Murard Tecsergyn

I slept VERY well last night. Yes yes.
*Checks clock*
But it is now almost 5:30 and I need to go put my shoes on an wait fer the sun to actually come up so I can leave.
*Glances out window*
ohhhhhhh suuuuuuuuun? Where r u?

*Flips through money*
Wow. I got paid WELL. The kids were cute. Easy to take care of...er...Easier then some kids.
Gotto be up early tomorrow. Plan to walk in the morning at the afternoon. But mostly- In the morning for the reason that it isn't nearly as hot from 6-8 a.m as it is from 4-8 p.m.
*Yawn*
Also, it'll be my last day off before interning
*Yawn*
Ow.
I still hurt.

Just got back.
*Muscle twitches*
Owwww.

Left to go jogging t'day at about 11 a.m (Note: it is now 5 p.m) I think I should add that about 12 I was viciously kidnapped by Darcy, Rory, and Kevin, thrown in the back of the truck, tied down and forced to go to the mall. *The horror* Let this be a lesson to all you kids--- If you're gonna get kidnapped...Try to get kidnapped By Darcy, Rory, and Kevin...Especially when they're about to go to the mall.'Twas much very fun. I Also got to go with and help pick out the dye for Darcy's hair.

Oww.
I hurt.
And Now- in a little less then an hour I get to go baby sit for 3 hours...Guh ha. I'll be so asleep t'night.

"But celery doesn't have a taste, it tastes like lettuce."
"But lettuce does have a taste...Lettuce tastes like celery!
-Me and Kayt

Kayt-I wuv ya.
I'm in a much better mood t'day, and I am much less sick- so this is good. Kayt and I went to go see SHREK2 t'day. It was very good. Mommy and Kayt's mom started to talk about her family coming over tomorrow and going swimming and stuff. Mum said her and I could go shopping for a new swimsuit. Also, I'm supposed to meat Natalia tomorrow at Barnes&Nobles and finish the script but I don't know. Maybe we'll do it monday?
*Bounces off to go eat some celery*

There has been no lack of things to post about in the past couple days---There's actually been a lot. However, there has been a major lack of sleep, on my part, putting me in an incredibly unpleasant mood- and making all of these events somehow seems negative when I begin to type them out.

To the best of what I understand Kids'n'co camp starts Tuesday-I don't know how i'm going to do this IF-I-DON'T-GET-SOME-SLEEP. I've tried everything and it's just really starting to bug me.I am also sick. How it is I've managed to get a cold in SUMMER weather- I don't know, but I really wish I wasn't, and I really wish I could just- SLEEP.
*guh*


Junk

Showcase was great.
I just want me to remember it.

Well, that was about 4 and half hours of sleep. Good for me.
I'm about to go on a walk at six o'clock in da morning, running on nothing but four hours of sleep, half a Nutrigrain bar, and some green tea. Oh. Joy. Will I even be alive for the showcase t'nigh???We really don't know yet.
Darcy, I'm gonna go check on that construction paper issue right now, If it's there- I'll leave it somewhere around or under your front door.

Still up...

Ah- I loveth theater so very much.
Just got back from striking the "Proof" set. (W/ Chet, and Kevin, And Darcy, and Rory, and Tristan, and Brooke...And the rest of the...Cast. Er. "Cast")
*checks clock*
Hey! Only 5 and a half more hours until I get up.

I just want it to be know that after [mime] class t'day Kevin and I ran from the building screaming "LET US OUT, LET US OUT!" and "RUN! GET AWAY WHILE YOU STILL CAN!"
That is all.

Class today.
In about 3 hours- or so.
I'm gonna go jogging, though. I don't know why. It just seems a good way to clear my head.
Kayt had formals last night.
Also, we have showcase tomorrow night (Not to mention HP3) and I'm starting to get a few pre-show jitters. I swear. I could do a showcase every two months for the rest of my life, and I'll always get nervous for them.
*Puts on right shoe*
On the other hand, I happened to sleep really well last night and I didn't really want to wake up this morning. That's the first time this has happened.
*Puts on left shoe*
Then again, I'm the only person I know who is waking up at 6:30 to go run laps...So I'm pretty sure I'm still not allowed to call my sleeping habits anywhere near normal.

