Murard Tecsergyn

New junnk-ish? Well, it's not junk....it's lyric-ish type of junk.

"when i'm done with thinking, then i'm done with you.
when i'm done with crying, then i'm done with you.
when i feel so tired, then i'm done with you.
everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way -

and i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.

you're trying to convince me that what i've done's not right.
i get so frustrated, i stay up every night.
you ask me for an answer, and i'm so tired and i'm up in the air.
everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way -

and i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.
you can't hear it, but i'm feeling this way
just because you say

i will be ignored.
i will be denied.
i could be erased.
i could be brushed aside.
i will get scared, and i will get shoved down,
but i feel like i do beause you push me around.

i'm starting to ignore you, i've doubted you so long.
i'm tired of over-thinking, i know you don't belong.
now i'm asking questions - no one pushes me around.
everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way -

and i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.
you don't seem angry, but i do.
i do."
-Lisa Loeb (I do)

" You could be an Italian super model."
" Do Italian super models speak Spanish?"
"No. They speak Italian."
-Sophia&Me

"I hopelessly, helplessly, wonder why
Everything gotta change around me
I'd tell it to your face
But you lost your face along the way
And I'd say it on the phone
If I thought you were alone
Why do things have to change

But you don't need my pictures on your wall
You say you need no one
And you don't need my secret midnight call
I guess you need no one
Is anybody waiting at home for you
Cause it's time that will tell if it's heaven if it's hell or if it's
Anybody waiting at home for you
Cause it's time that will tell this tale

You're in and out up and down
Wonder if you're lost or found
But I got my hands on you
Are you strong enough to tow the line
Are you gonna make me yours
Or do I make you mine
I'm in and out I'm up and down
Wonder if I'm lost or found
But I need your hands on me now

But you don't need my pictures on your wall
You say you need no one
And you don't need my secret midnight call
I guess you need no one
Is anybody waiting at home for you
Cause it's time that will tell if it's heaven if it's hell or if it's
Anybody waiting at home for you
Cause it's time that will tell this tale

I hopelessly, helplessly, wonder why
Everything gotta change "
-Train (Hopeless)

Reality always likes to be the first one to greet me at the door.

Du Du DU.
*Hum*
Du du du...
Here we go...

*Types up long post*
*Deep sigh*
*Deletes*
Highlights of last post:
Mall. New skirt. New tank top.
Tonight. Movie. Yes.
Me. Right now. Bad mood. Really

*Another long sigh*
I don't know.
I'm sick of my friggin mood swings. Why do I have to make a big deal out of EVERYTHING! GR.
gr.

Good morning.
It's about 6:30 and I have no clue why I'm getting up so early. I'm honestly not tired, i'm just thinking about some stuff.

It's been a pretty laid back Friday night.
Yeah right.
Mommy and I went to the mall at about 6:30. (we dropped Lorraine off at Pets Barn...And some how she spends $100 on horse tack. Where the hell does she get all this money?!?!) Mom had to go return some stuff so I walked around in search of some tank tops and some shorts. No luck on the shorts, but I didn't have time to try on all the ones I saw and liked so I'm hoping to go back maybe sometimes Sat or Sun. You think you're up for a mall trip sometimes this weekend Kayt? I did, however, make it over to AE and bought two new, really, really, really, (really) cute Tank tops. One is this pretty faded brown and reads "Paradise" across it, and the other is green and...*suddenly freezes*....I'm....I'm...I'm wearing...COLOR?!?! OH IT'S ALL JUST SO SICK AND WRONG!!! *Dramatic music* I also bought some really cute underwear...But that's just some general knowledge. Geeh. ^_^

"Jersey girl" came out today. I wanted to go see it tonight, but am thinking I'll save it for tomorrow night. I also want to see "Dawn of the dead" but never will because I'm a girly coward type person.

Class tomorrow. Yes. I'm thinking I'll get up and go jogging before, since I wont be having a tennis lesson before it like I did last week. Wesley is gonna come spend the night tomorrow night, so to the best of my knowledge my next lesson will be Sunday morning...Yes.
Some homework to do this weekend...eh, I'm not really thinking about it.
R we still bike riding this Sunday kayt?

I went out to lunch with Amanda, Natalie, Natalie, and some girl I didn't actually knowtoday. It was fun. We drove down to Arbby's and apparently pissed the management off because they kept screwing up our orders. Well, excuse me!
"Living is over rated anyway."
-Me
I'm not sure what it was we were talking about when I said that, but I know it did come up in the conversation.
hopefully I'll being going out to lunch with them more often. I really should have taken Amanda up on her offer to take me off campus a looooong time ago, but for some odd reason I was always pretty content with just staying on campus. Heh.

