Wednesday, December 31, 2003
--Bare with me while I have this rant--
I find I have a really hard time letting go of anything...I have a tendency to attach myself to anything and anyone that I've gotten used to...Hence, the idea of a new year is making me a bit wobbly.
*sigh*
It's odd to think this time a year ago I was driving over to Liz house to celebrate new years...(now granted the fact that once I got there I was asked out by Justin and that was...Really creepy...Really.)
*Longer sigh*
I know it's not like when the clock turns 12 I'm gonna forget everything that's happened this year, it's just it's gonna be further away. *Guhha* I can do a lot with my head.
"Time here all but means nothing
just shadows that move cross the wall.
they keep me company
but they don't ask of me
they don't say nothing at all."
-Sarah McLachlan
I find I have a really hard time letting go of anything...I have a tendency to attach myself to anything and anyone that I've gotten used to...Hence, the idea of a new year is making me a bit wobbly.
*sigh*
It's odd to think this time a year ago I was driving over to Liz house to celebrate new years...(now granted the fact that once I got there I was asked out by Justin and that was...Really creepy...Really.)
*Longer sigh*
I know it's not like when the clock turns 12 I'm gonna forget everything that's happened this year, it's just it's gonna be further away. *Guhha* I can do a lot with my head.
"Time here all but means nothing
just shadows that move cross the wall.
they keep me company
but they don't ask of me
they don't say nothing at all."
-Sarah McLachlan
Haven't posted all morning for the main reason that Blogger.com hasn't been coming up on my computer...*hum*
-pointless junk....Just because I can:So Just got back from Barnes&Nobles and Mom let me drive home. Yes, we have alluded the police for one more day....
Apparently were going over to Kayt's at 7:00...fer New Years and Stuff.
-What I actually want to post about: I walked Barnes&Nobles twice and found nothing specifically on Lancelot OR Guinevere. I also found very little useful information on Arthur. So when I went to the front desk and asked if they had a section on Arthurian History the guy gave me a funky look then led me to the fantasy section and said "anywhere in here" which also did me very little good being as I had already combed through the fantasy section twice.
I find it horribly insulting on behalf of Guinevere and Lancelot that they can have a whole isle of books about astrology (not that I don't love astrology) but hardly two books on Guinevere and Lancelot...*Guhha*
*Still in obsession with Sarah Mcluclhan CD*
-pointless junk....Just because I can:So Just got back from Barnes&Nobles and Mom let me drive home. Yes, we have alluded the police for one more day....
Apparently were going over to Kayt's at 7:00...fer New Years and Stuff.
-What I actually want to post about: I walked Barnes&Nobles twice and found nothing specifically on Lancelot OR Guinevere. I also found very little useful information on Arthur. So when I went to the front desk and asked if they had a section on Arthurian History the guy gave me a funky look then led me to the fantasy section and said "anywhere in here" which also did me very little good being as I had already combed through the fantasy section twice.
I find it horribly insulting on behalf of Guinevere and Lancelot that they can have a whole isle of books about astrology (not that I don't love astrology) but hardly two books on Guinevere and Lancelot...*Guhha*
*Still in obsession with Sarah Mcluclhan CD*
Tuesday, December 30, 2003
4 days until class.
I've decided what I really love about Sarah Mcgaclhan is that she writes her own music. I keep finding it absolutely amazing that music this fantastic could come from one person. And what's funny about it is it's so multi-dimensional...It's really hard to explain.
Okay, I'm done.
I've decided what I really love about Sarah Mcgaclhan is that she writes her own music. I keep finding it absolutely amazing that music this fantastic could come from one person. And what's funny about it is it's so multi-dimensional...It's really hard to explain.
Okay, I'm done.
So, plan to go to Barnes&Nobles t'morra...unless i'm not able to part from my Cd player, in which case i'll lay in bed and listen to music all day. *Sounds good.
Talked to Peter who is apparently in Boston at the moment...
Talked to Kayt on the phone...damn you and your life Kayt. *gr* (wuv ya)
Talked to Peter who is apparently in Boston at the moment...
Talked to Kayt on the phone...damn you and your life Kayt. *gr* (wuv ya)
*Sigh*
I am absolutely IN LOVE/ADDICTED to my new Sarah Mcguclhan CD. It is by far the best thing I have ever listened to. (I am including Bob Guiney in this, so b impressed.)
Would now post lyrics from her amazing CD onto this post but I would want to post them all....Since I don't have that much space....uh...No...
I am absolutely IN LOVE/ADDICTED to my new Sarah Mcguclhan CD. It is by far the best thing I have ever listened to. (I am including Bob Guiney in this, so b impressed.)
Would now post lyrics from her amazing CD onto this post but I would want to post them all....Since I don't have that much space....uh...No...
Whoa...I just woke-up right now. It's 11:20...This is really creepy/weird. Now, granted the fact that I didn't end up getting to sleep until 2:00 a.m last night (stupid friggin guilt) it's just odd to me that it's almost noon and I haven't been up causing mass amounts of chaos around the house...My life suddenly feels incomplete.
Gonna go get the New Sarah Mcguclhan CD t'day *Yaya*
Hum, I didn't mention anything about the fact that Kayt and I went shopping yesterday? Hum, guess I haven't. Well Kayt and I went shopping. My spoils from the trip are :
-One very spiffy black AE purse.
-5 Very cool rings, which I wanted badly.
-My Calendar which is already hanging in my room.
-A Cuban sandwich (which has already been eaten)
-And some basic blush, was in need of.
*Glances at clock*
Then again, I guess I didn't end up showering 'till about this time yesterday...
Want to go on another Guinevere craze. I always end up finding something rather amusing/touching/helpful/interesting on her and Lancelot. I actually think it's possible that I will know more about Lancelot then who ever will be playing him. *fer a while at least.
Gonna go get the New Sarah Mcguclhan CD t'day *Yaya*
Hum, I didn't mention anything about the fact that Kayt and I went shopping yesterday? Hum, guess I haven't. Well Kayt and I went shopping. My spoils from the trip are :
-One very spiffy black AE purse.
-5 Very cool rings, which I wanted badly.
-My Calendar which is already hanging in my room.
-A Cuban sandwich (which has already been eaten)
-And some basic blush, was in need of.
*Glances at clock*
Then again, I guess I didn't end up showering 'till about this time yesterday...
Want to go on another Guinevere craze. I always end up finding something rather amusing/touching/helpful/interesting on her and Lancelot. I actually think it's possible that I will know more about Lancelot then who ever will be playing him. *fer a while at least.
Monday, December 29, 2003
Oh...my...gosh...i just found the cutes love scene between Lancelot and Guinevere....but it's in a whole script so giving the link seems somewhat pointless.
I really LOVE the character of Lancelot.
I really LOVE the character of Lancelot.
Okay, so I just read one of Kayt's blog entries (Katie=Kayt)
"in other notes,
saw a pigeon today, i hate pigeons.... *eye twitches* the bastards...
i also saw this cute little bird with a deformed head, it was soo adorable. It has this stupid little puff ball on the side of its head and he was sooo cute."
Am I the only one who's just a little disturbed over this?
"in other notes,
saw a pigeon today, i hate pigeons.... *eye twitches* the bastards...
i also saw this cute little bird with a deformed head, it was soo adorable. It has this stupid little puff ball on the side of its head and he was sooo cute."
Am I the only one who's just a little disturbed over this?
Just finished watching the Lord of the Rings: TTT commentary....Good stuff.
"that's the great thing about acting, you get to go places. I mean how can you be apprehensive about going to New Zealand, they have penguins for Christ sake!"
