna do originally...Now the only problem is I need to find a new monologue...
...Help...
Saturday, January 03, 2004
...*Long girly heartbroken sigh*...
"Am I faithful?
Am I strong?
Am I good enough to belong
in your reverie, a perfect girl?
Your vision of romance is cruel,
and all along I've played the fool.
All your expectations bury me.
Don't worry you will find the answer if you let it go.
Give yourself some time to falter
but don't forgo knowing that your loved no matter what,
and everything will come around in time.
I own my insecurities
I try to own my destiny
that I can make or break it if I choose.
But you take my words and twist them round
'till I'm the one who brings you down...
make me feel like I'm the one to blame for all this.
Don't worry you will find the answer if you let it go.
Give yourself some time to falter
but don't forgo knowing that your loved no matter what,
and everything will come around in time.
You need everybody on your side
know that I am here for you, but I hope in time...
you'll find yourself alright alone,
you'll find yourself with open arms,
you'll find yourself, you'll find yourself in time.
The riot in my heart decides
to keep me open and alive
I have to take myself away from you.
'Cause I can't compete I can't deny
there's nothing that I didn't try...
so how did I go so wrong in loving you?
Don't worry you will find the answer if you let it go.
Give yourself some time to falter
but don't forgo knowing that your loved no matter what,
and everything will come around in time."
-Sarah McLaclhan
*puts head in hands*
...crap...
"Am I faithful?
Am I strong?
Am I good enough to belong
in your reverie, a perfect girl?
Your vision of romance is cruel,
and all along I've played the fool.
All your expectations bury me.
Don't worry you will find the answer if you let it go.
Give yourself some time to falter
but don't forgo knowing that your loved no matter what,
and everything will come around in time.
I own my insecurities
I try to own my destiny
that I can make or break it if I choose.
But you take my words and twist them round
'till I'm the one who brings you down...
make me feel like I'm the one to blame for all this.
Don't worry you will find the answer if you let it go.
Give yourself some time to falter
but don't forgo knowing that your loved no matter what,
and everything will come around in time.
You need everybody on your side
know that I am here for you, but I hope in time...
you'll find yourself alright alone,
you'll find yourself with open arms,
you'll find yourself, you'll find yourself in time.
The riot in my heart decides
to keep me open and alive
I have to take myself away from you.
'Cause I can't compete I can't deny
there's nothing that I didn't try...
so how did I go so wrong in loving you?
Don't worry you will find the answer if you let it go.
Give yourself some time to falter
but don't forgo knowing that your loved no matter what,
and everything will come around in time."
-Sarah McLaclhan
*puts head in hands*
...crap...
Friday, January 02, 2004
In fact, did not end up going to the mall t'day. No, actually I got side tracked and found some more scripts concerning Guinevere and Lancelot...
"I know that for some dame or damsel
You do them. Tell me, by the faith you owe me,
Who is the lady? For I know thou lovest."
-Guinevere (Before Lancelot goes on his -lovely- rant about how in fact he loves her.)
Most simply because I can...
So now I'm deciding that I think I might go to LOTR t'night but I keep remembering I have class in the morning...
*OH! Darcy, do you want me to give you back the books on Guinevere at class tomorrow, I figure I can just bring them.
Uh...crap there was more to this post...
*checks movie times*
"I know that for some dame or damsel
You do them. Tell me, by the faith you owe me,
Who is the lady? For I know thou lovest."
-Guinevere (Before Lancelot goes on his -lovely- rant about how in fact he loves her.)
Most simply because I can...
So now I'm deciding that I think I might go to LOTR t'night but I keep remembering I have class in the morning...
*OH! Darcy, do you want me to give you back the books on Guinevere at class tomorrow, I figure I can just bring them.
Uh...crap there was more to this post...
*checks movie times*
"You laugh
you cry
no one knows why,
but oh the thrill of it all.
You're on the ride
you might as well open your eyes."
-Jessica Riddle
I find this oddly relevant to myself at the moment.
you cry
no one knows why,
but oh the thrill of it all.
You're on the ride
you might as well open your eyes."
-Jessica Riddle
I find this oddly relevant to myself at the moment.
So I plan on going to the Mall with Kayt and then going to LotR or Mona Lisa smile...After I shower...And do other things that need to be done before I go out in public.
Also, just got off the phone with Gus...We've come to the conclusion that we are addicts of the worst kind.
Also, just got off the phone with Gus...We've come to the conclusion that we are addicts of the worst kind.
So, on the off chance that anyone slept worse then I did last night I want to ask them if they noticed the unusually loud *BOOM**BOOM**BOOM* somewhere around 3:00 in the morning? It sounded like someone was dropping bomb on Mesa just to hear them explode.
huh.
Anyway, really want to go to the mall t'day. Kayt wants me to help her on her website since it's being funky...The only problem with this is I don't have much more of an idea of what I'm doing on this website then she does. (Should be much fun to work on)
I probably haven't posted yet that we now have it so I can be on the internet and still have the phone line be free...'Tis very cool.
huh.