Did I mention class tomorrow?

Have been slowely working on a script for "Turandot" but am still a littel fuzzy on which version off the story is the one I should follow.
Also want to go to Target this weekend and get some more spiffy silver nail polish. Yes.
*thinks*
I know there's somehting i'm forgetting, but wont think of it until after i've published the post...
hm...
Oh well. Class tomorrow.

"I'm not a perfect person. There's a lot of things I wish I didn't do-I just want you to know, I've found a reason for me to change who I used to be. A reason to start over new. And the reason is you..."
-Hoobstank
...*Sigh*

G'morning loves.
Good friggin guh, I'm really tired.

Okay, so it is now 12:00 in da mornings and I have finished my English paper. OH goody. Now I get to go to sleep and wake up in 6 hours...
*Yawn*
Good night loves.

ARGH!!!!
I WANT TO BLOODY KILL SOMEONE RIGHT NOW!
AM I THE ONLY PERSON WHO IS DRIVEN ABSOLUTELY INSANE BY THEIR FAMILY?!?!
*Shoves head into pillow and screams REALLY loudly*

Guh, does it bug the crap out of anyone else when you type up a post and then it doesn't save...
...Don't feel like typing up another post. Summary of the old one:
Paper. English. Due tomorrow. Don't want to do it.
Track. Saw Ryan.
Shopping. Haven't gone yet.
Friday. Tomorrow. Yay.

Darcy are you gonna be in town for the showcase?

*yawn*
G'morning love.
I think I'm going to wear my pirate scarf to school today. Just because it's something that I haven't seen anyone else try to make a fashion out of yet.
Mommy didn't get home till later last night and we didn't end up going to AE. But we'll go tonight. (Plus going to night is better because i'll get to shop the whole mall instead of just the one store.) She also said she'd give me some extra money for some new shirts...Because all my tanks are black (one white one) and the only colored shirts I do have in my closet are all long sleeved and too hot to wear.
::Blink::
It's about 6:30 in the morning and I already wish school was over...I'm seeing where this could make the day seem reeeeaaaally long.
*sigh*

Another addition to the never ending collection of junk.

*Dogs bark viciously at some passing by stranger*
You know it really annoys me when they do that because I know that if they had the chance to attack who ever it is that's passing our house they would all be terrible cowards and sit quietly. But since they are given the excuse that they can't attack the person because of the screen door I'm thinking one day, while they are barking, I might just walk up to the door open it and watch them run in the other direction just to prove to myself that im right.
*Hum*

SO anyway
Peter called me today. At about 4:15. It's funny how he calls me and, even though we're two people who haven't spoken to each other for more then 60 seconds in the passed two months, we can suddenly just sit and talk for about 2 hours. Yeah. That's Peter. Love that kid. (Beh, he's actually older then I am, and in a sense...Not a kid- - -but whatever.)

So after I got off the phone (about 6-ish) I decided that I'd at least walk down to the Coronado track and have time to do a few laps and make it back before it got dark. SO I went and who should I run into up there but RYAN. We only talked for about 15 minutes but he's also a good kid. I got mad at him for not going to BEAUTY AND THE BEAST AUDITIONS, and he said he'd make it up to me by paying for my lunch next year when I take him off campus. (I also told him that I would just leave him somewhere...Also as revenge. He didn't seem too broken up and replied with "That's okay, I'll just be able to run back." He prolly could...)

Mommy and I are gonna go up to the mall in about 30 minutes to buy another pair of shorts form AE. I dunno, Kayt...i'm thinking I might try on the dark green pair, since you said you didn't like the brown.

Other then the fact that my feet are really sore, I completely screwed up my scene in Mr.Bowen's today ^_^ and I have a paper due in Mrs.Helmling's Friday...It was a pretty good day.
*Geeh*

"You used to say that there was a time we all deserved to loose our minds. Yea, well i've lost mine and i'm ready for you to find your way back home-"
-Train

*Yawn*
G'morning love.

"The majority of my life I find ironic and amusing. The rest of it I just use as wallpaper."
-Me

No. It's really not worth asking about.