-(Worm Tongue) Brad
"I think it's always nice that no matter what Legelos is going through his hair always looks fantastic."
-(Merry) Dominic Monaghan
"Now this would really give me nightmares if I were...Less...Secure...In my life."
-(Merry) Dominic Monaghan
"that's the great thing about acting, you get to go places. I mean how can you be apprehensive about going to New Zealand, they have penguins for Christ sake!"
-(Worm Tongue) Brad
"I think it's always nice that no matter what Legelos is going through his hair always looks fantastic."
-(Merry) Dominic Monaghan
"Now this would really give me nightmares if I were...Less...Secure...In my life."
-(Merry) Dominic Monaghan
Sunday, December 28, 2003
....Just so you know, I'm home....
*Hugs computer*
Kathryn got a guitar for Christmas...So I now plan to sneak over to her house and steal it from her, and when my mom asks where I got the guitar that I am strumming endlessly for hours on days I'll tell her I found it in the 'fridge along with Johnny Depp and several other delightful things that I am now holding hostage in my closet...
*Hugs computer*
Kathryn got a guitar for Christmas...So I now plan to sneak over to her house and steal it from her, and when my mom asks where I got the guitar that I am strumming endlessly for hours on days I'll tell her I found it in the 'fridge along with Johnny Depp and several other delightful things that I am now holding hostage in my closet...
Saturday, December 27, 2003
"Between now
and where I was when I last blinked
the pain of pulling down...
It brings my thoughts around
out of body
sound,
i'm going crazy over you.
I'm going crazy over you..."
-(Ironicly NOT Bob Guiney)
*Guilt*
So, elsa is leaving t'day...er...has left already. I hate it that she comes, we bond, and then she leaves. It was never that way when she still lived with us...it was always she comes home, we fight, she leaves...ah...the good old days.
We leave tomorrow. I'm nothappy about it. Or maybe I am happy but only because i know once i get home i'll go back to Kds'n'co. God, no one has any idea how much that thought gets me through...
Also, when I get back i'm goin SHOPPING with Katie (HEY KAYT *WAVES*) And to see LOTR:ROTK
Oh, Kayt-Regular Calender please.
Well there's someone waiting to get on the computer too....
"I walked away to get wisdom...
in the end i just walked home.
and it drops me down."
-Lisa Loeb
and where I was when I last blinked
the pain of pulling down...
It brings my thoughts around
out of body
sound,
i'm going crazy over you.
I'm going crazy over you..."
-(Ironicly NOT Bob Guiney)
*Guilt*
So, elsa is leaving t'day...er...has left already. I hate it that she comes, we bond, and then she leaves. It was never that way when she still lived with us...it was always she comes home, we fight, she leaves...ah...the good old days.
We leave tomorrow. I'm nothappy about it. Or maybe I am happy but only because i know once i get home i'll go back to Kds'n'co. God, no one has any idea how much that thought gets me through...
Also, when I get back i'm goin SHOPPING with Katie (HEY KAYT *WAVES*) And to see LOTR:ROTK
Oh, Kayt-Regular Calender please.
Well there's someone waiting to get on the computer too....
"I walked away to get wisdom...
in the end i just walked home.
and it drops me down."
-Lisa Loeb
Friday, December 26, 2003
The little voice in the back of my mind keeps saying "Sofia, put the Cd down...your gonna over listen to it..."
*strugles with self*
i cant do it.
*strugles with self*
i cant do it.
Got my Bob Guiney Cd
...God, life is such Bliss...
"How long can you feed
on the fire that you never get to feel?
How long has it been
since you felt anything quite this real?"
-Bob Guiney
The Christmas List is as follows:
-New Sweat pants (thank GOD)
-New Black Tank-top (MUCH JOY)
-Super Spiff gloves (Feel very cwool in dem)
-LotR: TTT DVD (Extended)
-PotC DVD (My little sister is too good sometimes)
-Some basic make-up (in need of)
-BOB GUINEY CD (*JUMPS UP AND DOWN*)
::Blink::
My thomas Kinkade Calender (from Kate...)
About $150 (between my Grandma and My two Aunts)
*itch head*
Crap theres more to this list...
so....who else is ready for it to be my birthday now?
*Plays Bob Guiney Cd*
...I don't know how the friggin hell I lived without this Cd this long...
"Close your eyes, touch your lips...here comes her best excuse now. Excuse me while I try to breath."
-Bob Guiney
*Guilt*
Would have posted yesterday but this office wasn't open so....screwed there.
"inching closer to finally realize
your will to live
has now become your will to die"
-Bob Guiney
*Guilt*
So plan on Parasailing t'day...
maybe go walk on the beach later...
listen to Bob Guiney.
*thinks*
-Sofia Guiney-
*Thinks more*
Nah.
"Bitterness will get the best of you.
Emptiness will get the best of you.
Lonliness is always there for you.
Happiness will be the death of you."
-(One guess) Bob Guiney
...God, life is such Bliss...
"How long can you feed
on the fire that you never get to feel?
How long has it been
since you felt anything quite this real?"
-Bob Guiney
The Christmas List is as follows:
-New Sweat pants (thank GOD)
-New Black Tank-top (MUCH JOY)
-Super Spiff gloves (Feel very cwool in dem)
-LotR: TTT DVD (Extended)
-PotC DVD (My little sister is too good sometimes)
-Some basic make-up (in need of)
-BOB GUINEY CD (*JUMPS UP AND DOWN*)
::Blink::
My thomas Kinkade Calender (from Kate...)
About $150 (between my Grandma and My two Aunts)
*itch head*
Crap theres more to this list...
so....who else is ready for it to be my birthday now?
*Plays Bob Guiney Cd*
...I don't know how the friggin hell I lived without this Cd this long...
"Close your eyes, touch your lips...here comes her best excuse now. Excuse me while I try to breath."
-Bob Guiney
*Guilt*
Would have posted yesterday but this office wasn't open so....screwed there.
"inching closer to finally realize
your will to live
has now become your will to die"
-Bob Guiney
*Guilt*
So plan on Parasailing t'day...
maybe go walk on the beach later...
listen to Bob Guiney.
*thinks*
-Sofia Guiney-
*Thinks more*
Nah.
"Bitterness will get the best of you.
Emptiness will get the best of you.
Lonliness is always there for you.
Happiness will be the death of you."
-(One guess) Bob Guiney
Wednesday, December 24, 2003
-----It's official...i'm obsessed with Guinevere and Lancelot----
This is pretty interesting considering a month ago I had no clue who she was...and I honestly really do like the character of Lancelot....i wonder who's gonna play him. I'm not sure why i've taken this sudden liking to her, and her situation...
"You never know, you might not have liked it before....you might have not been ready for it. It's all in the timing with these things"
-(Gus) All in the timing.
*Scratches head*
No I do know why i've taken a liking to her...Similar situations....kind of...except for Arthur...and hopefully no one would try to burn me at the stake in the end....though, i wouldn't blame her if she tried...
This is pretty interesting considering a month ago I had no clue who she was...and I honestly really do like the character of Lancelot....i wonder who's gonna play him. I'm not sure why i've taken this sudden liking to her, and her situation...
"You never know, you might not have liked it before....you might have not been ready for it. It's all in the timing with these things"
-(Gus) All in the timing.
*Scratches head*
No I do know why i've taken a liking to her...Similar situations....kind of...except for Arthur...and hopefully no one would try to burn me at the stake in the end....though, i wouldn't blame her if she tried...