I made myself some oatmeal for breakfast...It was good.
::blink::

anyway, I remember what it was I was going to post about last night.
Other then the fact that last night it had been exactly one year since the first Sleeping Beauty read through, and the 8th grade formals are t'night (Have fun Kayt) I also wanted to post that there is Showcase this weekend for A/c, and that this is also the last official Friday in school. (Trust me. There will be much more on this whole "being done with school" thing on the last day.)

Also, I've started my Drivers ED training. Wesley is teaching me. I've started to read the book thing for it and Wesley says if I can get what I need to do done quickly we can go down and get my permit sometime next week. OH JOY. Needless to say I'm doing all the stuff I'm supposed to as fast as I can.
I don't know If I put that I'm not exempt from any of my exams...But I'm not. Yeah.

Summer camp (For Kids'n'co) will be starting soon. Yay!

*Does the dance of all things good*
Kayt called me today after I got back from the track...SHE HAS TICKETS TO GO SEE HARRY POTTER 4 THIS SUNDAY AND SHE WANTS ME TO COME!!!! (The movie isn't even spossed to come out until June 4th!!!)
AHHHH! SOOOOOOO DAMN FRIGGIN REALLY EXCITED.
Ah- I'm such a dork. But what's more- I'm a dork who's going to see the new Harry Potter movie in 4-ish days...!

I think there was also talk of Natalia and I going to see a movie tomorrow night...

Damn it. I did have more to write but the news of the HP tickets made me think it all a lot less important and forget.

34 minutes later and I'm still wide awake.
Ohhhhh
It's gonna be a long night.

Myabe i'll be able to sleep t'night???

Natalia and I have started official construction on our script...Ah- good stuff.

Also, i'm a little stressed because I will not be exempt from ANY of my final exams because of the days that I've missed of school. Gr. That makes me mad just a little. Also, I was supposed to go to the Theater banquet tonight, but I really don't want to go and I'm going to go jogging instead. Sure, I'll be in trouble with a good amount of people tomorrow but...We're gonna try not to think about that right now.
Be back later.

"Show me the way to go home. Bum Bum Bum. I'm tired and I wanna go to bed. Bum Bum Bum. I had a drink about an hour ago and it went right to my head..."
-Some type of drinking song from JAWS (I dunno, it was in the monologue Gus did t'day.)

*Continues to hum*

Can't Sleep, AGAIN.
AGAIN, Can't Sleep.
Sleep Can't, AGAIN.
Can't AGAIN, sleep.
...
Sleep? Where are you?

Going jogging.
I feel like I should have gone jogging yesterday too, but it was prolly a good idea to give my body time to rest after Sundays adventure.
be back later.

Natalia and I have decided to make a movie. (Two movie's actually, but we've only started construction on the first one- Which will be directed by her.)
-It's called "When short people attack" and I'm actually thinking it will be quite amusing when finished (Not mention completely random.) We plan to film sometime during the summer (Between me interning at the PlayHouse, and her interning...Wherever it is she's interning...I'm seeing some Friday night sleep overs to get the filming of it done. *Big smile*) And since it is Natalia's video camera we will be using, I also suspect it will be at her house as well. We got a rough outline of the script, and some "specific" scenes that have to be put in...But so far it's in the works. I guess the only reason I'm posting about this is because it amuses me so. Will update on this project later.

Ah.
Also got my pillow put in my window seat. Hopefully, I'll get my mattress sometimes this weekend, and some new pillows and stuff.
Yeah.

owww.
I hurt.