*Mr.Martin says something to the effect of "Today's Algebra lesson is very important"*
Matt: Dude, that's what every teachers says. That's what they said about addition and where's that ever gotten us?
*Slight pause*
Me: So far through grade school, Junior high, and the first half of our freshmen year in high school.
Matt: Oh.

The fact that Matt D. And I take turns being complete morons in algebra never ceases to amuse me. Obviously today was Matts turn.

Went jogging up at the track today. Coach Levvit (old track coach) watched me for a while and then asked why it is I don't do track anymore, and that he really wanted me to consider it for my sophomore year. Yah! Apparently I can still run well enough to be noticed for it! *heeh* this also amuses me.
Yes, so I'm trying very hard to stay awake, but just know I'm completely loosing my will to type.
*spatters*
I have a scene due in Mr.Bowens tomorrow that was asigned to us before the break...I haven't really looked at it- - - much less memorized my lines. But I'll pull it off. I always do. Eh, I'll get back to you on it.
I got some Mail today from Mrs. Moore and Jessica. Jessica sent pictures from CY (mostly of me "playing" guitar) but she must have taken the pictures with the same camera that Austin used to create a flash for the show because there is a picture Austin took of himself that is completely hilarious.
*giggles*
AAh, good stuff.

*thankful sigh*
Again, I love Robert A.

*relieved Sigh*

UH...I am soooo nervous.
OH, this just sucks!

I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I had
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
When it come to loving me he's worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure going to give you a try
And if you want I'll try to love again (tryyy)
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
When it come to loving me he's worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
But I'm sure gonna give you a try
'Cause if you want I'll try to love again (try to love again)
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know, the first cut is the deepest
When it come to being lucky he's cursed
When it come to loving me he's worst

The first cut is the deepest baby i know
The first cut is the deepest try to love again...
-Sheryl Crow (The first cut is the deepest)

"*5

So I did go joggin for an hour or so.
I'm going to go to church up at St. Marks today, and then Kayt is gonna pick me up and were gonna go bicycling for an hour or two. (hopefully more if we can manage it) Mommy is already hiking the 26 mile death march. She's taken Wesley with her...I feel really bad for him. Anyway, I should be home around 4-ish because I still have to pick up the house a bit. I was going to go see a movie tonight but Jessica is having her auditions and she said I could show up even though I can't audition...Being at Kids'n'co sounds more fun anyway. Ryan said he'll try to make it to the audition Monday. God I hope he goes.
I haven't called Peter back. That's probably not good.

"

So here I am. At 5 in the morning. My major lack of sleep lately is really starting to bug me, and I know that I should go lay down and try to rest but I guess I'm just being delirious or something and I refuse to. I dunoo. I guess this good thing about this is that I'll be able to go fro an early Jog.

This weather is crazy.

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So tennis went well. Better then my previous lesson. Thank god.

Class. I love class. I really really very much do.
After class. uhm. Yeah.

So, even though it's not that I didn't already know...It's just I REALLY DON'T LIKE THE SUN. Yes, I know there's the whole "needing the sun to live and not freeze to death" thing, but really, People come on! It's not that I don't like the sun it's just that my skin bakes sooo easily.

I was very hungry upon getting home and ate: A yogurt, a bagel, about 32 wheat thins, and a pack of fruit gummies. In that order...Yeah. So now I want some rice.

Darcy and I (I don't remember how) came up with an idea of a really cool scene that could be done...At some point. I dunno.

Also, at some point there was talk of Rory and Kevin...in...kilts...?

Austin (quite happily it seems) brought up the little incident where I tried to kick him and ended up on my ass (I'm sure I've written about it in *THERE AND BACK AGAIN*, if you want to you can find it...beh. Good luck) And it's funny how we both have our own little telling of the story. *low evil laugh*
I don't care what he says, he attacked me! *puhe*

Du DU du, what else?
Jessica was at class today. As was Ben and Meiyra. They are (for some reason or other) making me there indentured servant and I will have to be kidnapped every Saturday day from mime to go do work for them. When Darcy heard this she replied with: OH! Can I be your other indentured servant? It's not that we hate mime, it's just that we don't like it.
Oh! (Can't believe I almost forgot) apparently Jan and Brooke decided not to have mime class today...And ohp, not tell us about it (Us being Kevin, Darcy, Rory, and Myself.)
Again....Continuing this story would zag off into how I really don't like the sun.