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
*Guilt*
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¨*Guinevere*¨
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¨*Guinevere*¨
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"Adia I do believe i've failed you. Adia I know i've let you down. I hope you know i've tried so hard to love you in my way. It's not easy, let it go..."
-Sarah Mcgulclan(Needth her new Cd)
*Sigh*
So I JUST got back from parasailing today....i've had so much time to think on this trip and it would be so much more easy to enjoy if i didn't feel so guitly... damn real-life drama...damn guilt... and the worst part is... Sadely, it's all a long way from over. It can't turn out good, either, i've decided. The more I think about it...the more I think i should just come clean...then i decided that it would backfire, snowball, and maybe make things worse...but at least I wouldn't feel this guilty. Gur, when did it get this complicated?!?!?!?!
"It's not what you thought when you first begain it. You got what you wanted, now you can hardely stand it though by now you know it's not going to stop..."-
Ammie Mann
(Right now, that song is my theme song)
Parasailing....is like flying....except better because theres nothing but some ropes around you....you can look strait down and see clear into the water...uh...it's perfect. It feels a bit like your just sitting on a swing...a little unnerving knowing the only thing between you and the water is some air thats holding you up in a huge blanket some feet above your head...but after you've been up a few minutes....you don't think about it.
*Guilt*
Damn this.
-Sarah Mcgulclan(Needth her new Cd)
*Sigh*
So I JUST got back from parasailing today....i've had so much time to think on this trip and it would be so much more easy to enjoy if i didn't feel so guitly... damn real-life drama...damn guilt... and the worst part is... Sadely, it's all a long way from over. It can't turn out good, either, i've decided. The more I think about it...the more I think i should just come clean...then i decided that it would backfire, snowball, and maybe make things worse...but at least I wouldn't feel this guilty. Gur, when did it get this complicated?!?!?!?!
"It's not what you thought when you first begain it. You got what you wanted, now you can hardely stand it though by now you know it's not going to stop..."-
Ammie Mann
(Right now, that song is my theme song)
Parasailing....is like flying....except better because theres nothing but some ropes around you....you can look strait down and see clear into the water...uh...it's perfect. It feels a bit like your just sitting on a swing...a little unnerving knowing the only thing between you and the water is some air thats holding you up in a huge blanket some feet above your head...but after you've been up a few minutes....you don't think about it.
*Guilt*
Damn this.
Monday, December 22, 2003
*Thinks whether to go into detail on the ride from hell, between here and El Paso,detail about how beautiful the hotel is, or the fact that I am goin PARASAILING in less then an hour*
Okay, so despite what I was told it is actauly an 18 hour drive Between here and El paso....18 hours....on a bus....not to mention the 4 strait hours we spent sitting in the Bus Depot in Durango for our second bus....needless to say were taking an airplane home. (Thank God, its only gonna be a 3 hour flight)
k. so Saterday morning we left and got on our bus at about noon. It was an awsome bus, and it was only a four hour drive to the next town, where we would have to catch our second bus. So we get to the second town (Cant spell the name....wont try to either) we get there and apparently the next bus isn't going to be comming until 11:00 tonight....it was 6:00.¨¨¨ Understand, you have NO clue what BORED IS UNTIL YOU SIT IN A BUS DEPOT FOR 5 HOURS STRAIT.¨¨¨ The bus didn't end up comming until 12:00 and we didn't leave till 1:00 in the morning. Now, my mom had said to wear lite clothes because it was gonna be hot....she was very wrong. The bus was freezing, and not nearly as nice as the first bus we were on. The good news was once we got to the next town (Durango) it was only gonna be another seven hours....the bad news...this bus ride was also gonna be 7 hours. *Rants for endless hours about the rest of the trip*
So were here now. It's been much fun, and the weather is great.
The beach is beautiful ::watches wave break on shore::....why I am sitting here posting is way beyond what I understand. Though I still wish i were home...i figure: if your gonna be forced to go on vacation against your will...you might as well end up at a really nice hotel, with an ocean front veiw.NOw to go into parasailing. *thinks* I get to go parasailing in like 20 min.::Blink:: Thats about all I have to say on that.
*Thinks*
Katie, how'd the date go?
Meh, write me an e-mail....better be detailed too or i'll nag the hell out of you when i get back in the country.
Okay, so despite what I was told it is actauly an 18 hour drive Between here and El paso....18 hours....on a bus....not to mention the 4 strait hours we spent sitting in the Bus Depot in Durango for our second bus....needless to say were taking an airplane home. (Thank God, its only gonna be a 3 hour flight)
k. so Saterday morning we left and got on our bus at about noon. It was an awsome bus, and it was only a four hour drive to the next town, where we would have to catch our second bus. So we get to the second town (Cant spell the name....wont try to either) we get there and apparently the next bus isn't going to be comming until 11:00 tonight....it was 6:00.¨¨¨ Understand, you have NO clue what BORED IS UNTIL YOU SIT IN A BUS DEPOT FOR 5 HOURS STRAIT.¨¨¨ The bus didn't end up comming until 12:00 and we didn't leave till 1:00 in the morning. Now, my mom had said to wear lite clothes because it was gonna be hot....she was very wrong. The bus was freezing, and not nearly as nice as the first bus we were on. The good news was once we got to the next town (Durango) it was only gonna be another seven hours....the bad news...this bus ride was also gonna be 7 hours. *Rants for endless hours about the rest of the trip*
So were here now. It's been much fun, and the weather is great.
The beach is beautiful ::watches wave break on shore::....why I am sitting here posting is way beyond what I understand. Though I still wish i were home...i figure: if your gonna be forced to go on vacation against your will...you might as well end up at a really nice hotel, with an ocean front veiw.NOw to go into parasailing. *thinks* I get to go parasailing in like 20 min.::Blink:: Thats about all I have to say on that.
*Thinks*
Katie, how'd the date go?
Meh, write me an e-mail....better be detailed too or i'll nag the hell out of you when i get back in the country.
No time to go into detail on this post because i only have like three minutes left on this computer. Just know that I am here, I am alive...and I will survive this trip.
Saturday, December 20, 2003
(Just so you know-it's 10:33 and we still haven't left.)
Spooky
*Turns into vapor and was never seen again*
Spooky
*Turns into vapor and was never seen again*
So it's 7:51...
Gus is also leaving t'day @ about 10:00-ish. So called. Sophia and Natalia to tell them g'bye, Plan on stopping at Katie's before we leave...was gonna call Peter but he wont be up for another 7 hours.
Still have to do some packing...
I'm kind of very not happy that we wont be here for Christmas...But we will for New Years.
I hope I'll be able to find a computer there.
Maybe...Either way....Happy HOLIDAYS.
OH, can't forget to put...That I had the oddest dream last night....
Gus is also leaving t'day @ about 10:00-ish. So called. Sophia and Natalia to tell them g'bye, Plan on stopping at Katie's before we leave...was gonna call Peter but he wont be up for another 7 hours.
Still have to do some packing...
I'm kind of very not happy that we wont be here for Christmas...But we will for New Years.
I hope I'll be able to find a computer there.
Maybe...Either way....Happy HOLIDAYS.
OH, can't forget to put...That I had the oddest dream last night....
Friday, December 19, 2003
*Types up very long post which is then deleted by the computer*
Crap.
And now, of course the only bit of it I remember is this bit of conversation I was having with Katie over I.M at the time:
(Me):Hey Do you still think Tristan is cute?
(Katie): YEA!!!
actually...I do remember more...But damn, it's late and I don't want to re-type it.
*Goes off an plays with hair*
Got some very beautiful pictures of Guinevere and I've fallen in love with on in paticular....I now have three weeks to look like it....*goes off and ties hair back like in Picture*...spiffy
Crap.