So for anyone who is interested, I'm about to re-cap the last four hours of my life...And possibly the last four hours of my life where my legs and thighs function properly.
So I set out walking at 4:00, and yeah, I was thinking it was gonna be an easy for hours and I'd still be able to come home and enjoy myself before sleeping. So First I walked all over the one side of Northwind. And I mean everywhere. I'm pretty sure there's not a street I didn't walk down. I'm also pretty sure I passed Kevin P's house a couple times. SO after doing that I crossed Northwind and went up Escondido. At about this time I was getting really thrirsty and of course I wasn't nearly smart enough to bring a water bottle. So I walked all through the apartments on Econdido (There are quite a few) Looking to see if maybe they had a water fountain somewhere. They didn't. (And If they did, I sure as hell didn't find them.) Then I remembered that there might possibly be a coke machine up by the pool by Darcy's house so I went to check up there. Anzze was outside- Trying to scare a lizard out of a bush, and she told me that someone had burned the soda machine down. Lucky me. On the positive side I got it confirmed that Anzze wants me to bring her Goldfish (Nacho Blasted) next weekend. So I then walked on remembering that the whole reason I decided to go walking over on this side of NOrthwind was to go see the Coronado Country Club.(Which we've driven passed several times during CY", when we had to drop Danny off.) I decided that that might be a good place to go check for water. Lucky me, at exactly two hours into my walk- - - I found some water. The next hour of the walk was pretty nice. There are some pretty houses' up there. (On Thunderbird, and Pinehurst, and Turnberry.) and then came the walk home. The whole time back I was chanting to myself "Body, please don't die. Body, please don't die." Not that even if my body wanted to die it would even have the energy to. So now I'm home...And mommy is pretty upset with me being gone for four hours. Kayt says she called her house a couple times asking where I was- - - ever though I left a note that said "Mummy, went jogging be back around 8". Not that it matters now. Her and Lorraine went up to Wesely's for dinner, and by the time they get home I'll be dead asleep. Or just dead.
Ow.
My legs are crying, and I'm pretty sure I've given my thighs good reason to hate me forever.
...
Despite this all, However...
I plan to do it again next weekend.

Uhhhhhhhh.
Owwwwwwwwww.
I did it.
Just got back.
I-
*Falls over and dies*
more latter.

Believe it or not I'm going to attempt to go on a walk for four hours. No. I am serious.
Now, I just want to see if I can actually do this or not.
Wish me luck...
Be back sometime around 8:00-ish?

This is me
*Me*
This is me being a little Tea pot
*Me being a little tea pot*


...

I think this is proof I really need to go to friggin bed.

But because I'm a morning person, the fact that I didn't end up sleeping until around 3:47 this morning (or last night) Doesn't change the fact that I'm up supper early. Man, I'm gonna be tired today. (I GOT 3 WHOLE HOURS OF SLEEP *slump face*)

...I...Can't...Sleep.
PLEASE, someone-Help me sleep...
Guh.

-x-x- This is a test. This is only a test. (My computer is being stupid) This is a test-x-x-

"Every time I feel alone
I can blame it on you
And I do, oh
You got me like a loaded gun
Golden sun and sky so blue, oh


We both know that we want it
But we both know you left me no choice


(Chaque fois que tu ton va)
You just bring me down
(Je pretend que tu fais bien)
So I'm counting my tears 'til I get over you


Sometimes I watch the world go by
I wonder what it's like
To wake up every single day
Smile on your face
You never tried

We both know we can't change it
But we both know we'll just have to face it


(Chaque fois que tu ton va)
You just bring me down
(Je pretend que tu fais bien)
So I'm counting my tears 'til I get over you


If only I could give you up
But would I want to let you off of this soapbox baby?


We both know that we want it
But we both know you left me no choice

(Chaque fois que tu ton va)
You just bring me down
(Je pretend que tu fais bien)
Oh, so I'm counting my tears 'til I get over you


(Chaque fois que tu ton va) Oh
(Je pretend que tu fais bien)
Oh, we both know that I'm not over you
I'm not over you..."
-Michelle Branch ('Till I get over you)

I'm finding it horribly concerning that the last couple of nights I have not been able to sleep until very late. Not because I've had stuff to do or anything, but simply because I'm not tired. I've never been a night person in my fifteen years of existence, and yet for some odd reason I'm suddenly becoming one...Or maybe I'm just switching into summer mode. I'm still waking-up early (around 6:00) so I guess I'm not going crazy, or anything like that- I just can't sleep. For some odd reason...I can't sleep.