SO it's 6:30
*Yawn*
I got a grand total of...4 hours of sleep last night. Yet I still am taking my lesson and then going to class.
"The more I live the more I learn, and the more I learn the more I find I must be crazy. Crazy"

HUH!
Peter just called.
I told him I needed to sleep, cuz I got to get up early tomorrow, but that i'd call him tomorrow.


Dunno.
Just thought it should be known.

Ah, so I've found a monologue.
Now I've got all of -*checks watch*- an hour to polish it before I need to sleep.
*Yawn*
I love doing stuff last minute.

Hidalgo.
Yeah.
In my opinion: Viggo Mortensen is too good for that movie, and the horse is too good for Viggo.
Over all...Go spend your money on something else.

Went to Sarah's party. Peter was there. So was Katherine. Two friends that I love but rarely see anymore. Peter says he's gonna call. We gotz stuff to talk about.

Class tomorrow. GEEH! ^_^
Gonna go out to the courts with Wesley at like 7:00 (Yes, a.m) and have a (tennis) lesson for an hour.
*thinks*
OH CRAP!
NEED TO FIND MONOLOGUE!

Oh! Saw Rory at the mall today too! And...*checks* wow, Darcy, you've been online for 8 hours and 38 minutes. CONGRATs! *Tips hat*

Newest junk
*Uh*

*Check e-mail*
*read e-mail*
Hehe. I love Elisa so much.

*long girly sigh*

du du du. I can have some odd dreams.

Sofia, a 3-syllable girl's name of Greek/Norse origin, means: Wisdom.
Sofia's ethnic backgrounds include Italian


Hey! I'm Italian!

Tomorrow is going to be long. Fun. But never the less long.
I know that I'm going out for another tennis lesson sometimes early in the morning, then I get to go home and chill for a while. Natalia, Sophia, and I are then (sometimes in the afternoon...No set time just yet. But the movie starts at 4) are going to go watch a movie and hang out at the mall. After getting out from that I need to hall ass over to Fiesta Lanes where Anntonette is having a surprise party for Sarah. I doubt I'll stay very long at all though, because I still need to find a monologue for class which is Saturday. Plus...I dunoo-7 hours of sleep sounds like a good thing to get.
Went to Barn&Nobles with Kayt and Shelby today. Damn that their cafe is so good. Luckily I didn't eat cheese cake.
I actually really do dislike that this weather is gettin so hot. Yes. I know, I know. I've probably posted a hundred times how I'm ready for the weather to warm up...But I mean...When have I ever said anything and meant it? Huh? Yeah.
Right now I need to run up to the store and buy Sarah her present. I've been amazingly active in the past two days. Fun.

OH OH OH! I painted my fingernails silver and they look really spiffy. I like.
I want to maybe go see Secret Window again this weekend just because I want to go back and piece in the things that I may have missed out on the first time around, but we'll see what I have the money for.
Mommy says there's a sale going on at Express and since all the money I did have I spent on American Eagle clothes mom thinks she'll be able to give me some money to guy buy some new tops.
So I've decided I can't do BEAUTY AND THE BEAST. It actually was my decision in that I wouldn't have to time to do that and take drivers Ed, and I really need to take drivers ed. Yes.


Class this Saturday. YAAY! ^_^ Me happy.

There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
That you're here tonight
-Yellowcard (Ocean Avenue)

Since today I'm being totally random:

(Kayt): hey, where r u sleeping sat. Night?
(Me): I'm sleeping in a box
(Me): outside of Albertsons'
(Kayt): wow, now see, I prefer to sleep in a can
(me): really?
(me): I heard they mess up your neck
(Kayt): kinda, only if u turn ur legs weird
(Me): see, now that's talent.

And for those of you who don't know - - - A HUGE METEOR, THAT IS DANGEROUSLY CLOSE TO THE EARTHS ORBIT, IS THREATENING TO BLOCK OUT THE SUN AND FLING THE WORLD BACK INTO THE ICE AGE FROM WHENCE IT CAME. We now return you to your regularly scheduled program.

*bhwe*

Had my first tennis lesson this morning.
It was funny how much it reminded my of horseback riding. There are all these little things that you have to pay attention to in order to get the result you want...But after a while it just becomes natural. Hm...I think I'll go horse back riding today. Er. Maybe.
It also looks like mommy is gonna let me audition for BEAUTY AND THE BEAST so long as it doesn't interfere with Driver Ed. Beh.