And now, of course the only bit of it I remember is this bit of conversation I was having with Katie over I.M at the time:
(Me):Hey Do you still think Tristan is cute?
(Katie): YEA!!!
actually...I do remember more...But damn, it's late and I don't want to re-type it.
*Goes off an plays with hair*
Got some very beautiful pictures of Guinevere and I've fallen in love with on in paticular....I now have three weeks to look like it....*goes off and ties hair back like in Picture*...spiffy
Thursday, December 18, 2003
"Another day has gone by without a trace,
don't know what to do or to say.
To many ways for you to come and stay.
In my mind i've waited for you."
-Lillix
Feeling very...I dunno.
*Long girly heartbeaten sigh*
only 16 more days....I wonder if this is good.
don't know what to do or to say.
To many ways for you to come and stay.
In my mind i've waited for you."
-Lillix
Feeling very...I dunno.
*Long girly heartbeaten sigh*
only 16 more days....I wonder if this is good.
Wednesday, December 17, 2003
Okay, so Darcy- I got us tickets for 7:00 Cinamark Theater (in case you do end up doing something with Sophie)...it should be over around 10:00-ish. Meh, we'll prolly want to get there pretty early cuz...i mean come on...it's Lord Of the Rings. What time do ya think i should come pick ya up? You think Maybe your mom or Joe can take us home???
...
okay, i'll prolly end up calling you.
-Subject change
SO i'm home form school early... passed my first final...barely...but I passed never the less. I have IPC test tomorrow. Large amounts of failing will be done on this test.
Mommy and I are goig out to eat at about...2:00-ish.
For those of you who totaly jumped past the first part of the post...I'M GOING TO LORD OF THE RINGS T'NIGHT. YAYAYAYAYAYAYA
*Much joy*
...
okay, i'll prolly end up calling you.
-Subject change
SO i'm home form school early... passed my first final...barely...but I passed never the less. I have IPC test tomorrow. Large amounts of failing will be done on this test.
Mommy and I are goig out to eat at about...2:00-ish.
For those of you who totaly jumped past the first part of the post...I'M GOING TO LORD OF THE RINGS T'NIGHT. YAYAYAYAYAYAYA
*Much joy*
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
Online convo fer the day:
(me): *grrr*
(Katie): *hissss*
(Me): *grumble*
(Katie): *snap*
(Me): *bite*
(Katie): *butt munch*
(Me): thats it...i'm putting this on my blog
"WHOSE LINE" IS ON....
*races to T.V, turn it on....watches....*
(me): *grrr*
(Katie): *hissss*
(Me): *grumble*
(Katie): *snap*
(Me): *bite*
(Katie): *butt munch*
(Me): thats it...i'm putting this on my blog
"WHOSE LINE" IS ON....
*races to T.V, turn it on....watches....*
*Grumble*
My internet wont let me go to any sites...i have no idea why.
Does anyone else ever get the feeling that the internet or computers all together just hate you?
I really really really really really really need ta go study...but "Whose line" is gonna be on in 15 minutes so I can't focus...
*something shiney catches eye*
Tried on my new shirt with my new jeans...very pretty *angel eyes*
Needth to go buy more jeans/jewelry...and possibly more black tank-tops...
Haven't talked to Peter in a very... long...time...I wonder what he's been up to.
Also on the countdown to my birthday...bum bum bum.
I wonder if our Mall's Fye has the Jon Mayer Cd...
Cd Need List:
Lillix
Jon Mayer
Lord of the Rings: RotK
Bob Guiney
Matt caplan
(New) Dido
*Forgive me* Hillary Duff
Belle Perez
Elsa...i'd suggest you take a long hard look at this List....
My internet wont let me go to any sites...i have no idea why.
Does anyone else ever get the feeling that the internet or computers all together just hate you?
I really really really really really really need ta go study...but "Whose line" is gonna be on in 15 minutes so I can't focus...
*something shiney catches eye*
Tried on my new shirt with my new jeans...very pretty *angel eyes*
Needth to go buy more jeans/jewelry...and possibly more black tank-tops...
Haven't talked to Peter in a very... long...time...I wonder what he's been up to.
Also on the countdown to my birthday...bum bum bum.
I wonder if our Mall's Fye has the Jon Mayer Cd...
Cd Need List:
Lillix
Jon Mayer
Lord of the Rings: RotK
Bob Guiney
Matt caplan
(New) Dido
*Forgive me* Hillary Duff
Belle Perez
Elsa...i'd suggest you take a long hard look at this List....
*Tear*
Had my last day in 7th period theater...this shouldn't be sooooo sad.
*Sigh*
I was told (against my will) part of the ending to the LOTR:ROTK and i'm incredibly upset about it. However...have bought my ticket and am thrilled. This time tomorrow I shwill be ending my LOTR experience...damn...and to think three years ago I was going to see the first LOTR with Katie and thinking "God, this is gonna be the stupidest movie i've ever seen, isn't it?" Eh, i was wrong...so sue me.
*Sigh*
Had my last day in 7th period theater...this shouldn't be sooooo sad.
*Sigh*
I was told (against my will) part of the ending to the LOTR:ROTK and i'm incredibly upset about it. However...have bought my ticket and am thrilled. This time tomorrow I shwill be ending my LOTR experience...damn...and to think three years ago I was going to see the first LOTR with Katie and thinking "God, this is gonna be the stupidest movie i've ever seen, isn't it?" Eh, i was wrong...so sue me.
*Sigh*
Monday, December 15, 2003
...Blue-Love...
*Getz kicked off the internet and cruelly out of society*
So anyway...My computer wont let me onto the site where I buy my movie tickets...NEED MOVIE TICKETS.
*goes to buy movie tickets.*
*Getz kicked off the internet and cruelly out of society*
So anyway...My computer wont let me onto the site where I buy my movie tickets...NEED MOVIE TICKETS.
*goes to buy movie tickets.*
Alright...so in Mrs.Helmlings i'm looking at a 73...WAAAAWHOOOOO!!!!!
*Proud smile* Yes, I am proud.
Could have gone off campus t'day with Katrina...'sept...we don't all fit in her car. Damn.
Also mime performance t'night. Damn. OH! Darcy, do you think i could get a ride home with you?
Still...haven't...done...paper...for...Mr.Bowen. Needth to go do that now.Damn
*Proud smile* Yes, I am proud.
Could have gone off campus t'day with Katrina...'sept...we don't all fit in her car. Damn.
Also mime performance t'night. Damn. OH! Darcy, do you think i could get a ride home with you?
Still...haven't...done...paper...for...Mr.Bowen. Needth to go do that now.Damn
Sunday, December 14, 2003
*Jumps up and Down*
I JUST GOT MY SWEATSHIRT THAT SAYS "I can't...I have rehearsal."
Very happy.
Am now saving up for the shirt that says "It's only community theater until someone gets offended...then it's ART!"
*walks away happily*
I JUST GOT MY SWEATSHIRT THAT SAYS "I can't...I have rehearsal."
Very happy.
Am now saving up for the shirt that says "It's only community theater until someone gets offended...then it's ART!"
*walks away happily*
I can't go shopping with Katie anymore...our will to buy stuff for ourself instead of other people is too strong.
Every store we went in we had to remind ourselfs that we were there to buy presents for other people...not for us...*crap*
I failed either way.
I bought myself:
- a black jacket (which I actualy did need...however...i need to wear colors other then black)
-A black tank-top (which is one of the last things that I really need, being as it's the middle of December, and I already own 12 of them....But I saw it when I went with Darcy and I needed to have it.)