Uhm yeah.
Mime show Friday. Or not so much a show but street mime.

(The bellow is an e-mail I sent to Darcy earlier)
Darcy do we have a performance THIS Friday?
(The bellow is Darcy's reply)
yep. At the Culture Cruise. They're going to feed us.

Can not you just hear the sound of the people at the Culture cruise saying "Oh, well I guess I better go feed the mimes now..."
I find it incredibly funny-And probably somewhat true...

Word of the day:
self-assured
Having or showing confidence and poise.

No big news here t'day. Just thought it should be known.

Wesley is back in town. (Actually he got in at about 11 last night...But I was asleep and posting about the event this morning was beyond my control)
Also Kayt is back from her and trip...er...Rather, she has been back form her band trips since Sunday. Again, I just haven't posted about it. Mom has gone a little bit crazy this week...But she normally does when we start to wind down on the school year. Now, when I say "wind down" I mean 12 FRIGGIN DAYS LEFT. Ah, it feels soooo good to say that.
This is always the most annoying part of school, but just the fact that I only really need to show up 12 more times makes it a little bit easier to sleep at night/wake up in the morning.
Gonna go up to the store in a little bit (when it's cooler) and buy some strawberries. (For some odd reason the family has gotten into the habit having a smoothie in the morning. Today we didn't have anything to make the smoothie with and there was chaos. Hence, I'm going up to buy strawberries and other good stuff so there isn't utter pandemonium tomorrow morning.)
Yeah.
Wow. This post was a lot longer then I thought it would be.

So for those of you who have caught on to the fact that there has been a major lack of things for me to post about, just know...That there is still a major lack of things for me to post about but I'm going to post anyway.
Mostly because BLOGGER.COM has really updated the site format and I hadn't noticed. But I must say...Very ace.

Apparently me and pecan pancakes is a bad idea...
*Runs to bathroom*
ohw.

Word of the day:
Catalyst -
One that precipitates a process or event, especially without being involved in or changed by the consequences.

...

E-mail! YIPEE!
I haven't had an e-mail in a while.

Something in the back of my mind is telling me that there's something I have to do tomorrow morning...*thinks*...I know there's something that I have to get done...*Thinks more*...Hm...*Goes and watches T.V*

My major lack of posting lately has something to do with the fact that I haven't really had much to post about at all.

-Anwayy, my room just got painted. For some reason it keeps getting painted these really pastel bright colors. Now it's this very...Lime...Green color. It's not really that I mind it so much, more so it just takes me a while to get used to everything. Also, we're expecting to have my new mattress very soon. T'will be nice (NO MORE SQUEAK KAYT!) I came home for lunch today...Didn't post. Didn't have anything to say. I think I'll come home tomorrow for lunch and start putting my room back together. (I can't put anything on the shelves and stuff t'night because the paint is still wet.)

I'm very confused lately. Or, not so much confused about one thing...Just in a funky mind frame. I guess.
I think I'm gonna walk up to the store and by some fruit...I'm really craving mango.

It's 6:50 a.m and I'm up to go running. You know there must be something wrong...

"(I realise)
All I want
All I need
Always lies just out of reach
I've been coming up empty

(I realise)
I ran as fast as I can run
I pushed as hard as anyone
But still there's nothing for me

(And I want)
I've tried as hard as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am running a race
Against myself
Against myself, yeah

(I realise)
Running out, struggle on
Am I sorrow as my song
My whole world is half parted

(I realise)
For my pain I have none
After all is said and done
Now I'm back where I started

(And I want)
I've gone as far as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am running a race
Against myself
Against myself, yeah

(And I want)
I've tried as hard as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am losing the race
Against myself
Against myself, yeah

Against myself"
-The OFFSPRING (Race Against myself)
*Sigh*
Junk