*hum hum hum*
SO it came to my attention today that I need to find a monologue for Saturday. Crap.
Went shopping w/ Kayt today. OH spiffy.
Also Elsa, Grandma, and Papa left today. *Sigh* I miss dem. I"m going up to Denton sometimes next month so I'll see Elsa there. That'll be okay.
hopfully gonna go play some tennis with Wesley tomorrow. Then Go to Darcy's and watch firefly. Spiff. Maybe do a little bit more shopping. Maybe.
I get to intern this summer. Joy. Also I think *knock on wood* hope I'll be able to convince my mom to let me do BEAUTY AND THE BEAST which would be beyond spiffy. If not then I've given Ryan C. The audition dates for it and I know he'll make a good auditioner. He might even show up to class on Saturday...That would be interesting.
AH, saw Robert A. Saturday I think. That was cool.
Um UM um, what else?
Bought some ($30) shorts and a pair of ($40) Pants at AE. Yes. Elsa gave me some more money too but I'm using it to buy some rings, since I'm thinking of putting one of the rings I already wear away for Guinevere (Don't ask..It's this thing I do...uh...yeah, well.)

So anyway...I think that's it.

Might go see Hidalgo tomorrow night. I don't know why.

"And thats about the time she walked away from me
Nobody likes you when youre 23
And you still act like youre in Freshman year
What the hell is wrong with me?
My friends say I should act my age
Whats my age again?
Whats my age again?"
-Blink182

*sigh*

The movie was good. Won't go into detail other then saying Johnny depp is incredibly A.)Brilliant B.)Sexy. But we knew these both already.
Going to walk up to Albertsons. Just for exercise. I need to work some of my nervous engery out of me before I show up at the Chamizal frantic. Actually, I think we'll be okay for the show today.
*Sigh*
Nothing beats the rush of theater.

"Oh the quiet child
awaits the day
when she can break free
the mold that clings like desperation.

can't you see I've got to
live my life the way I feel is
right for me
might not be right for you but it's
right for me..

I believe..."
-Sarah Mclahclan (Elsewhere)

*Sigh*

Going to go see secret window. Yay.

*guh*
more junk

SO yes.
The weather has been insane, and I'm not real happy about it at the moment. Hopefuly it'll be better tomorrow.

Cy opened. Could go into detail on it...Won't. Just know that we didn't die completely.
"During every show Sofia runs back stage saying that someone is going to kill her for something she's done wrong. Of course it's never true because...Well...She's here."
-Jessica
else is here. Yes.

Tomorrow...
*momentarily loses will to type*
Tomorrow should be interesting. We'll have two shows, and I really wonder how that's gonna work. The only plus side to it is that there will be a two hour break in between shows, and if your gonna be stuck somewhere for that long...It might as well be a big national park like the Chamizal. Don't get to go to class tomorrow morning. *Sigh* I'm still not sure why...But I figured it wasn't worth arguing over. Guh.

I'm still not sure if we're going to Ben's birthday tomorrow night. Would really really really want to but I'm seeing a couple dips in the plan like...Oh I don't know...Rides to and from...?
So call is at one tomorrow.

*momentarily loses will to type...Again*
Secret window is coming out tonight and I'm thinking Else and I will go see it.
*thinks*
Actually...I really really really like the Chamizal stage.


Tomorrow...
Tomorrow should be...Interesting.
Yes.
*loses will to type*

"Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you I miss you)
(I miss you I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stare I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)"-Blink182 (I Miss You)

*uh*

Wishful thinking I might be yours
Drifting on every step
I'm always drawn to the dark horse
Sweet sweet, oh nothing's said

And every dream, every, is just a dream after all
And everything stands so still when you dance
Everything spins so fast
And the night's in a paper cup
When you want it to last

Wishful thinking you might be mine
Every shiver sends
One breath under the bridge of sighs
Bending where the river bends

And every dream, every, is just a dream, after all

And everything stands so still when you dance
Everything spins so fast
And the nights in a paper cup
When you want it to last

And every dream, every, is just a dream after all
And everything stands so still when you dance
Everything spins so fast
And the night's in a paper cup
When you want it to last

And everything stands so still when you dance
Everything spins so fast
And the night's in a paper cup
When you want it to last
-Heather Nova (Paper cup)

"Let me show you what I'm made of. Good intentions are not enough to get me through today and this night."
-Chantal Krevizuik (In this life)

"It's alright your only human, inside everybody's hiding something. Take time to catch your breath and choose your moment...Don't slide."
-Dido (Slide)

"Yes. I do love. But I admit it only to the moon."
---anonymous (Out of some play)

*Head in hands*

To love at all is to be vulnerable.
--C.S. Lewis

*sigh*

"Don't waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head."
-Blink182

*Sigh*

Started to listen to Sarah Mclachlan again today. (Figured it was time to give my NickelBack CD a break.)
Hopefully i'll be going to the mall with Kayt a bit later. I don't have too much money- - -but it's still fun. Also, maybe we'll go see HIDALGO.