-And, eh, Is it a bad thing that I have a new found fetish with Guy jewelry??? I went to AE and bought two necklaces and a ring from the guy rack. Don't plan on buying any made-for-girl-jewelry for a while... It's bad that I spent 25.00 on all the stuff though...(This is bad because i don't ever wear the necklaces I buy...and i refuse to wear the ring-which on me is a thumb ring- until my thumb nails are completly grown back....broke them trying to learn how to play guitar during dance a week ago...)
Did, however, buy Elsa her present. IT's a beautiful frame that i'm very tempted to keep to myself...but that would be the wrong thing to do*repeats softly several times*....*angel eyes*
*Goes and raps presents*
Crap, still have homework....fer Mr.Bowen...this means i actualy have to do it on time.*damn*
*Check e-mail*
OH CRAP! Brook, Darcy, and I have a mime performance thing tomorrow....NOOOOOO. *Thinks* actualy...i think i really need to do a little kids'n'co this month...for the sake of my sanity. however, I'm not sure if street mime is the best way to go about doing that, though.
HI Katie!
*Waves*
Every store we went in we had to remind ourselfs that we were there to buy presents for other people...not for us...*crap*
I failed either way.
I bought myself:
- a black jacket (which I actualy did need...however...i need to wear colors other then black)
-A black tank-top (which is one of the last things that I really need, being as it's the middle of December, and I already own 12 of them....But I saw it when I went with Darcy and I needed to have it.)
-And, eh, Is it a bad thing that I have a new found fetish with Guy jewelry??? I went to AE and bought two necklaces and a ring from the guy rack. Don't plan on buying any made-for-girl-jewelry for a while... It's bad that I spent 25.00 on all the stuff though...(This is bad because i don't ever wear the necklaces I buy...and i refuse to wear the ring-which on me is a thumb ring- until my thumb nails are completly grown back....broke them trying to learn how to play guitar during dance a week ago...)
Did, however, buy Elsa her present. IT's a beautiful frame that i'm very tempted to keep to myself...but that would be the wrong thing to do*repeats softly several times*....*angel eyes*
*Goes and raps presents*
Crap, still have homework....fer Mr.Bowen...this means i actualy have to do it on time.*damn*
*Check e-mail*
OH CRAP! Brook, Darcy, and I have a mime performance thing tomorrow....NOOOOOO. *Thinks* actualy...i think i really need to do a little kids'n'co this month...for the sake of my sanity. however, I'm not sure if street mime is the best way to go about doing that, though.
HI Katie!
*Waves*
OKay, fer real fer real t'day i'm going shopping for Christmas. Oh, still no jeans found...This is bad since I gave the rest of my jeans to Lorraine this morning. So now the only pair of jeans I own are my favorite pair...Crap.
*Lorraine walks in, picks a fight, leaves and slams door*
WILL SOMEONE PLEASE SHOOT HER AND PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY!?!
*Lorraine walks in, picks a fight, leaves and slams door*
WILL SOMEONE PLEASE SHOOT HER AND PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY!?!
Saturday, December 13, 2003
:Good news-Bad news:
The good news- I just earned $30
The Bad news- 6 hours of my life has just been sucked out through my ears...and i'm getting sick.
The good news-Tomorrow is still only sunday
The bad news-Sunday is one day closer to monday...
The good news-I can't feel my legs.
The bad news-I can't feel my legs...
Now I have...$237...well thats spiffy...
*Yawn*
I wonder what could motivate people to have kids...like all the time...guh-ha.
The good news- I just earned $30
The Bad news- 6 hours of my life has just been sucked out through my ears...and i'm getting sick.
The good news-Tomorrow is still only sunday
The bad news-Sunday is one day closer to monday...
The good news-I can't feel my legs.
The bad news-I can't feel my legs...
Now I have...$237...well thats spiffy...
*Yawn*
I wonder what could motivate people to have kids...like all the time...guh-ha.
*Sigh*
It's official. I own the only pair of 100% cotton jeans in the world. However, i've worn them like mad since i first got them at the start of *Sleeping Beauty*...and they're starting to die...slowely.
*Sigh*
Went to the mall and spent all of 2 hours trying on jeans...(all of which were too big, to small, right size in the leg put to big at the hip, or wrong size in the hip but right at the leg.) I also am not a fan of stretch jeans...but of course why would Express carry anything BUT STRETCH jeans? Is it too much of a crime to have good ol' 100% cotton jeans?? IS IT?
*Slump*
Did no christmas shopping as a result...would have stayed longer but I need to babysit in like 15 minutes...guh.
Mommy and I are gonna go shopping at the same place where I bought the pair of jeans I have now. I'm giving the rest of my jean population to Lorraine. (Who has been at the mall for 6 hours straight...)
*sigh*
Guess i'm gonna have to get it all done tomorrow after I shop with mom.
OH, and Barnes&Nobles with Kate...
*Cross between sighing & slumping*
...meh...mood is dying...slowely.
It's official. I own the only pair of 100% cotton jeans in the world. However, i've worn them like mad since i first got them at the start of *Sleeping Beauty*...and they're starting to die...slowely.
*Sigh*
Went to the mall and spent all of 2 hours trying on jeans...(all of which were too big, to small, right size in the leg put to big at the hip, or wrong size in the hip but right at the leg.) I also am not a fan of stretch jeans...but of course why would Express carry anything BUT STRETCH jeans? Is it too much of a crime to have good ol' 100% cotton jeans?? IS IT?
*Slump*
Did no christmas shopping as a result...would have stayed longer but I need to babysit in like 15 minutes...guh.
Mommy and I are gonna go shopping at the same place where I bought the pair of jeans I have now. I'm giving the rest of my jean population to Lorraine. (Who has been at the mall for 6 hours straight...)
*sigh*
Guess i'm gonna have to get it all done tomorrow after I shop with mom.
OH, and Barnes&Nobles with Kate...
*Cross between sighing & slumping*
...meh...mood is dying...slowely.
Hm...so Kate can't go to the mall.
*Sigh*
To Buy List:
1.Gift-Katie
2.Gift-Elsa
3.Gift-Mommy
4.Jeans
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
...crap! I had loads more...WHY-CAN'T-I-REMEMBER?!?!
Really should get going
*goes*
*Sigh*
To Buy List:
1.Gift-Katie
2.Gift-Elsa
3.Gift-Mommy
4.Jeans
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
...crap! I had loads more...WHY-CAN'T-I-REMEMBER?!?!
Really should get going
*goes*
Talked to Liz on the phone. Very randomly in the middle of the conversation:
"My face looks fatter."
-Liz
Informed her, also, that Jacob Livingston will be in town from college this month
"Yea, when I see Jacob i'll jump him."
"No don't jump him...just tell him he's a loser."
"Well, I'd think thats kind of self implied when you get jumped, Liz..."
-Liz and myself
Mehehe, and what would a Sofia-Liz conversation be without at least one pointless discussion?
(On the subject of Démi Moore, the actress.)
"I always say Dámi."
"That sounds even weirder Démi."
"No, Démi sounds weirder then Dámi."
"Démi sounds like a brand name."
-again, me and Liz.
(*Yea, we are spiffy*)
So, am trying to write don EXACTLY what it is i NEED to buy at the mall....but i keep getting side-tracked.
Gonna call Katie now.
*Calls Katie*
"My face looks fatter."
-Liz
Informed her, also, that Jacob Livingston will be in town from college this month
"Yea, when I see Jacob i'll jump him."
"No don't jump him...just tell him he's a loser."
"Well, I'd think thats kind of self implied when you get jumped, Liz..."