Anyway, really want to go to the mall t'day. Kayt wants me to help her on her website since it's being funky...The only problem with this is I don't have much more of an idea of what I'm doing on this website then she does. (Should be much fun to work on)
I probably haven't posted yet that we now have it so I can be on the internet and still have the phone line be free...'Tis very cool.
Thursday, January 01, 2004
Thankz much to mine and Gus's *cough* subtle talk to Kevin, Kevin and Sophia are now dating...'tis very very cute.
So, yes I did go bowling (With Sophia, Yvette, Sam, Bryan, Gus, and Kevin). Was very fun. Only stayed for about an hour and a half and didn't REALLY do much bowling...More hanging out. Sophia and I have decided that we both can't bowl very well and there for had a contest to see who could win at losing. *Much fun*
Gus and Kevin (being two out of the three boys there) had a tendencies to go off on their own every now and then.
"Where's Gus at?"
"He's evaporated into foreverness...Or he's in the bathroom."
-Sophia and Me (Also Sofia)
So, plan on going to LoTR: RotK tomorrow...Because I can.
I could go to Ropers party...But don't like parties...And I assume it will be a big party where EVERY girl competes for Peter's attention like a pack of starving snapping turtles. *gag* Love ya Roper, but no thanx. I'm going to try and not relive Junior High -thank you very much-
Talked to Kayt's Ryan....I approve of him. (Not that if I didn't approve of him it would make any difference.)
Bowling was fun.
a/Class in more or less 2 days.
"Cause I'm a train wreck
waiting to happen.
Waiting for someone to come pick me up off the tracks.
I'm a wild fire born of frustration,
born to the one love that can get me so high.
I've no fear at all."
-Sarah McLachlan
*Light headed girly blushey Sigh*
So, yes I did go bowling (With Sophia, Yvette, Sam, Bryan, Gus, and Kevin). Was very fun. Only stayed for about an hour and a half and didn't REALLY do much bowling...More hanging out. Sophia and I have decided that we both can't bowl very well and there for had a contest to see who could win at losing. *Much fun*
Gus and Kevin (being two out of the three boys there) had a tendencies to go off on their own every now and then.
"Where's Gus at?"
"He's evaporated into foreverness...Or he's in the bathroom."
-Sophia and Me (Also Sofia)
So, plan on going to LoTR: RotK tomorrow...Because I can.
I could go to Ropers party...But don't like parties...And I assume it will be a big party where EVERY girl competes for Peter's attention like a pack of starving snapping turtles. *gag* Love ya Roper, but no thanx. I'm going to try and not relive Junior High -thank you very much-
Talked to Kayt's Ryan....I approve of him. (Not that if I didn't approve of him it would make any difference.)
Bowling was fun.
a/Class in more or less 2 days.
"Cause I'm a train wreck
waiting to happen.
Waiting for someone to come pick me up off the tracks.
I'm a wild fire born of frustration,
born to the one love that can get me so high.
I've no fear at all."
-Sarah McLachlan
*Light headed girly blushey Sigh*
So, Sophia called and asked if I wanted to go bowling later t'night with her, Gus, Kevin, Natalia, and I think Sam...But I also wanted to go see a movie later t'nigh...*dramatic pause* I know....My life is sOoOoO horrible...*behe*
3 Random Count downs:
*A/c-3 days
*My Birthday-12 days
*Certain doom- Some and some odd days and counting...
"you stay the course
you hold the line,
you keep it all together.
Your the one true thing I know I can believe in.
Your all the things that I desire,
you save me
you complete me.
Your the one true thing I know I can believe."
-Sarah McLachlan
*Happy sigh*
3 Random Count downs:
*A/c-3 days
*My Birthday-12 days
*Certain doom- Some and some odd days and counting...
"you stay the course
you hold the line,
you keep it all together.
Your the one true thing I know I can believe in.
Your all the things that I desire,
you save me
you complete me.
Your the one true thing I know I can believe."
-Sarah McLachlan
*Happy sigh*
"Leave me be
I don't want to argue.
I just get confused
and I come all undone.
If I agree, well it's just to appease you
because I don't remember what we're fighting for."
-Sarah McLachlan
*loves*
I don't want to argue.
I just get confused
and I come all undone.
If I agree, well it's just to appease you
because I don't remember what we're fighting for."
-Sarah McLachlan
*loves*
(Uhm, actually stole this from Darcy's blog survey. Mostly because it caught my interest above most questions usually asked on a survey.)
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. "It's not what you thought when you first begain it. You got what you wanted, now you can hardely stand it though by now you know it's not going to stop. It's not going to stop 'till you wise up."
-Ammie Mann
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. "It's not what you thought when you first begain it. You got what you wanted, now you can hardely stand it though by now you know it's not going to stop. It's not going to stop 'till you wise up."
-Ammie Mann