P.S- Mommy said she could really tell that i've lost weight. YIPPY!
*Bounces around the room*

So. Showcase. Yesss.
What I really love is that the whole time I'm back stage stressing about the fact that I can't tie a knot fast enough.
Anyway.

The scenes:
It was a fairly large group, but mum says it's been the best group so far. For some reason beyond what I understand the advanced kids were sprinkled in between the intermidate "B" people. No big deal though.
Darcy and Ri were great. Darcy's just cool in the fact that no matter what you think she's thinking before she goes on...You just learn to brush it off because you know she'll be great. Ri also did very well. She said she wasn't going to be her next semester...*tear*...I'm gonna miss her.
Rory did great. Another group was doing the same scene as him which is no fun but of course they (Rory and his partner) did the better.
Several other good scene's that were pulled off by more talented young actors. (Like I said...Large group this semester)
Austin did a scene (or was filling ni for someone hwo wasn't there). Why does it not surprise me that he was amazing...Oh yeah-it's Austin.

Audience:
Uhm, mom was there. (I asked her not to bring Wesley) And Lorraine was there. Apparently her and Kristin are really good friends. BEN AND MIEYRA were there! I wuv dem!!! Seemed a pretty good audience. Not as great as when we did that Jewish Wiccan Lesbian scene...But still good. (Of course, what kind of audience wouldn't love that type of scene.)

Kristins&Mines scene:
I also very much wuv Kristin. Very much. Uh...The scene...uh...Yeah...uh...Yeah. But I guess for as nervous as we were we pulled it off well enough. We completely LOST our blocking. Not just lost but BUTCHERED it. Like with LARGE knifes. But I heard a couple times that it still looked good. Yah! Kristin did great. It's funny she feels... Like... She... Could... Be...Me little sister.

Me: Oh good we'll end the show with Kristin tied to a chair.
Carol: Yeas. I figured we could just leave her there after too.
Me: YEAH! Why not? It's not like we need her after the scene is over.
*Hugs Kristin*

She really is a sweat girl.

CURTAIN

So Mrs. Zeff called Danny and he says we got da prologue! WOOOO WHOOOOO!
Also, that we won't be rehearsing at Radford on Sunday...Does this mean we may be doing a possible run through?
AH, tomorrow is my last day of IIR. I am sooo sick of that show, but you know what sucks? I'm really friggin gonna miss that cast. *Sigh* I guess it's easier to do a show and end up not getting close to the cast...But it's never as much fun. ON the plus side this means no more nightly white face. YAH!
Show case Saturday. I've been a bit obsessive over my script the last couple days because I don't feel very well prepared for it, but never the less it's coming up on Saturday.
I really need to get all my props down for that scene. Kayt? If I'm going on a date...My sexy Old Navy tank??? Best thing to wear? (the spiffy new one i wouldn't let you try on...wha'd'ya think?)
Just got off the Nordic track, too. A bit tired, but I feel good.
Beh, I think that's it.
I'm getting pretty excited about Cy opening. I think it'll all come together.

My style of dress lately has been interesting.
I've been just suddenly spontaneously buying this odd little items that I would have had no taste for 3 months ago, but am suddenly deciding I can't live with out. (I.E-Gypsy like pirate scarf for my hair, Chain metal belt-type-like-thingy) Yes. Interesting.

Darcy brought it to my attention that we have 5 rehearsals till CY opens. So let me explain:-With 5 days left and just about going on tech week we still haven't run through the whole show once
-It's seems that when Kevin works on a scene he feels the need to keep stopping it.
-Jessica is dying.
-We wont get into set up the set until sometime Friday afternoon.
-Austin can't ride that bike we had.
-We are going on tech week...And we have no tech.
-There's no proof that we will even get the chance to rehearse on the set.
-And we till don't have the first part of our script
...

So, now I have to believe that Kevin (with all I've heard about his awesome directing, I have to believe this) has something up his sleeve and it will all come together before the end...To bad the end is in 5 more rehearsals.

Needs....To....Get....First....Part...Of...Script.