-Liz and myself
Mehehe, and what would a Sofia-Liz conversation be without at least one pointless discussion?
(On the subject of Démi Moore, the actress.)
"I always say Dámi."
"That sounds even weirder Démi."
"No, Démi sounds weirder then Dámi."
"Démi sounds like a brand name."
-again, me and Liz.
(*Yea, we are spiffy*)
So, am trying to write don EXACTLY what it is i NEED to buy at the mall....but i keep getting side-tracked.
Gonna call Katie now.
*Calls Katie*
I love this. The days that I finally do get to sleep in...i don't. I feel like i'm supposed to be going to Kids'n'co.
Liz sent me an e-mail...i'm happy. Lets see....if it's 7:00 a.m here, it's 3:00 p.m there...I should go call her.
Didn't go to bed till late last night. ALso suddenly wishing i didn't have to babysit t'night... really wanna go see "somethings gotta give". Was supossed to go see it last night but mom had to leave.
I have homework for Mr.Bowen, whose been in an "interesting" mood lately...so I better hand it in on time.
Better go call Liz...
*Goes and calls Liz*
Liz sent me an e-mail...i'm happy. Lets see....if it's 7:00 a.m here, it's 3:00 p.m there...I should go call her.
Didn't go to bed till late last night. ALso suddenly wishing i didn't have to babysit t'night... really wanna go see "somethings gotta give". Was supossed to go see it last night but mom had to leave.
I have homework for Mr.Bowen, whose been in an "interesting" mood lately...so I better hand it in on time.
Better go call Liz...
*Goes and calls Liz*
Friday, December 12, 2003
So what if it took me a whole week to figure out how to get the comment pud to work...the point is I did it...Mbwhahaha.
So Katie...I expect you to POST! (Evil smile)
Talked to mom, i am officaly shopping tomorrow.
*sigh*
really want a StarBucks Hot Chocolate...ah, so much sugar....
So Katie...I expect you to POST! (Evil smile)
Talked to mom, i am officaly shopping tomorrow.
*sigh*
really want a StarBucks Hot Chocolate...ah, so much sugar....
Hm...got a thought bending e-mail from kids'n'co t'day...
*Plays music*
I'm feeling really...confused? No, not confused. I'm feeling very...no-wait, it is confused.
You can't just change it now..
not before we see that it has gone through the window
out of sight.
Never again to see.
Lost in the distance,
don't know where to go.
Don't know where to go.
-Lilix (Meh, the songs called "Lost and Confused"...it works)
Maybe I want their CD for christmas too.Gonna be cutting it super close in MRs.Helmling's class, but i've been expecting it for a while. (Beside, last six weeks I pulled an 85)
*spiffy fer me*
This weekend is gonna be bussy:
I wanna go to a movie t'night, and tomorrow I have to go shopping, and buy more then one present and a necklace... I also said i'd babysit Saterday night...and sunday Katie and I are gonna go write at Barnes&Nobles. Some time this weekend Sophia is gonna call me and i'm gonna go to her house and watch POTC (Yaya)
I'm sure there's more i need to get done, that am simply not thinking about.
*Thinks*
I don't think I could write a play...or...maybe I could...but i'd be intersting to watch me try. (SInce i've been working onThe Murard Tecsergyn and Gracey Durstrum for a very long time and all I end up doing is writting out a chapter, and always come to thinking it's not what i wanted, re-writting it...and then deleting it until i come up with a better idea for how i should write it...and when i finally do think i've come up with somthing better, it starts all over again. Made very small amounts of progress. However, i have now gone through 5 different notebooks for the same story) I don't even want to see what I could do in handing people direct lines and blocking...
*thinks*
still...it would be pretty cool.
*Plays music*
I'm feeling really...confused? No, not confused. I'm feeling very...no-wait, it is confused.
You can't just change it now..
not before we see that it has gone through the window
out of sight.
Never again to see.
Lost in the distance,
don't know where to go.
Don't know where to go.
-Lilix (Meh, the songs called "Lost and Confused"...it works)
Maybe I want their CD for christmas too.Gonna be cutting it super close in MRs.Helmling's class, but i've been expecting it for a while. (Beside, last six weeks I pulled an 85)
*spiffy fer me*
This weekend is gonna be bussy:
I wanna go to a movie t'night, and tomorrow I have to go shopping, and buy more then one present and a necklace... I also said i'd babysit Saterday night...and sunday Katie and I are gonna go write at Barnes&Nobles. Some time this weekend Sophia is gonna call me and i'm gonna go to her house and watch POTC (Yaya)
I'm sure there's more i need to get done, that am simply not thinking about.
*Thinks*
I don't think I could write a play...or...maybe I could...but i'd be intersting to watch me try. (SInce i've been working onThe Murard Tecsergyn and Gracey Durstrum for a very long time and all I end up doing is writting out a chapter, and always come to thinking it's not what i wanted, re-writting it...and then deleting it until i come up with a better idea for how i should write it...and when i finally do think i've come up with somthing better, it starts all over again. Made very small amounts of progress. However, i have now gone through 5 different notebooks for the same story) I don't even want to see what I could do in handing people direct lines and blocking...
*thinks*
still...it would be pretty cool.
Thursday, December 11, 2003
Some one deleted my LOTR: FOTR script off the hard drive...damn.
*Types, then deletes*
Naw, it's friday finally(or will be friday in 3 hours)...this means that the x-mas break is creeping up fast...but not nearly as fast as final exams.
*Types, then deletes*
Meh, should prolly sleep...maybe....
"Room 421
in an airport hotel.
I know I should be sleeping...
but it's too soon to tell.
If i'll fly out tomorrow.
If i'll see her tomorrow...
I hope that I will."
-Bob Guiney
Need his CD for Christmas...NEED, not WANT or MUST HAVE....NEED
AHHHHH! LOTR:ROTK....6 MORE DAYS!!!! *SCREAMS* also need to buy tickets for that show...I DON'T CARE IF IT'S A SCHOOL NIGHT....must see OPENING NIGHT! MUST!
Sadely enough...this means it will be ending...again...damn.
(Maybe, i should cut down on the amount of times I say "damn" in each post.)
*Types, then deletes*
Naw, it's friday finally(or will be friday in 3 hours)...this means that the x-mas break is creeping up fast...but not nearly as fast as final exams.
*Types, then deletes*
Meh, should prolly sleep...maybe....
"Room 421
in an airport hotel.
I know I should be sleeping...
but it's too soon to tell.
If i'll fly out tomorrow.
If i'll see her tomorrow...
I hope that I will."
-Bob Guiney
Need his CD for Christmas...NEED, not WANT or MUST HAVE....NEED
AHHHHH! LOTR:ROTK....6 MORE DAYS!!!! *SCREAMS* also need to buy tickets for that show...I DON'T CARE IF IT'S A SCHOOL NIGHT....must see OPENING NIGHT! MUST!
Sadely enough...this means it will be ending...again...damn.
(Maybe, i should cut down on the amount of times I say "damn" in each post.)
Wednesday, December 10, 2003
COOL!!! I'm responsible for the down Fall of Camelot.
Ah, was doing homework...then got the urge to do some more research on Gwenever/Guinever/Gwenivere....i find her name is never spelled the same way twice...much like the description of her character.
momy went to the Tracey Bird concert...and has left me alone with a full 'fridge...
*Tummy grumble*
OH....
LOOK! IT'S ME AND TRISTAN!
*surfs web*
So I've now found three descriptions of Guinever with her heart as her leading center, and being described as one of the most beautiful women in Arthurian history... great...i have a month to become one of the most beautiful women in Arthurian history.
Just peachy...
Ah, was doing homework...then got the urge to do some more research on Gwenever/Guinever/Gwenivere....i find her name is never spelled the same way twice...much like the description of her character.
momy went to the Tracey Bird concert...and has left me alone with a full 'fridge...
*Tummy grumble*
OH....
LOOK! IT'S ME AND TRISTAN!
*surfs web*
So I've now found three descriptions of Guinever with her heart as her leading center, and being described as one of the most beautiful women in Arthurian history... great...i have a month to become one of the most beautiful women in Arthurian history.
Just peachy...
So...still have homework for Mrs. Helmling but can't focus because we have a full 'fridge...
*munchies, munchies, muncies*
*munchies, munchies, muncies*
I woke up really late this morning...yet I seem to have more time to waste than usually.
::blink::
Recent decision that I NEEDth to shoping again this weekend with my new mass amounts of money!
-OH, LIZ! I know what i'm gonna get you...your...just...gonna have to wait until I visit you in the summer to get it. *sigh*
Also gonna go to Barnes&nobles this weekend to buy some books for the Christmas drive...*fun* I figure i might as well stock up on good fantasy books, and some stuff on Gweniever.
Hm...*continues to add to the list of 'stuff to do'*
::blink::
Recent decision that I NEEDth to shoping again this weekend with my new mass amounts of money!
-OH, LIZ! I know what i'm gonna get you...your...just...gonna have to wait until I visit you in the summer to get it. *sigh*
Also gonna go to Barnes&nobles this weekend to buy some books for the Christmas drive...*fun* I figure i might as well stock up on good fantasy books, and some stuff on Gweniever.
Hm...*continues to add to the list of 'stuff to do'*
Tuesday, December 09, 2003
Mom just gave me $50 ...So I go into my room to count all my money, and suddenly I realize...I have $207....WHERE THE HELL AM I GETTING ALL THIS MONEY?
I DID IT!
GUH, I finished my paper for Mrs.Helmling!
No granted, it's probably the worst thing i've ever written...but you know what!...I wrote it and i'm damn-friggin' proud!
::blink::
Guh, what am I still doing typing???
(OH, before I forget...*thank god for spark notes!*)
GUH, I finished my paper for Mrs.Helmling!
No granted, it's probably the worst thing i've ever written...but you know what!...I wrote it and i'm damn-friggin' proud!
::blink::
Guh, what am I still doing typing???
(OH, before I forget...*thank god for spark notes!*)
So what if he's even older than Johny Depp? It blows my mind that someone can be THAT talented/amazing...and not have a twin to give to me....
and, honestly who could resist that dimple in his chin???
And while were on the subject.......
I mean...come on, could you blame me for postin' these???
...Eh, i'll get more up later.
Anyway, I'm gonna start on my paper for Mrs.Helmling that was due monday...i'm just a bad kid. Also, I have to type up the script for our group in her class....i blame Matt for making me do it...he's just one of those poeple that it's imposible to say "no" to. *Damn those poeple*
Also got my dance class dropped for second semester, am officaly dropping 7th period theater productions...
Speaking of which-
"God is up there, somewhere, looking down on us and laughing his ass off."
-Steven
Sophia: For Christmas I want a guy who's sweet, and cares about me, and wont treat me like scum
Me: I'll stuff him in your 'fridge.
"Witt's got a gun...RUN!"
-me
"Die little curlyhaired one..."
-Sam
*Smiles proudly* Yes. We are the best theater arts class in the world...
and, honestly who could resist that dimple in his chin???
And while were on the subject.......
I mean...come on, could you blame me for postin' these???
...Eh, i'll get more up later.
Anyway, I'm gonna start on my paper for Mrs.Helmling that was due monday...i'm just a bad kid. Also, I have to type up the script for our group in her class....i blame Matt for making me do it...he's just one of those poeple that it's imposible to say "no" to. *Damn those poeple*
Also got my dance class dropped for second semester, am officaly dropping 7th period theater productions...
Speaking of which-
"God is up there, somewhere, looking down on us and laughing his ass off."
-Steven
Sophia: For Christmas I want a guy who's sweet, and cares about me, and wont treat me like scum
Me: I'll stuff him in your 'fridge.
"Witt's got a gun...RUN!"
-me
"Die little curlyhaired one..."
-Sam
*Smiles proudly* Yes. We are the best theater arts class in the world...
Yeah, well...going to get dropped form my Dance P.E credit *thankz God* I'm really scared that it's gonna srew up all my other classes horribly though.
OH! Still haven't written my paper for Mrs.Helmling becuase i realized last night that I left the format paper she gave us in my locker...so yes...thats 20 points off.
-gonna have mass amounts of homework t'night....
*Damn*
Lillix
"I wake up
put on my make-up.
Pick up the phone
nobody's home.
I need to break out
get me some take-out...
stand inside the crowd
i wanna scream out loud...
but i'll be okay."
again...taken by Lillix lyrics...
OH! Still haven't written my paper for Mrs.Helmling becuase i realized last night that I left the format paper she gave us in my locker...so yes...thats 20 points off.
-gonna have mass amounts of homework t'night....
*Damn*
Lillix
"I wake up
put on my make-up.
Pick up the phone
nobody's home.
I need to break out
get me some take-out...
stand inside the crowd
i wanna scream out loud...
but i'll be okay."
again...taken by Lillix lyrics...
Monday, December 08, 2003
Just got back from performing the one acts.
We all screwed up horribly...still got compliments though *Smiles proudly* I really am regreting having to drop 7th period...Meh, life is so evil some times.
I've spent 10 straight hours at school...i'm sure there's some kind of law about that.
I really should be starting my paper for Mrs.Helmling that...i really should have started yesterday...
::blink::
LORD OF THE RINGS: ROTK!!! I'm starting count down.
OH, also going to switch out of dance tomorrow...thank god...
Lillix
"It's been another day...
thinking what could have been
it gets so hard.
But it's not what it seems...
then i try too hard."
I dunno, why but i've taken an instant liking into Lillix which I was sure I put away durring the summer...
well, then-
We all screwed up horribly...still got compliments though *Smiles proudly* I really am regreting having to drop 7th period...Meh, life is so evil some times.
I've spent 10 straight hours at school...i'm sure there's some kind of law about that.
I really should be starting my paper for Mrs.Helmling that...i really should have started yesterday...
::blink::
LORD OF THE RINGS: ROTK!!! I'm starting count down.
OH, also going to switch out of dance tomorrow...thank god...
Lillix
"It's been another day...
thinking what could have been
it gets so hard.
But it's not what it seems...
then i try too hard."
I dunno, why but i've taken an instant liking into Lillix which I was sure I put away durring the summer...
well, then-
Uhg, I'm such a horrible person....
didn't turn in my essay for Helmling in which case this means I'm gonna have to turn it in tomorrow for a 90. But whatever. Uhm, turns out spark notes IS a huge help....I knew there was reason I put that link on this site. Uhm, despite the fact that everyone else says it's taken them two or three some hours to come up with the three pages...I'm sitting here typing on my blog instead of getting started...eh, it's lunch...Screw working.
Oh! Also come to the realization that we have the senior directed ONE ACTS t'night and I don't know most of my lines...But that's okay because neither does Sam. We've both come to the conclusion that were just gonna improve in the general direction that we know the scene needs to go in...It will be interesting...
Still can't get the comment thing to work...Though I attempted at it this morning.
didn't turn in my essay for Helmling in which case this means I'm gonna have to turn it in tomorrow for a 90. But whatever. Uhm, turns out spark notes IS a huge help....I knew there was reason I put that link on this site. Uhm, despite the fact that everyone else says it's taken them two or three some hours to come up with the three pages...I'm sitting here typing on my blog instead of getting started...eh, it's lunch...Screw working.
Oh! Also come to the realization that we have the senior directed ONE ACTS t'night and I don't know most of my lines...But that's okay because neither does Sam. We've both come to the conclusion that were just gonna improve in the general direction that we know the scene needs to go in...It will be interesting...
Still can't get the comment thing to work...Though I attempted at it this morning.
REALLY need new jeans.
Well, it's 7:32 monday morning...and I still have not even started my essay...so i'm gonnna go to school early and see how much I can get done between now and...the end of lunch (this includes having to go to class) :P
Interesting dreams last night...
(IN the event that Liz is reading this...HOI!)
Damn, need to get that comment thing up.
Well, it's 7:32 monday morning...and I still have not even started my essay...so i'm gonnna go to school early and see how much I can get done between now and...the end of lunch (this includes having to go to class) :P
Interesting dreams last night...
(IN the event that Liz is reading this...HOI!)
Damn, need to get that comment thing up.
Sunday, December 07, 2003
Well, it's 9:45 and i have not even started my essay fer Mrs.Helmling...no instead i'm talking to Peter online...oh this is more productive.
(Me):Meh
(Peter): meh?
(Peter): whats meh?
(Me): same thing as "guh"or "huh"
(Me): it's proof that i'm spending too much time on the internet...
(Me):Meh
(Peter): meh?
(Peter): whats meh?
(Me): same thing as "guh"or "huh"
(Me): it's proof that i'm spending too much time on the internet...
This is the most un-inspired thing I've ever written...That is until I write my "Great Expectations essay.
About 30 minutes after I wrote my last blog post I sat down and wrote 2 PAGES ON KARMA I actually do find it an interesting subject but...2 pages...I mean come on!
it took me an hour and a half...guh-I still have one more paper to write.... S.O.S
If I could get the comment thing on my blog to work (help Darcy) I would ask people for ideas on why it is that "Great Expectations is like a fairy tale"
*Lorraine comes in with her sweat pants pulled up to her chest*
Me: What r u doing?
Lorraine: I dunno...
*walks out*
well that was interesting...I think it's a sign...i'm not sure of what...but I think it's a sign.
About 30 minutes after I wrote my last blog post I sat down and wrote 2 PAGES ON KARMA I actually do find it an interesting subject but...2 pages...I mean come on!
it took me an hour and a half...guh-I still have one more paper to write.... S.O.S
If I could get the comment thing on my blog to work (help Darcy) I would ask people for ideas on why it is that "Great Expectations is like a fairy tale"
*Lorraine comes in with her sweat pants pulled up to her chest*
Me: What r u doing?
Lorraine: I dunno...
*walks out*
well that was interesting...I think it's a sign...i'm not sure of what...but I think it's a sign.
So, yea spent all day being incredibly depressed. I hate it when i get like that. ON the other side, however, i went to dad's for our Christamas and made lunch, opend presents...
Ugh, so basicly i've spent all day avioding having to do the two reports that I have due tomorrow.
-One for Mrs.Belford-on Karma.(which is actauly very interesting...now if only it didn't have to be two pages.)
-And one for Mrs. Helmling...9 Chunks on "How Great Expectations is like a very tale..." when, in reality, it's not like a fairy tale in more then a very few points....ONLY, and i repeat, ONLY Mrs.Helmling would come up with that topic...*guh*
"Yeah, she calls it 'PRE A.P ENGLISH CLASS'...The rest of us like to call it 'Hell'."
-Me
Also, performing the ONe Acts tomorrow...still don't know half the script. THis is bad because i'm the main character...hm...maybe i'll go memorize the script instead of write my paper...yes...
*Sigh*
Guess I better....go...do...*guh* reports
*Damn friggin pre A.P english*
...however, i'm guessing the Sparknotes link might come in handy right now....*knocks on desk*
Ugh, so basicly i've spent all day avioding having to do the two reports that I have due tomorrow.
-One for Mrs.Belford-on Karma.(which is actauly very interesting...now if only it didn't have to be two pages.)
-And one for Mrs. Helmling...9 Chunks on "How Great Expectations is like a very tale..." when, in reality, it's not like a fairy tale in more then a very few points....ONLY, and i repeat, ONLY Mrs.Helmling would come up with that topic...*guh*
"Yeah, she calls it 'PRE A.P ENGLISH CLASS'...The rest of us like to call it 'Hell'."
-Me
Also, performing the ONe Acts tomorrow...still don't know half the script. THis is bad because i'm the main character...hm...maybe i'll go memorize the script instead of write my paper...yes...
*Sigh*
Guess I better....go...do...*guh* reports
*Damn friggin pre A.P english*
...however, i'm guessing the Sparknotes link might come in handy right now....*knocks on desk*
Saturday, December 06, 2003
Just got back from "Our Town" *Yawn* Second time to see it and I still love it. I think, very much, that Chet Fram and alot of the other actors and Actress's that I'm just seeing for the first time have really caught my attention and I thought they were wonderful. *Claps*
So anyway, also got Christmas shopping done...Didn't buy anything for daddy-were Going over to his house at about 10:00-ish.
OH! Jan wants me to be in one of her shows...I'm not sure on the details but i was also told that some one put a good word in for me doing *Anne Frank*I'm feeling super spiff to be recognized at the playhouse..I wonder who that ladye was *mentaly thanx*
Saw...Austin..Billboard..Gagged..Trunk of his..Carr...Honestlyy..Thee ideas that form in my mind are nothing but creepy.Lol, we love you Austin. *ah, I know him* or think *Ah, he knows me*happily enough...he's given me rides home...and he's been in my house...he's been my director, my father, and...i'm sure theres more to that list-so that mental image of him gagged is interesting.
*lightheadednesss*
Better go sleep..Suddenly feeling..Not to spiffy-
So anyway, also got Christmas shopping done...Didn't buy anything for daddy-were Going over to his house at about 10:00-ish.
OH! Jan wants me to be in one of her shows...I'm not sure on the details but i was also told that some one put a good word in for me doing *Anne Frank*I'm feeling super spiff to be recognized at the playhouse..I wonder who that ladye was *mentaly thanx*
Saw...Austin..Billboard..Gagged..Trunk of his..Carr...Honestlyy..Thee ideas that form in my mind are nothing but creepy.Lol, we love you Austin. *ah, I know him* or think *Ah, he knows me*happily enough...he's given me rides home...and he's been in my house...he's been my director, my father, and...i'm sure theres more to that list-so that mental image of him gagged is interesting.
*lightheadednesss*
Better go sleep..Suddenly feeling..Not to spiffy-
*Long sigh*
Wow, I just spent three hours straight GLUED to the computer to get this web page in balance and no one has come in to ask what I've been up to....*this is really creepy*
SO anyway, I want to go Christmas shopping today...OH! Daddy, Lorraine and I are having Christmas tomorrow since were all not gonna see each other for Christmas....
*Sigh, looks at lovely improved web page*
Life is good.
okay, but now I'm bored....
uh....
Wow, I just spent three hours straight GLUED to the computer to get this web page in balance and no one has come in to ask what I've been up to....*this is really creepy*
SO anyway, I want to go Christmas shopping today...OH! Daddy, Lorraine and I are having Christmas tomorrow since were all not gonna see each other for Christmas....
*Sigh, looks at lovely improved web page*
Life is good.
okay, but now I'm bored....
uh....